shootingSTARS_ over the rainbow

2008-09-02T17:05:00.002+08:00

hmm.. i dno why i m here again
since no one visits my blog anymore ...boohoowahxD
but i hv no one to blame but myself.... wahwahwah:(
for neglecting my blog..
ohh my dearr bloggie, i'm sorry (:

anyway, i LOVE my new hairstyle:D
cuz i cut it shorter and went for treatment..
so it's now super super soft (: and light.
but it will THICKEN and get HEAVIER in a few days...
sigh.
costed me $75 , kay?
so ex..grr.
that's why i wanna become a private banker... the $$ to treat my hair. haha

oh, my mum's teaching tuition outside , in the living room.
her voice is booming-ly loud. haha
reprimanding her students about why they shld listen to her during e lesson.

oh btw, i think my mum has become kinder nowadays..
she allowed me to go out with my fellow chinesedrama batchmates to kbox tmrw.
haha , that's super super rare of her, kay?
she nvr allowed me to go out with my friends before..
but i think nowadays, she dn really care...hmmm...

ahh. gtg(:
btwbtw, friday's reunion wasnt that fun. so those who missed it, dn feel sad xD

haha, really gtg , revise french, memorise TKMB, revise math.

gdbye(:

love,
zibing

2008-07-16T16:00:00.002+08:00

sighhhhhhhhh
i promise that i WON'T blog more often.
that sounds weird.
but nvm.
i feel so overwhelmed by PTs..
sighhh
did i mention that i put some rubber bands on my teeth at e dentist??
i think i did.
it didn't hurt as much.
i thought i will starve..but in the end, i nvr.
cuz I LOVE FOOD (:
heehee
food makes me grow TALL but also fat lah.
hmm... hey this is kinda weird..but
everywhere i go, RANDOM ppl hv been saying that i have grown TALLER.
did i? i'm still 164cm.
dear amelia (e netballer, tll fren) is 172cm n she is still complaining abt her height.
xuetong is 173cm. wuyou is 174cm.
i'm surrounded by tall ppl yet i'm not as tall as them.
sigh so why do ppl say that i'm tall??
i still need to grow u noe.
quote "if u grow any taller, u r depriving urself of the chance to wear heels" frm some random TLL fren.
but WHY would I want to wear heels??
heels r bad for e feet.
flats r better (: i love that pair of silver Mondo flats
haha

ooo.. i noe this is random but i love korean drama series
super super super super nice.
pure 19 is super super super nice!!
haha.. i prefer korean drama series to taiwanese n hongkong n singapore drama.
cuz korean drama series r NICE
1) dey are cosy-- very family-oriented. nice and appropriate for little kids to watch-,-
2) dey are romantic-- not that type of romantic..ermerm..lyk dey dun really make the characters kiss..it's mostly to the extent of holding hands n hugging which again, can be very cosy (:
3) e actors r cute-- dey hv something that makes them stand out, not juz pretty or handsome. lyk yunhou has super super THICK eyebrow..

okayy.gtg.. recently i hv been spending a lot of time watching korean dramas on youtube
heh.

bye

love,
zibing.

p.s i hate geog. (that's a nice name for a movie.. hee.. but i really hate my geog tchr. young n inexperienced. i started hating her frm the 2nd lesson n i will continue hating her. )

2008-07-13T10:03:00.002+08:00

hey:D

long long time nvr blog liao...[ that sounds grammatically wrong]
it has been 1 month: my last post was on june 12, and it's
JULY 13 now.

haha...actually i'm really really not supposed to blog now..
since i hv 3 PTs and tons of other hw waiting for me..
but nvm lah (:

i shld give some UPDATES on my life..
lyk my current OBSESSIONS
1) pure 19- the 7pm korean drama series..
it's super super super nice!!!
yunhou's eyebrows are super THICK but saman says that they look cute.. =,=
lyk 蜡笔小新.. haha
but yunhou n juhua make a PERFECT couple :) heehee
that drama series is super super long 167ep.
which means that i hv to watch it until NEXT YEAR.
wow!

2) jay chou's songs-- especially 枫
we listened to that during chinese lesson last week..
n i found it super nice! so i downloaded the song onto my MP3..
haha.. i wonder how long this obsession will last-- 3 weeks? 1 month? 2 month?
ppl whom i tok to regularly on msn will noe that i hv had many obsessions with different songs..
lyk in p5- 菊花台，beautiful love
p6- 不能说的秘密,被风吹过的夏天，我可以
usually i'll get over them in a month or so..
but meanwhile, when i'm still obsessed with it,
i'll memorise the lyrics, SING it, and find the piano score for it.

i also hv other follow-ups.. like on my PF- performer's festival on 13th june
PF was nice(: but i was super super nervous..
will upload the dvd of my performance next time..
didn't noe that rachel performed too :)
as in rachel tan xin en, frm 110
super unexpected!!
but hers was on thurs, mine was on fri..
anyway, i got bronze for that PF..
broke my always COP record.
so, i'm happy(:
n thanks to ppl who wished me luck for that :p

2) the yamaha young pianists competition
guess wad? i met rachel again.
haha. but she was competing in the intermediate category,
i was senior..
anyway, i didn't get into the finals for that..
cuz they only selected 5 for the finals..
sad. but nvm..i noe my performance sux..
so it's okay(:
anyway, i saw this guy-- clarence
who won last year's national piano competition thingy..
i guess he's very pro..
but erm..no offence to guys..
i think guys who play piano hv a tendency to become...erm
you noe....sissy.
especially those guys who really practise very very very hard.
but that's juz my OPINION..so dun take it too seriously lah :p
afterall, some guy pianists are really really cool too :]

okay, gtg.. practise piano n finish my hw.

oh, did i mention that i went to the dentist yesterday n the dumb dentist put some rubber bands on my teeth (braces)? it's supposed to minimize the gap between the teeth..
but he was CLUMSY. n he accidentally POKED my gum n it bleed. aww.
now, i really dunno hw can i eat...cuz i dno how to take out the rubber bands
n after i eat, i still must put it back..super ma fan.
n it's super super tight..those elastic bands..
tighter than those i use to tie my hair
it's painful.
i might as well dun eat lor :(

love,
zibing

2008-06-12T17:44:00.002+08:00

hey

it's almost the end of the june holidays....
it's over. sad :(

anyway, i'm feeling very very emo now.
n very upset with a certain someONE
very very very upset..
maybe u will say that i m very xiao qi..
for getting upset over a small thing liddat.
but...i am upset.

hmmm...actually who cares abt friendship?
yeahh.. who cares..
blah... friends come n go rite?

nvm. i shan't feel upset..
afterall it's my PIANO RECITAL tomorrow..
YAY. my PRETTY shoes.. haha
obsessed with the pair of silver shoes i bought that day 4 the piano performance
really very nice heh. bought it frm this store in square 2 - mondo :)
heehee...n i'm obsessed with the black mini jacket i bought to match the dress
haha..

ok byebye:D
will JIAYOU for that piano thingy tmrw..
hope that there will be very few audience..
haha. liddat if chu chou, den not so bad mah.

BYE :D

2008-06-07T11:26:00.002+08:00

hey:D

it's raining. D: and i'm bored D:
bored....
sianz...
i got bored of playing piano liao..:[
playing the same old pieces again n again.
and i've decided to not call ppl to attend that performer's festival.
cuz i will make a fool of myself by playing lots of wrong notes.

wanna go out today..
dad bringing me to IMM to meet mum later.
we wanted to go sentosa...to ride that luge & skyride thingy.
i <3 that.. last year, i went that twice in a month.. haha
super fun, but super ex too :(
but it's raining..
so we wanted to go watch movie. KUNGFU PANDA
but dad said that we won't be in time to meet mum.
crapp..beh. :[
so now..i'm stuck at home.
it's boring.
den 2nite still hv to go grandma hse to celebrate 端午节
that dumpling festival.
but how to celebrate?
lyk..grandma make one BIG BIG BIG BIG dumpling
and we all crowd around & eat frm the dumpling?!?!
anyway, i'll play liuyang river 2nite..
haha. to celebrate dumpling festival i guess.
but really, it's rather pointless to celebrate dumpling festival
n i always thought that the 诗人 who jumped into the river & commit suicide on dumpling festival
was 李白..until that day, my mum told me that it was 屈原
ooo..haha. so blurr of me. but nvm lah.
opps.
gotta go

who wanna watch KUNGFU PANDA with me next week?

love
zibing

2008-06-04T11:17:00.002+08:00

it's kind of sad:( today...
because of a couple of reasons...
1) it's gonna rain. rainy days are depressing...

2) realised i can't go for all those gatherings & outings organised by ppl.
because my timetable is so packed. n that my mum won't let me go..
yeah. mum said that long long time ago...she won't let me go out with friends unti sec 3.
she only allowed me to go for that class party..which i am erm..not very enthu abt.
wdv... actually, even if my mum allowed me to go, i would not be able to go too...
with all the piano lessons, tuition , blah blah.

3) realised that I WOULDN'T be able to perform NICELY on stage next fri.
did I mention abt the PERFORMER'S FESTIVAL?
i paid $150 to perform, and spent $70++ on the dress & shoes...
but I CAN'T PLAY THAT FREAKING 浏阳河 properly.
my piano teacher warned me that when i play that cheena song,
it will either BREAK me or MAKE me.
which simply means that if i play it well, the judges will be IMPRESSED.
but if i played it badly, they will say" ewww..how come cheena songs liddat huh?"
and I certainly cross my fingers n my toes n my hair n my eyes n my ears n my nose
that it won't be the 2nd scenario.
though chances are that it will end up the 2nd scenario.

hmm..and to tell the truth, the real & only reason why i wanna perform is..
I WANNA WEAR NICE CLOTHES N NICE SHOES ON STAGE.
heehee.. not that i wanna perform my sucky piano playing in front of everyone..
u may say that i m superficel-----(opps. that is in french. how do u spell it in ENGLISH?!!)
but i do like wearing nice clothes & nice shoes.. haha. 注重外表 mah.

okay nvm lah.i shall just practise piano. practise and practise..
won't waste my time on msn...
or maybe i can read my bio textbook..
heyhey, u noe the bio textbook is VERY INTERESTING?
haha. really.it is.very intriguing.
well. that's only my opinion.
n it may be because (did i mention this before)
my ambition is to become a DOCTOR?
i had that ambition since when I was 6 YEARS OLD----very ambitious rite?
doctor must be gd in BIOLOGY...so who cares abt that freaking chem......
and i'm not scared of blood or needles or those bloody pictures of scars, wounds, burns, tissues, flesh.
so i think i can become a doctor.
but i'm scared of pain lah. i dun mind giving ppl injections but if the needle pricks into my skin...
ermerm...that's scary.

okay. i gotta go.
i will read my bio textbook n continue daydreaming abt my ambition.
lolz.
byebye

zibing<3

p.s remember to come for my PERFORMER'S FESTIVAL
Date: 13th June '08
Time: around 7.30pm- 8pm
Venue: Yong Siew Toh Conservatory of Music ( National University of Singapore)
ADMISSION IS FREE :)

2008-05-31T10:16:00.002+08:00

hey:D

i'm alone at home/ home alone :)
dad went out to work, mum went out for tuition.
but..it's a SATURDAY, so i'm going to orchard to meet my mum for lunch...
and then buy shoes (nah, not high heels. can't press the pedal with high heels..) for the performer's festival thingy.
oh...yeah. that performer's festival...
erm erm...i'm PERFORMING .
yeah. so if u guys wanna come, pls come.
grab ur family and friends to support me . haha
it's on 13th June (Friday) at around 7.30pm-8pm..
at the Yong Siew Toh Conservatory of Music Recital Studio (in NUS)

I will be performing Nocturne in C sharp minor, 20a. Posth.
& Liu Yang River( yes, it's cheena. but according to des, it sounds very nice.)

and if u wanna c zibing wearing a dress, pls come too. haha so random
why would anyone want to see me wearing a dress? lol.

erm. i gotta practise piano now.
but my hands hurt.
i injured my LH (left hand) when doing the CPR thingy during the first aid course.
ouch. anyway, i doubt i would save anyone with my first-aid skills.
if i ever try to perform CPR on anyone, I will fracture that person's ribcage.
yupp.

anyway, i still hv to practise piano..
so byebye

and oh, ouch. my hand still hurts. =x

zibing<3

2008-05-28T14:52:00.003+08:00

hey

haha. so long time nvr post liao.
anyway..it's the HOLIDAYS.
yay!
but nah..lots of hw..n loads of catching-up stuff to do...( ah. yes. french)
however, though i'm busy..i'm bored too.
yeah. watching hw piling up, n i still dun wanna clear the pile.
afterall, i'm still a kid who wants to PLAY!!!!
yes n i wanna go to the ZOO, BIRD PARK, NIGHT SAFARI, SENTOSA.
all those places i went as a little kid.
i wish..i can go on a holiday...
to some faraway place..
lyk. france? finland? (countries starting with the letter "f" are nice =,=)
ooo..or how about going to china to learn violin?

(as we hv learnt in annotating poetry, this spacing in between the lines is to show the gap. between dreams & reality....)
sadly. those r my dreams only.
reality=no money to go, no time to go

anyway, i was so bored at home day-dreaming..
that i decided to do HOMEWORK.
yeahh.
that bio research thingy on a scientist,
i wanted to do on SIR HUMPHEY DAVY
u noe the guy who invented the safety lamp for miners
we did that in p4...so i tried to find my p4 science file..
couldn't find it..
but den..i came across something else that really brought a smile to my face.
- a p6 science w.s with the "CLAIM STAR" thingy.
LOL. i suddenly remembered all those fun times we had in p6.
claiming stars-- yeah.ilove it :)
ooo...
n then i came across this random chinese xiaolianbi.
yeah.. quite funny & crappy story.
n i'm posting it here:-
dun laugh when u read it kayy (though i doubt u will bother to read it)
it's very childish..
n the name "丽玲" is RANDOM, n certainly the princess is not melissa..
so melissa dun come n kill me..

很久很久以前，有个小公主，叫做丽玲。她和当国王的父亲，母亲和弟弟在华丽的皇宫中过着无忧无虑的生活。虽然她很聪明，但是却很倔强。一个算命师曾经说过她的优点－聪明，会害死她，反而，她的缺点－倔强，会救她一命。大家开始都不相信，后来，他们却不得不相信…. …
在丽玲刚过十五岁生日后，她的父亲和弟弟被一个忠臣毒死，从此离开了丽玲，而母亲因为受到的打击太大了，生了重病，不久也离开了。一夜之间，丽玲从一个幸福的小公主，变成了孤零零的孤儿，使她心痛欲绝，心如刀割，这个打击对一个仅仅十五岁的小女孩也未免太大了，也从此结束了她童话般的生活。可是，机灵的丽玲觉得那个忠臣为人老实，对国王一向都忠心耿耿，怎么会下毒手，如此狠心呢？其实这事的真相许多仆人都知道－国王的弟弟也就是丽玲的叔叔，一直都想枪皇位，于是命令那位忠臣在国王和王子的饭菜里下毒，借刀杀人，要不然，就把忠臣的家人统统杀了。大家都守口如瓶，因为怕被杀人灭口，除了一个暗恋这个公主的仆人，不忍心看见这个本来天真可爱的小公主天天以泪洗面，便冒着生命危险，偷偷告诉了丽玲。丽玲听了，心里更伤心，连她在世上剩下唯一的亲人都是这样狠毒的，但面对着残酷的现实，丽玲不得不认命。可是，已经当了国王的叔叔，却听见了，觉得聪明的丽玲公主肯定会想办法报仇，也因此会威胁他的皇位，就暗算把丽玲杀了，可是偏偏却找不到理由。如果随便杀丽玲，手下会说闲话。
机会终于来了，王后的其中一个昂贵的首饰不翼而飞，而皇后却发现那个首饰是在丽玲的房间里，一个仆人也说她看见公主鬼鬼祟祟地把首饰拿进房间。国王就趁机说她有罪，被关了起来，而偷王后的首饰是一个严重的罪，刑罚是死刑。其实，那个首饰是那个仆人偷的，他偷了首饰后，刚好经过丽玲的房间，突然听见后面有脚步声，他急中生智，把首饰放进丽玲的房间，让丽玲背黑锅。丽玲坚持自己没有犯罪，还对国王说“反正我是清白的，只要你对得起你的良心，你要饿死我，渴死我，都行！我就是不认罪！”国王很不高兴，也就真的让在监狱里的丽玲不吃不喝。丽玲天天只能喝从屋顶滴下来的雨水来过活。但是饿了好几天，丽玲就瘦得皮包骨了，还生了重病，嘴里叽里咕噜地说个不停。国王就趁机让手下叫丽玲签下一个字据，说她认罪，愿意被罚死刑。不管国王的手下怎么劝她，或告诉她只要签那张字句，就让丽玲吃一头鸡，倔强的丽玲就是不答应。国王来到监狱，看见丽玲宁愿饿死，也不要签，就硬拉着丽玲的手指，逼她在字据上盖印。可是，丽玲用了似乎全身的丽玲把国王推开，国王重重地跌在地上，头还撞到了墙壁，血流不止。不久，国王就死了，王后也随后自杀了。国王的手下知道丽玲是王位的继承人，为了讨好她，就把她放了，给她许多补品让她恢复体力，还派全国最好的大夫来治好丽玲的病。丽玲看在那些手下把她放了的份上，就免了他们的罪。丽玲很感激那个把她爸爸和弟弟的真正死因说出来的仆人，不顾一切，嫁给了他。从此，丽玲公主和仆人就快快乐乐地在一起。

better go do hw now:(
bye

love,
zibing

2008-05-11T19:42:00.003+08:00

Hi:D

It's MOTHER'S DAY TODAY!!! haha. how did you guys celebrate it?
Eating out? The price of food is rising due to inflation.....
haha. Well, I didn't go out with my mum..I was at learning lab, yawning away as my teacher talked abt some chim chim stuff regaring G.I.C yes- Government Investment Coperate.
TLL always give us so chim stuff..who cares abt the GIC offering scholarships to top A level students to study in Oxford/Harvard/Cambridge...I certainly am not interested in banking & finance. soboring.
anyway, back to mother's day.
yup. I gave this nice little paper crane to my mum.
n I wrote stuff on the paper in ENGLISH, CHINESE, FRENCH.
PRO right? Haha. so egoistic today.
I had a super hard time writing french lah..had to search the words in the dictionary and translate it.
but..it was worthwhile. my mum was kinda of touched. she sent me an sms saying that she was happy that I was a gd girl in her not-so-fluent english.
ah. I shall try to keep to my promises I made...abt being a gd girl n stuff.

ok. gotta go n MUG FRENCH. AH. FRRRRREEENNNCCHHH. I think tamil would have been a better choice.

Bisous (kisses)
<3 zibing
oh yeah.before I go, here are two videos. piano videos..I gonna play these two pieces for my competition & performer's festival.
1) Chopin Nocturne in C sharp minor, 20a. Op.Posth.
It's a nice piece played by this old man who died. well. i love his intepretation of the music. Men play this piece better...especially old man, according to my teacher, that's because they are more expressive. when they play this piece, it brings them back to their past...like their childhood. and the wonderful/sad memories flood them. well. I'm still quite young..so i guess I won't be that expressive. But my teacher said that I played the piece..sort of "beautifully". what she means is that I made the piece very sweet n nice, but no emotions. not sentimental enough. ah.

2) Liuyang River. Nice chines classical piece. It was adapted frm this song which praised the long-long-time-ago president/prime minister/important person in China..I think. It's quite hard to play...but very nice.

2008-05-09T11:48:00.000+08:00

HELLO AGAIN :D

3rd or 4th post in this week. amazing.
dawne says that my previous post was funny. =,=
it's thanks to that twenty star jumps that I realised-
my toilet is so small.
opps. keep banging into the glass doors of the shower.
and yeah, my friend tingen said the french= tamil thingy- I'm not that creative.

anyway, went to sch today.
so dumb rite?
marking day still need to go to sch for SPRING CLEANING.
grr.
if only I didn't open the email frm mrs ang.
den i will have a gd reason not to go to sch.
rgs is crazy- they think everyone lives opp. the sch.
it takes 1hour for me to go to sch, and 1 hour to go back.
such a waste of time- why can't we just stay back on one random day
to do the spring cleaning?
i'm so pissed.

oh, recently, I have been thinking abt lots of stuff.
i call them "ethical issues" because it's really conflicting..and it involves the rights of different parties...haha. chim.
the FIRST issue I thought about was regarding my CCA. yes. chinese drama.
You know, when ppl ask me what is my cca, I say it's Chinese Drama and
then I either say it sucks/ it is boring.
that day, suddenly, I felt bad for saying that.
afterall, isn't chinese drama a cca I chose to be in?
somemore it was the first choice I put for the CCA options form.
but the truth is, I don't have PASSION for chinese drama, like I have for the other performing arts cca eg. handbells.
den you may ask me- why on earth did I choose to be in chinese drama?
nah. not really my choice. I got into two other ccas- Strings & Chinese Orchestra...
but they clash with thirdlang. and I don't wanna transfer class for french.
so it leaves me with Chinese drama (CD).
i plan to change cca when I'm in sec 2, to handbells if they accept me.
so until then, I will try to have PASSION for this cheena cca. yes. I shall try.

ok, it's abt time for me to go. i still have other stuff to talk abt..but I will do that on a another day. until then, GOODBYE! Au Revoir !

Bisous (that's french for KISSES)

Je t'embrasse (this means I embrace..i think.)

zibing <3

2008-05-06T20:34:00.000+08:00

Hello:)

Third post in this month. wow.
anyway, I timed myself 15mins to complete this post.
yes. it's lyk compo- even if i exceed the 10mins, I still have to stop writing.
so i'll be QUICK=)

the reason why I am posting is because I am STRESSED.
STRESSED
STRESSED
i tried doing random stuff to relieve stress.
like doing 20 star-jumps in the toilet.
ok.
it's crazy rite?
nvm.
"i'm really stressed." quote frm zibing. lol
haha. well, if you know me well, you will know that i am a COMPLAIN QUEEN.
i love to complain abt everything- it's a badddddd habit that i cant get rrrrid of.
ok. so let's start complaining abt life.
1) EXAMS! unfortunately, they aren't over yet. yeah. sad sad sad. flunk chemistry today. I SO HATE MYSELF for NOT REVISING THOROUGHLY- if I did, I would have realised that iodine SUBLIMES. grrr. lost 2 marks because of that. dumb dumb. Checking of papers is next wednesday- SCARY!. I both anticipate and dread it.

2) FRRREENCH!- French was terrible today. yes.oral test. I dun even noe why I took up French in the first place- I could have jolly well taken jap and followed my mum's advice lah.I think I will sound nicer when I speak jap- when i speak French, it sounds lyk i am talking TAMIL- (got that frm TingEn- that's wad she said abt herself - talking tamil). I don't mean to be racist though. =,=
anyway, French is terrible. oral oral. I flunked it. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
seriously, now I understand the pains of the ppl. who cannot read out a whole passage properly for EL/CL oral. yes. I so totally understand.
It's like when you don't know a whole chunk of words- you can't possibly SKIP it, or ANYHOW pronounce it right? I remember hu lao shi used to say something lyk just anyhow pronounce the tough tough words for chinese oral and not affect the rest of the passage-but when you really don't know how to pronounce, it's very hard to not affect the rest. ok...confusing theory. nvm.
oh yeah. just realised that Bo Wei didn't know I was from Rosyth. goodness. Was I that quiet in Rosyth?? I don't think so. You know how I realised about it? Well, Bo Wei was before me for the oral thingy, and so he was the one who came it and called me, but when he called me..he was lyk randomly and looking blindly around the classroom, wondering WHO ON EARTH IS ZIBING. ... and he said "Whoever is zibing pls go for your oral now." ... yeah. I am the "whoever". .....

sheesh. it's 13 mins now. 2 more mins to 15mins.
but I shall end now.
gd luck for the rest of MYAs.
n wish me luck too=)

zibing<3

Random post=)

2008-05-03T10:04:00.000+08:00

Hello again=)

2nd post in the week..
n it's the MYA week.
haha. n i need to pull up my socks..
ooo..
but i'm..
sort of burnt out.
yeah.
candle burnt out.
n it's only five months into my new life.

i know i've got loads of stuff to MUG.
but i don't feel lyk mugging.
but...i HAVE TO MUG.
so to motivate myself..
i've come up with a MUGGING TIMETABLE for today=)

(n (something random)--- i'm alone in my hse today.
mum went out for tuition, dad went to the market.
so i'm bored.....hope dad brings back some yummy MANGO cake as he promised to.)

ok. enough of diverting from the topic- MUGGING TIMETABLE.
yes. my mugging timetable shall start frm now- 10.15am
10.15am- play piano (yes i noe this is not mugging but nvm)
10.30am- MUG chem- kinetic particle theory
11.30pm- MUG chem- acids & akali
12.30pm- LUNCH;D
1.30pm- MUG history- revise factors for rise of civilisation
2.00pm- MUG history- revise factors for decline of IVC
2.30pm- MUG history- memorise the town planning stuff.
3.30pm- TEABREAK. MANGO CAKE + BEN&JERRY'S STRAWBERRY CHEESECAKE ICECREAM :D
4.00pm- MUG history- memorise the other features of IVC
5.00pm- Do math revision- that assessment bk.
6.00pm- Play piano
7.00pm- DINNER!
8.00pm- Revise history....random revision
9.00pm- FRRRRRREEEENNNNCCCHHH! LE PASSE COMPOSE. revise!
11.00pm- SLEEP! zzzzz

ah. what a detailed timetable!
actually miss lim is kinda right.
if you plan ur time properly, you can slot in play-time n stuff..
but what do i do during play-time?
no idea. so i canceled play-time. haha.
gotta go.
gd luck for MYAs

lOve,
zibing<3

2008-04-28T20:08:00.000+08:00

hello ;D

the only reason why I am blogging today is because...
...
..
.
I FELL SICK AGAIN!!!

haha. *cynical laughter*
today is probably the worst day of my life.
most unlucky day.
it started from 4am in the morning,
when i woke up with an urge to go to the LOO
ok. but somehow, strangely when I woke up,
I accidentally knocked into the corner of my table.
n it hit the part just above my eye.
opps. n well, if you didn't realise, my eyes were ONE BIG ONE SMALL today
like this: o.0
haha den, after I went the loo,
I realised I had SORE THROAT.
time for orange juice- yeah lots of citric acid=)
but i shouldn't put the smiley face there.
sore throat SUCKS ok.
it made me super restless for the rest of the day.
ok.so after that, I went to sch.
when I entered the classroom,
I was somehow so agitated.
n i slammed the door shut.
on my middle finger.
OUCH! my finger was STUCK. pain. gruesome.
luckily, it didn't come off.
=)
well, I should just ask my dad to help me buy FINGER INSURANCE.
ok. after all that, I went for P.E
n somehow I sweated so much after P.E,
that i had RASHES.
THAT BURNING IRRITATING ITCH.
then i when I looked into the mirror 3hours later,
I realised
LOADS OF PIMPLES POPPED OUT.
SHEESH. i said sheesh.yeah.
a few minutes after I realised abt that,
I touched my forehead n I realised I had FEVER.
omg. how unlucky

because of the SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE EVENTS as listed above,
I slept thrgh most of my lessons. with my BIG SMALL EYES. =) o.0
*yawns*
ok.
when I came hour 4 hours ago,
I bathe and I slept.
woke up for dinner.
then slept again.
until my beloved mum called to ask me how i was feeling.
she woke me up,
but after putting down the fone,
I fell asleep again.
zzzzzzz....
den dear YUTENG called me.
asked me abt math hw.
after toking to her,
I decided to wake up.
n i took a look at the clock-
it's 7.45pm.
n the bulk of my hw is still undone.

don't know whether I should go to sch tmrw.
i will miss a lot of lessons if I don't/
but i really am very tired.
ppl said that I have burned out.
pre-exam blues?
nah. though I'm stressed, but I don't think I'm that stressed to that extent.
but recently, I do realise that I cannot mug until 11pm++ lyk what I used to do.
at 10pm yesterday, I fell asleep with my Geog. notes on Factors affecting temperature ON MY FACE.
lol. 10 mins after that, grandma woke me up. she asked me if I wanted to sleep.
i told her that i will continue mugging. but, i fell asleep less than 5 mins later.
yawn.
anyway, I so feel lyk going out tomorrow.
lyk just go around aimlessly...for the fun of doing it.
i'm very sick and tired from all the endless mugging.
chem. geog. history. french
oh yeah, i think you can add "piano" to the list as well.
my dear dear piano teacher gave me some weird weird hw-
LISTEN TO ALL OF CHOPIN'S NOCTURNES BY NEXT SUNDAY
and she said that she will give me a test.
scary.
n may I noe how many nocturnes has Chopin written?
well. the truth is that I dunno the ans. haha.
just hope that there won't be too many.
anyway, Chopin is an AGGRESSIVE MAN =)
that just struck me during last sunday's piano lesson.
cuz my teacher said something abt..being more aggressive.
haha. I AM A MAN WHEN PLAYING PIANO. =p
i kind of enjoy piano now=)
yay!
but really, I have very little time to practise...so that's sad.
with MYAs coming, I have got loads of things to memorise.
all the subjects I suck in....
oh n Chinese is on WEDNESDAY.
told my mum that she shouldn't expect me to top the class.
with 6 chinese pro-er in my class.
but she told me that I shld aim to surpass ONE chinese pro-er.
haha. ok. i shall=x

anyway, I gtg.
everyone, chiong chiong chiong for MYAs!

<3 zibing

p.s random fact of the day: did you know that mr lau was an RI hockey player? haha. got that frm dawne's blog. not sure if it's verified though.

2008-03-20T21:14:00.000+08:00

hello=)
long long time no blog..
& ah. my b'dae passed.
i'm THIRTEEN now.
one year older.
how sad.

i'm super tired today.
really very very very tired.
after all the LJs & running to third lang. classes...
*yawns*
it's 9.15pm now,
and I only have 2 hours more to do my homework.
whenever i blog,
i always feel very guilty-
I COULD HAVE spent the 15 mins memorising my french verb conjugations,
or finish sightreading one more page of my piano piece,
or doing my chem pt.

but i really am very tired today.
so tired that i took 20mins from MOELC to go to AMK bus stop.
Usually, I run and catch the 6.42pm mrt and den catch the 6.48pm bus to get home.
but today, I actually WALKED.
that's because I have done enough running for the week-
running to my friend's mum's car to rush to third lang.
super tired.
& I SUCK at french.
i got ALL wrong for my french cloze passage.
grrr.....
sheesh. i sacrificed my cca ( the cca which i really liked...)for french,
& now, FRENCH turns out to be terrible.
BUT,
i shan't drop third lang.
die die must have my third lang....
i bet i will regret if i drop now..
so i gonna wait.
wait.
wait.

ok. gotta go.
short post cuz i'm B.U.S.Y
RI boys are LUCKY- they get days off sch cuz of STAFF TRAINING DAYS.
i'm jealous.

zibing<3

2008-02-25T11:10:00.000+08:00

HELLO=)
i'm blogging this in sch.
b4 ICT enrichment.
haha. the lesson when we get to do some HTML stuff.
i dun really lyk HTML.
i prefer juz copying the whole chunk frm blog templates
n paste it.

i'm really really very busy nowdays.
ah/. i reach home at 7.30pm everydae, except for wednesdays.
super tired.
den must play piano, do hw, n revise for exams.
usually i will sacrifice piano.
bcuz if i do play piano, i can only start doing my hw at 9pm
n by the time i finish, it will be 11pm,
n i still hv to revise FRENCH.
sheesh, juz found out yesterday that FRENCH QUIZ IS THIS THURS.
oh gosh. gosh. *SCREAMS*
so i hv EL on wed. French on thurs, HCL on fri.]
ALL THE 3 LANGUAGES IN ONE WEEK!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHH

if only i didnt join chinese drama.
if i had dropped third lang (or transfer class)
n take CO or strings
my life wont be so busy.
but the CO "cheated"/
dey said that there r practices on 3 days,
but when weiting joined.
they said it is only on ONE dae.
WAHHHHHHHHHH

i dun really lyk chinese drama.
...but still, that's my core CCA rite?
i m also in AVPA, n math.
i joined AVPA cuz their black blouse is COOL.=)=)
n i joined MATH cuz their badge looks nice=)
weird rite????
haha/. but there is a more significant reason lah.
i joined AVPA cuz i wanna get the CIP hours n stuff n there is no regular meeting..
i only hv to do the duties on assemblies n stuff.
i joined math cuz i m planning to make that my core cca next year
=)=)

ok i gotta go. =) =p
zibing<3

2008-02-17T19:46:00.000+08:00

hello ppl,

i m really really really very busy
but i m SQUEEZING out time to blog..
i m doing fine in sch, i guess.
juz that i m really really very busy.
chinese drama competition is coming up in april,
n we havent gotten the script out yet.
i really wanna help CD get into the top 3...
really...
i <3 my cca.
i <3 acting=) more than cello i guess.
ah, other than CCA,
i still got my dear french.,
i m struggling to learn french.
struggling
i dun understand wad the teacher says in class,
...dun understand AT ALL.
french will pull down my G.P.A
i m hoping to get 3.2- 3.6 for my G.P.A
though I dream/hope to get 4.0
i noe its impossible.
haha.
especially when i dream for 1/2 of the lesson,
while yuteng is participating actively in the class.
but DONT get me wrong,
I STRONGLY encourage ppl to be like yt.
its gd to answer questions in class,
n clarify doubts with the teacher=)
but i m too 胆小 to do that lah.
mostly i juz keep quietly in class.

ah. i work away frm home for 13hours per day, 6 days a week
i leave my hse for RGS at 6am, and I reach home at 7.30pm
Then, I have to rush to play piano for at least half an hours,
b4 i can start on my hw at 8.30pm
den i try to finish my hw by 10.30pm
n den I start revising that day's work.
yup. i hv realised that importance of revision.
den i sleep at 11pm.
yawns.
that is a typical weekday.
on sat,
i got hse prac, PSL session, math olympiad, math/science tuition.
so i leave my hse at 6am, reach home at 6.30pm
den i rush to finish my hw
n my mum will go through math/chinese/chem stuf with me.
ah.
den i sleep at 12am.
haha.
n e next day begins
n i wake up at 9am
rush to finish those undone hw,
play piano
leave for piano lesson at 11.30pm
finish piano lesson at 2pm
den go united square
n i take down the notes frm my piano lesson
onto my piano scores.
n den do somemore hw
next i hv TLL.
frm 3pm-5pm
after that, I would rush to Grandma hse
for dinner at 5.30pm
finish dinner,
play piano,
do hw,.
revise,
blog,
sleep.=)

it seems that piano is taking up quite a lot of my time,
but i <3 piano.
yes, i <3 it.
my mum is giving me the last chance to learn piano,
so i must treasure it.
today my piano teacher complimented me
haha, was so happy=)
so long never receive any praise frm piano teachers.
i will NOT give up on piano.

ok, that's abt it for 2dae.
a happy belated VALENTINE'S DAY=)
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

zibing<3

2008-02-01T18:03:00.000+08:00

HELLO PPL YO WADSUP!

haha. long long time no post...
n I juz changed blog template.(this one looks plain...i tried to find blogskins related to "shooting stars n rainbow..)..in the end i only found "rainbow" skins. sad.)
2nd post of the new year-2008.!!!
1 post per month. the last time i post was on 1st jan.
now it's 2nd jan.
gonna update u all abt my NEW life as a RAFFLESIAN!!!!

i survived 1 month of sec sch life.
but i m seriously tired.
tired.
tired.
my life is super super busy everydae.
n worse still, cca starts next week.(i got into chinese drama...)
frm mondae to saturday, 6 days in a week.
i sleep at 11pm n wake up at 5.30am.
let's juz take a look at my timetable tmrw (which is a sat, btw)
2 understand the business of my current life. (i bet i will be busier next month)
5.30am- rise n shine..eat breakfast.
6am- take mrt to sch (i live in my parents hse on weekends..dun forget.)
7.20am- house prac starts.
10.30am- hse prac ends. RUSH to eat LUNCH.
11pm- PSL session starts.
12pm- Do TLL math hw, copy math olympiad answers frm frenz.
12.30pm- math olympiad training starts.
2pm- RUSH to TLL for yet another 2 hours of crazy math.
3pm- TLL math. with KIMBERELY, JOAN=)
5pm- eat dinner.
6.30pm- reach home. rush out hw. play piano.
11pm- sleep.

yawns..
my weekday timetable is worse.
cuz whenever i hv third lang.
i reach home at 7.30pm.
den eat dinner and play piano till 8.30pm
do hw until 10.30pm
den sleep.
yawns.

but though it is busy...it is super super FUN ok?
I LOVE AESTHETICS WEDNESDAY<3 wednesdays=")" size="1"> think I LOVE MY CCA.
wonder why i put that small little "think"..
that is bcuz my cca hasnt started yet.
n i m regret that i didnt join CO.
so sad.
oh yeah. for the cca trials,
i got into CO, strings, and chinese drama.
ppl think that i shld be happy for getting selected for 3 ccas.
n den in p6, i always said that i die die wanna get into strings.
but no..my true love is HANDBELLS.
I think handbell totally rox,k?
but i didnt get in.
cuz of my stupid 3rd lang.
cherie, melissa, let me ring the bells if u actually get to bring the handbells home.
out of the 3 ccas i was selected for..i chose chinese drama.
at first i wanted to join strings, but dey only let me play double bass since i dun hv a grade 5 in violin.
den i wanted to join CO (bcuz of their super super nice costume=x)
but it clashes with 3rd lang.
in the end, i chose chinese drama.
i hope that they wont make me do chinese opera.

actually, the only reason why i got into chinese drama was bcuz of my "fake passion".
ya.
i "failed" the round where they asked me to act.
all bcuz i didnt hv the "perfect china accent" they were looking for.
but den for the interview round,
i was super super enthu..haha..i keep saying things lyk chinese drama rox.

oh yeah, btw, i m offically the CLASS TREASURER!!!! I get to play with the class piggy bank..so cool.!!!!

BUT..
despite all these fun fun stuff.
i still miss u ppl.
that dae during french fair at moelc,
when i saw cass.
i got so emo
dat i RAN and HUGGED her.
ewww.dun worry. i havent become a les after one month in RGS.
super super miss u ppl.
no one to crap with me in class anymore.
sad.
but nvm, i will see you all during CNY!!!!!!!!

TRUCK LOADS OF LOVE TO EVERYONE. (i copied this phrase frm my friend jiaqi.)
zibing<3

2008-01-01T18:44:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!!!!!
THE NEW YEAR OF 2008.
this is the first post in 2008.
gonna list down some new year resolutions..b4 i blog abt my
though i doubt i will keep to it for more than a month. yup. till chinese new year..probably.
1) gonna be really HARDWORKING yes. not just hardworking b4 exams..all these last minute studying. if not, my mum will start calling me "274" again. n she will start to say that my frens' mums keep saying that i m hardworking when i m actually not hardworking n blah blah blah. rite. i never said i was hardworking at home, k? i prefer studying in sch b4 exams.
2) gonna manage my time PROPERLY. i totally messed up this year- didnt manage to hv time for playing piano. since i m going to start learning piano again, i tink it will be gd to start having a timetable. hmm...gonna practise piano for AT LEAST 1h each day. but i will reach home at around 7pm++ each dae..(third language 2daes..CCA..2 to 3 daes)

3) gonna spend LESS time on the internet. so my laptop is wasted. but nvm..

i spent too much time toking 2 ppl on msn this year. so next year...hmm..i will limit myself to spending a maximum of 2hours online each WEEK.

4) gonna lead a HEALTHIER life. cuz my mum keep saying i m fat. hey mum, u may say that i m fat but i m underweight ok. ...actually it's alrite. nothing wrong with living a healthier life..can prevent lots of illnesses... so, to lead a healthier life..i can only eat proper meals..meaning no tibits n instant noodles supper.

so..the above is my new year resolutions. ...

i gonna blog abt my malacca trip next time..with fotos..

cuz i m too tired.

actually i started this post..hoping to break the 2500 words record.

but i cant.

i cant do those long long posts nowadays.

i really feel too tired to do that.

yawn

i so wanna go to sleep.

yawn.

tmrw. is my first official sch day at RGS.

will noe which class i m in.

excited? not really..

ok. gdnite

2007-12-28T09:27:00.000+08:00

i'm so bored.
bored. bored.
i got 1 hour to blog.
b4 i go to moelc to register for french thingy n to rgs for cca orientation.

WOO!. =,= long time no blog.
but i guess many ppl have not been blogging nowadays.
n no one goes "blog-hopping" too.
nvm.i will still blog. just treat it as that i m 自言自语-ing

yawns. i m so bored.
hmm.. i really am regretting my stupid decision to take french.
but den, i realised that if i dun accept the offer..many ppl r waiting to take french.
so like wad cass said, a person who's so totally unethusiastic abt learning french (me) shld not take up the space of ppl who r so enthusiastic abt learning french (her). ...
fine, but even i withdraw, there is no such thing as waiting list for third language, meaning that if i withdraw, cass wouldnt get the vacancy.
so, i have decided to take french. yes. die die must hv third language. i already sacrificed MEP for that, so die die must take french. sigh. if i really really cannot cope, i will drop out in june. yes. i will hv to waste the $150 to buy french books.

next, my cca. i really dunno which cca to choose
uniformed grps r OUT....marching under the hot sun, it's terrible.
english/chinese drama: they say that drama sux at RGS. so if i join, i probably will be laughed at. but nvm, i will tell the teacher in charge: I ONLY WANT TO MAKE PROPS. LOL. not acting.
chinese orchestra: no. i will screw up. i will probably break the strings of the guzheng n pipa. n in p1, when i was asked to join guzheng, my mum said no. so i guess...i wont join.
raffles strings: since last year, i hv been hoping that i can get into raffles strings. well. it looks lyk i probably wont get in cuz i dun even hv the grade 1 cert for any string instrument. if only my mum had let me learn violin instead of piano when i was six. oh..toking abt piano, i m probably going to start my DIPLOMA class next year with this CHINA teacher. ok that teacher's frm NAFA. haha. my mum dun dare to tell her that i was an ex-nafa student....but she will noe it one day rite>>.....
oh. back to raffles strings..erm.if i m learning the piano n another string instrument..i will get so damn stress up..n i will eventually end up irritating my dear frenz on msn. n i wont hv time to practise my instruments.....so..raffles strings is...OUT.

but, which cca shld i choose den?
choir? OUT. dey probably will chase me away upon seeing my FAILED AURAL MARKS. haha. 11/18. LOL. 五音不全.
handbells? hmm.. i dun lyk that..so NO way.

grrr. nvm. i will tink abt the cca stuff later when i go RGS.
for now.. i shld be anticipating dat approximately 24hours later..i will be in malacca.
yup. i m going to malacca frm 29th to 31st with my parents n my aunt.
cuz my dad's super evil company gave them this travel voucher at the last minute.
it is an $800 voucher. but my dad can only use if we go on holiday. meaning that we cant change it to cash. sad..
but u noe, it's too late to book a holiday to hongkong or japan or some other countries...
so we can only go malacca. it's better than nothing. n i m staying in a 5-star hotel!
but i think that 5-star hotel isnt very gd. it is super super old. n i bet there r cockroaches crawling abt in the hotel room. YUCK.
hmm...going to malacca means that i will hv to miss the class party. SOB!!!!!!!!!!!! WAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!FLOODS OF TEARS...................................................
but if i dun go to malacca..i will be all alone at home, surviving on instant noodles.
that is terrible.
just yesterday, i was alone at home for the whole dae until my parents came back. n i survived on apple juice n instant noodles n turned the whole house into a big mess. yup. n i scalded myself while trying to cook the instant noodles. this is terrible. i sure suck at home economics.

oh, i gtg. typing on my new laptop is sure tough.

2007-11-21T09:40:00.000+08:00

hi. didnt blog for a long time.

even after i came back frm china, i didnt "touch" the com much.

cuz i was busy learning chinese tingxie for next year.

all the textbooks....n ci yu shou ce...

my mum borrowed them frm her rgs student.

*yawns*. yup..other than that..i still hv to practise writing chinese characters..

cuz my mum says that my handwriting sux. (yeah.it's true. it sux)

oh. i still got my violin n piano to practise.

*yawns*.

but since i wont be blogging much next year..

this post will be a long, long one.

hmm..shld i blog abt PSLE or china trip first?

hold on. i shld blog abt my dental appointment approximately 3hours ago.

cuz i hate the dentist.

terrible, sickening dentist.

he just changed the wire for my braces to the thickest one.

n then for my "budding" wisdom tooth..

he put this "ring" thingy over it so that the wire can reach there..or something liddat.

the prob is, with the "ring"..my upper teeth keeps "biting" it. (the ring.)

so i cant even bite my food properly!

grr. maybe i shld just starve for a week again.

i'm going to bring a bouquet of CHRYSANTHEMUMS for the dentist.

hope you like the LOVELY flowers , my dear dentist. =)

nvm abt that dentist..let's continue with my psle results release day.

ok. so NUMBER 1.

psle results release day.

i got 274.

LOL.

i was aiming for a "palindromic" number...

like 252, 262, or 272.

cuz my prelims was "363" n i quite like the number.

yup. 274 with 4 A* n dist.

i think my mum's a bit unhappy.

rite..

but not my fault that i get this results ok?

i did an analysis of my "mistakes".

lyk. 1. i dare say that i did pretty well for my math.

but bcuz everyone was complaining abt the math paper being tough..

MOE changed the weightage of the questions.

meaning that for those tough questions,

they make it "1-2 marks"..

for those easy questions..they increased the weightage.

so, it's damn unfair to me.

cuz i always hv careless mistakes in the easier questions.

2). chinese oral.

the chinese oral which i flunked.

again..it's not really my fault.

okk. so the above are the two main reasons why i got this "274".

hmm. mum, are you satisfied?

grr. my mum's super happy abt her student's results. not mine.

she said that one of her rosyth students..(i think it's the boy in the badminton team.)

got "A" for chinese. n that boy has never passed his chinese sch exams since p3.

cool. he was aiming for "c" but he got an "A".

amazing.

oh. for my third language..i chose French.

actually, i wanted jap too.

nvm..

but i still like French more.

my mum wanted me to learn jap..

my dad said french.

in the end, they decided to let me decide for myself.

but i was so indecisive.

dat i ended up tossing the coin.. heads: french, tail: jap

so it was french.

n i chose french.

but i think jap will be easier.

so i start to regret.

grrr. if i chose jap, my dad n my aunts who know jap can help me with my hw.

but french??? i cant possibly take out my grade 5 theory book n stare at the french terms.

hmmm...if only there was itallian.

i love itallian.

-----------------------------------

ok. let's move on to my china trip.

my trip wasnt very fun. (with zuowen classes, how can it be fun?)

but nevertheless, i had a gd rest. ("battery"recharged for next year)

i didnt take a lot of photos in china.

cuz i didnt go out a lot.

i cant possibly blog about my everyday life in china...

so i'll just choose some main, important events.

1) VIOLIN=)

yeah. i put "violin" as no.1, cuz that's the only reason why i wanted to go to china- my mum promised to buy me a violin n let me learn violin if i followed her to fuzhou. so, i did n...i bought a VIOLIN, and learnt the basics of violin. it's super super cool...

i had about 13 violin lessons, each 1h frm this super young n pretty teacher. frm the simple songs (twinkle twinkle little star..n stuff.)to mad bach minuets...yup. i can play them..though not very well. i love the minuet in G..but my mum says that i play it terribly (according to her, it's “鸭子叫”)

i also brought the violin back to singapore- i took it on the plane as handcarried luggage n the other passengers onboard were staring at my violin.

but i dun think i m going to continue learning violin in singapore..cuz it's too EXpensive.

hmm..i really want to continue learning violin...sad.

i think i can go for the grade 1 exam..if i learn the violin myself.

i mean..at least..i dun hv to worry abt Aural test this time..cuz it's grade 1..n i have been through it for piano.

2) zuowen classes. (in china with china students)

it's terrible. my mum meant to let me attend 6h of zuowen classes on every sat n sun. however, after attending 4 lessons..i got so stressed up dat i started to hv nightmares...my mum cant stand my "screaming" n "shouting" n "kicking" in the nite...so she decided to drop the lessons.

I LOVE MY NIGHTMARES. i mean...if not for the nightmares which irritated my mum, i will have to continue my zuowen classes.....with the super old teacher n china students who were staring at the English notes i made during the class.

initially, i thought that the zuowen teacher will say that my zuowen sux..but hey, guess what? i got 97/100, 98/100 , 98.5/100 for the zuowen i wrote. (they do it upon "100"instead of our "40")..n my score was the top of the class. not bad eh...for a person who has been living in singapore for 12 years(that's me.). but i still hate zuowen classes cuz it's damn boring n the class is super rowdy. 3/4 of the time spent in zuowen class...was actually spent day-dreaming.

eh eh. i gotta go.

learn sec 1 hcl tingxie n stuff.
grrr..

bb
(i think i will continue the "china trip" stuff next time.)

2007-10-18T15:40:00.000+08:00

eh hi ppl.
i'm in china now.
leading a boring life until 21st nov.
aw.my neck hurts...
i m learning the violin.
didnt noe the violin is 100 times harder than piano.
i also bought a violin..
not very expensive..
it's of a cheap, cheap brand..
sad. oh i hv to attend zuowen classes..
3 hours straight on both sat n sun.
*falling asleep*..
i will need toothpicks to keep me awake=p
the chinese ppl..grr.
the chinese zuo wen teacher is SUPER SUPER OLD n is a MAN.
i dunno why..but i cant accept male teachers.
remind me of gays *smirks*
oh..
n my zuowen sux. ok. even the teacher says so.
in china..everything is so chinese.
even this com.
u noe in blogger we hv this "dashboard" thingy..
now it's in chinese..- 控制台...
*faints*
but at least.. i m not forced to attend their sch.
their boring sch.
super super C.H.I.N.E.S.E
grrrr....
n the weather's getting cold down here.
with my blocked nose..i keep sneezing..
n my hands r super super cold.
cold-blooded.

yawns
oh...that cousin of mine..
loves hugging my leg.
sick.
she's terrible.
she loves to smack my butt.
grrr.
i. m. so. bored.
sad thing that there's no com in the hse i m staying in.
i m in my mum's friend's hse.
*yawns*
it's super super dark..
in china..the sun sets at 5pm.
but the sun rises at 3am..or 4am..
seriously..i'm really lucky to be living in singapore.
i mean..at least..i dun hv to memorise those super chinese ke wen.
my cousin has to memorise one whole chinese ke wen everydae.
n i tried memorising for fun.
but den i cant even READ their chinese words.
super chim lah.
n my cousin's only P3.

ok..i gotta go..
will blog more when i come back 2 singapore=)

2007-10-07T16:04:00.001+08:00

PSLE'S over. DADDY, IT'S OVER. ......
except for HCL.
sad. getting the post-exam blues again.
i gonna flunk it man. nvm.
it's one month till the day when i will noe whether i flunk it..
so let me juz be happy for this month.
hmm..i m leaving for china on this sat..
wont come back until 18th november..
last dae of sch (exam) tmrw..
dun want to come 2 sch on wed..i wanna SLEEP.
i need 2 sleep..(i noe i sound lyk a pig.oink. oink.)
den thurs..relative's wedding..(jennifer jiejie..)
who is my REAL yang-yang gor gor's sister..i think.
fridae gonna pack luggage.
actually i hv already packed..no..i mean my MUM.
toking abt MUMMY, she is crazy over FILA.
its lyk every weekend i go back, there will be a new FILA blouse.
now, let me count...how many FILA blouses do i hv?
5.
rite..
teh original price of each blouse was $32.90..but after discount..
i think only $10++.
super super C.H.E.A.P.
...
and mummy stuffed all those FILA stuff into the luggage.
i bet our luggage will be OVERWEIGHT.
but hold on, overweight sounds lyk as if it is OBESE.
...=,=
when i'm in china..i gonna miss my bestiee- cass.
n grr.wad kind of damn wireless network do they hv in china?
if i bring dad's laptop there, i wont be able to connect to the internet!.
grr.
ok..nvm..i gonna take LOTS and LOTS of pics n put them up here when i come back!
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here's cass' quiz.

blog keeping rules:

1)each blogger must post these rules first.

2)each blogger start with 8 random facts/habits about themselves

3)bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post their rules. and at the end of your blog, you need to choose 8 people to get tagged, & list their names.

4)don't forget to leave them a comment telling them you're tagged and to read your blog about 8 facts about you.

8 random facts/ habits about me.

1. My name is zibing (you're retarded if u dun noe). and i love to sign off my name as " zibing" plus a silver heart in front.

2.I play the piano(grade 8) but i currently hv no piano teacher. on a lookout for one though.

3. I am retarded and BLURRRR... if you do talk to me on the phone, you will realise that half of the time, i m stoning- replying to wadever you say with a "huh" or "ah."

4. I <3>

5. I was super super scared of the dark when i was young. i thought that there were monsters in my bedroom.=,= i will on all the lights in the room when i sleep.

6. I don't spend most of my time studying. to be exact, i spend most of my time walking up and down the stairs n around the hse. oh, i <3>

7. i got lots of methods to "pretend" that i m studying/ playing piano when i m not. i used them in the past, but not now. one example will be when mummy's not at home, (when i was 7 or 8 years old), mummy will tell me to play piano, but i dun really play. i juz put my book on the ledge (where you put the piano scores) and start reading, while playing the piano with one hand. when mummy comes back, i can hear the keys turning, n i will slide my book behind the piano score, and start playing properly.

8. i dun care wad other ppl think of me, but i do wad i think is right. (including the case abt yt).

i will not choose 8 ppl to do this quiz, since my list is similar to cass.

2007-10-01T12:15:00.000+08:00

wad's up with me?
it's 2 more daes to PSLE, and u noe wad?
i'm blogging. i'm gaming. i'm eating pizzas. i'm watching tv shows.
rite.
even nick who is always gaming has started to revise,
even jaz who is always lolling abt wants to revise chinese compo.
but i seemed more relaxed than usual.
and i juz cant study.
i can spend 3 hours in front of the piano, figuring out jay chou's movie-"secret" songs.
i can watch random tv shows.
i can do stuff that r totally random. like stroking the dolphin bookmark or singing "can't take my eyes off you" in the kitchen.
is this pre-psle stress?
probably not.
but for one thing, i will probably flunk my science....
nvm. 7 more daes to my last dae of sch.
bb

2007-09-16T17:01:00.000+08:00

hey, this is the 100th post.
let's celebrate.!!!!
but better not, PSLE's round the corner..
rite...
anyway, here's something light..
the profiles of 3 novena aunties
hmm..it's not really something light..
it's something VERY important.
that is, if you go to novena every week.
rite.
AUNTIE NO. 1
Name: Unknown
Age: 50-60
Appearance: short, grey hair. tanned. wrinkles on her face.
Job: Give out Today Newspapers.
Location: Novena MRT station, Today Newspaper stand.
BEWARE: She is very ,very rough. If you want to get "Today" from her, she will throw it into your hands. If you try to take from another pile of newspapers, she will GLARE at you, scold some Hokkien rude words, or sometimes, broken Chinese.

AUNTIE NO. 2
Name: Unknown
Age: 50-60
Appearance: Clad in blouse (usually hang-ten), and shorts. short hair.
Job: Sell pens
Location: At the underpass from Novena MRT station to United square, at the escalators.
BEWARE: When you go up the escalator, or come down the escalator, she is always standing there, "blocking" your way as she hold up some pens before you. She sells the pens for $4-$5 when you can easily get the pens from popular at $2. If you try to give her $1 (and not take the pens), she will GLARE at you, saying that she is not a beggar.

AUNTIE NO.3
Name: Unknown
Age: 50-60
Appearance: Short hair. lots n lots of wrinkles.
Job: cleaner.
Location: United square food court. (current update: unknown)
BEWARE: At united square food court, beware of this auntie. She loves to grab your half-eaten food and throw them away. You must always be ready to say, "Auntie!!! I haven't finish my food yet!" and add a few vulgarities "@#$$%@&&$#&@^^&@!" when necessary. Luckily, she has not been spotted for a few months, probably dismissed by her boss.

2007-09-05T10:46:00.000+08:00

This is the 99th post.
hooray....=,=
i dunno why but it seems lyk i m blogging everydae..for this sep holidaes..
nvm..cuz i did study hard..ok?
oh btw..I M ORDERING PIZZA NOW.
cuz I WANNA C THE PIZZA DELIVERY MAN.
dun worry..i'm not in love with the delivery man or anything.=)
*sheepish smile*
i hv decided to order pizza hut..
cuz i DUN WANNA EAT COLD PIZZA WITH SMOKE ASHES.
sick sick sick. i cant stand it..
let's juz c if the delivery man will call me miss tan..=)
i bet he will.

hmm..i spent yesterdae MEANINGLESSLY.
rite....spent time chatting on msn..den watched harry potter n the goblet of fire in my hse
grr..i hv been re-watching harry potter series (with my aunt's DVDs).
re-reading harry potter series.
u noe i could never pluck up courage to watch the goblet of fire.
cuz cedric died.
yeah..
*sheepish smile again*..hmm..
cedric vs. pizza hut/candian pizza delivery man
i prefer the first. =)
it's sad 2 watch goblet of fire.
really sadd=(..
sigh.
ok..i gotta go ORDER PIZZA.
=) bb

2007-09-04T10:48:00.000+08:00

i'm so bored.
it's the holidaes..n yeah..i m h.a.r.d.w.o.r.k.i.n.g
crap =,=.
spent my time yesterdae doing science assessment bks
i gonna do the same for 2dae.
sigh. so bad.
kinda of wished that dawne, cass, minchih will prank call me 2dae instead of yesterdae
haha. fun prank-call though.
sigh. so bored.
really bored..
actually i cant be bored..
so much hw 2 do..
sigh..
i gotta go..
bb..
p.s i m posting for the sake of posting. =,=

2007-09-03T12:28:00.000+08:00

wah
suddenly realised that for the past 12 years of my life,
i hv been living so "blurrly" :D
so weird.
got accepted by RGS n NYGH.
still hv 2 work hard..for the EESIS.
cuz my mum said, if i dun get EESIS, den i cant go to RGS.
haha.that's for me- the poor little kid! jkjk =x
hmm..
let's start with FRIDAE.
ok..
i wore my black fila blouse n jeans to sch..
it was a bad decision made to wear jeans
VERY WARM EH.
shld hv wore shorts...
went home, den went orchard with my mum.
but after that she had 2 leave for her tuition at serangoon there,
so she took MRT back frm orchard with me, n she got off at amk.
so i continued the mrt journey myself..wen suddenly,
there was this indian guy who sat next to me.
dat guy looks lyk MR JEYA.
i was spooked ..n i clutched my converse bag n sat further away frm him.
LOL.
ok..den i got off the MRT at sembawang, went to take 859..
i alighted at my block n i went up the lift (n got off at my level lah)
went i stepped out of the lift..
i was lyk tip-toeing.
DIAO. cuz it was lyk super super quiet..
n as a part of crime prevention,
it's a necessary precaution 2 check if there is anyone behind me
before taking out my keys n opening the door.
ok..i took 5minutes to open the door..cuz i cant find the proper key
grr..
den i put my stuff down n went down to buy dinner..
bought the super hot ban mian..
i took the lift n went up the block..
when i stood in front of the door,
i thought i heard someone.
n i turned back.
NO ONE LAH.
lol...but den i faced another crisis.
it was impossible to carry the bag with the noodles in one hand n my handfone in another hand.
so i tried to carry the bag n my handfone with the same hand,
but i scalded myself.
LOL. that is how clumsy i m.
=)

next,

i went out for the whole of sat.
went 2 TLL first..
den i made a very stupid joke
elaine asked me whether zera was pretty.
den i said yeah, and said that she was smart too.
n i said..boys like smart BOYS. instead of gals.
n we burst out laughing.LOL
i m badly influenced by the gays in 6victorious.
sick.
reminds me of jonathan..
haha..if next time these g(a/u)ys go NS,
n become liuetenant,
hmm...okok..sad sad sad.
no offence ah=x
den had lunch- japanese food again.
i once broke a record by hving chicken porridge for 8 weeks,
followed by chicken chop n spahgetti for 8 weeks,
now i gonna hv japanese food for 8 weeks..!!!!
after lunch,
met mum at paragon..
2 go to the spectacles shop..
her student recommended..
but it turned out that it was SUPER EXPENSIVE.
ok..her students r rich.=)
so gave up on that n made an appoinment with the other spectacles shop ppl at parkway mall.
but dey said that we can only come at 5.30pm
so we went shopping at taka..
ok..i saw this SUPER NICE PINK fila sports shoes..
my mum almost bought it for me..
in the end, didnt buy, cuz cannot wear PINK sports shoes to RGS.
her RGS student said that can wear sports shoes to RGS, but must be 80% white.
so she meant that the pink nike sports shoes can be wore to RGS? dunno.=p
sigh..
ok..den we went to the spectacles shop.
gonna change my specs..
i chose a SUPER NICE pair of specs..gonna collect it on fri=)
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erm erm erm..i gotta go study now
i finished all my hw for the holidaes..
but i need 2 do something 2 improve my science.\
yeah..byebyebyebyebye//

2007-08-30T18:15:00.001+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.
yeah. omg.
i m jumping around in my room, wild.
yeah. cuz i got ACCEPTED INTO RGS.
WOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm really over the moon. no. OVER MARS!!!!
OOOOOOOOO!!!!!!
LALALALALALA ELMO'S WORLD.........
HAHA
I WASNT EVEN THIS HAPPY WHEN I WON THE MP3 PLAYER
WOO!!!!!!!
ok. time 2 calm down, n get back 2 doing my science stuff.
ya. juz yesterdae, i was lyk so h.a.r.d.w.o.r.k.i.n.g, finishing half of my science assessment book in one dae...prepared to work hard for PSLE.
den 2dae, its back 2 my usual self- slacking. ya. s.l.a.c.k.i.n.g, those of u out there who think that i m hardworking, u're not seeing stars..yeah..i slack...LOL
I FEEL SO CRAPPISH 2DAE..
=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)
dunno wad's up with me..
lol
anyway, it has been a long time since i last blogged.
ya.so where shld i start frm?..hmm..well..last fridae
haha
fri 24th aug o7
ahh. last dae of exams.no not the last...we still hv s.s
in the morning, had hcl exam
compo- wrote the same storyline as cherie's "last-time" compo
haha..
paper- checked again and again 2 make sure that i did not make any careless mistakes.
i dun wanna end up lyk my math.
ya..toking abt my results..i will announce it at the end of the post.
that is juz something 2 make u ppl continue READING my post.
ok went home, was so happy for dunno wad reason.
den borrowed my aunt's harry potter dvd
watched prizoner of azkaban
den suddenly, my mum called 2 tell me that she is gonna arrive outside 2 fetch me home in 10mins.
so i stopped the movie (anyway,it ended already), took out the dvd disk..den put back in the case. next, i ran up, changed into jeans, grabbed TLL stuff n threw it into my converse bag. den i ran downstairs, n taking my dinner,i ran all the way 2 the guardhouse.
ya, n i didnt tie my hair. so i really looked lyk hermione....
...............

sat 25th aug o7

nuthin special.
ooo..went 2 the DENTIST.
I HATE THE DENTIST.
ALL DENTISTS IN THE WORLD SHLD BE EXTERMINATED WITH EXTREME PREJUDICE.
ok. he changed the wire thing 2 a thicker one..meaning more pain.
grr..ok..i would rather that then extracting my teeth.

yeah, proper TLL lesson without either coming late or leaving early.
andrew juz didnt seem 2 understand how come i was worried over s.s test..
grrr...
yeah..campus superstar in the nite
watched some parts
got so sad that zhengning didnt get the champion for girls.
sigh..some more shawn tok won. ok...i'm not saying that he does not deserve it, his singing is in fact, quite gd..but he's TOO YOUNG. who noes if his voice breaks n change into some kind of weird voice..lyk jonathan... (i'm referring to a 2nd lieutenant who gave cass n i the prizes)..
ahh
oh forgot 2 mention, i got post-exam blues..got sick ..sore throat..
didnt sleep properly for the whole nite.
had my nike bottle beside my bed, so i could spray water into my mouth without getting up.
hey.did i mention abt the transparent nike water bottle that i juz got? that's my dad's actually..we swopped water bottles.

sun 26th aug o7

nuthin much again. ya..except that i was studying socialstudies AGAIN.
grr...memorised all the stuff
went to see the doctor 2 get sore throat medicine..
ok..i prefer this doctor to the DENTIST.

ehppl..can i dun write anymore?
LOL...i dun wanna continue blogging abt the whole week, cuz it's juz abt results
n i will post my results here. ya now.
english- dunno..roughly around 77 or 78/95, cuz of my damned section a- I FAIL MY GRAMMAR SECTION Ok?section b- rox=) compo must hv been terrible..but mr grosse didnt even tell me my marks.
chinese- terrible. compo sucked. yeah. =) paper 2..85/90...haha..this shows that my chinese is not that pro. LOL. weiting got 89/90..pro pro pro pro..weiting shld get full marks LOL.n there was this arguement abt the "他"or "她"..haha..who says boys couldnt like butterflies? some boys do=) *winks*
maths- sux. 97/100. juz nice abv average. haha..this time those who get full marks r all boys. *frowns*=(
science- 84.5/100..even mrs teo said wad's up with me this time. haha..dunno
wanted 2 go science rememdial..but mrs teo said that i dun need n that if it was carelessness, i can cure it myself. grrr..i made 4 mistakes in MCQ..including 2 which i shaded wrongly. WAD'S UP WITH ME? *BANGS HEAD AGAINST WALL*
hcl- 57.5/60..got one "xiecuozi"..den compo..i tink quite ok lah..cuz i used the weird weird vocab that i get frm my book..

ok here comes 2 the end of the post,
i m currently in a dilemma. dunno wad 2 wear for tmrw..
but nvm..i hv decided
black fila blouse n jeans..
but 6excellent gals wearing skirts leh
n if i wear jeans..it will be really warm.
so wad shld i do?
nvm. i will stick 2 jeans.
yeah ty n bb=)

2007-08-22T18:28:00.000+08:00

wahh..
why m i here?
i dunno.
tmrw's the science prelim exam
the dreaded science
everytime when there's a science exam,
i will always try 2 pretend 2 fall sick the day before
ahhh...
i m super super super super scared of science..
dunno why.
grr.......
i have been down on my luck 4 the past three daes... (4 daes if u count chinese psle orals)
sigh..
english: if only i listened in my TLL class..grrr
math: if only i checked ONE more time...grrrr
chinese: if only....hmm..ok..this one cant be helped
science: ??? hope not.=p
ok..anyway, i'm so totally in love with the harry potter series
haha.its weird, but my dad got infected as well..lol
n i went to the site on minchih's blog,
LOL..haha

sigh...back 2 exams,
ppl..wish me luck..i seriously need some gd luck
ok gotta go
bb

2007-08-12T16:05:00.000+08:00

ahh...11 days since my last post
PSLE orals this week...
did i mention abt my prelim orals?
so suckish.
sigh...ok..except 4 chinese...
but the worst of all things..i had 2 WAIT for my turn 4 the eng orals
n i waited for so long!!!!!!! 2 tink that i had 2 rush 4 my TLL lesson
stupid rite? maybe i shld hv changed my surname..2 something that starts with "A"
grr..i tink i was really down on my luck on that dae...how come all the taxis disappeared on that dae ah? stupid rite?
hmm..other than prelim orals..
oh yeah NDP celebration
i had this NDP Singapore flag tattoo on my hand..
super cool!!!
but their talent time ah..
i love all the songs they sang..
but i dun love their singing..
actually..i <3 BEAUTIFUL LOVE...by tanya chua
that song super rox...
though my current fever is over 知足..no..it shld still be 空秋千
beautiful love would still rock...=)
haha...den another song would be 庆祝
n 翅膀..
ok..all nice songs..
but i gotta go study 4 orals.
i spent $12.95 on this PSLE english oral tutor book + CD..
which would probably help me buy back a few marks only..
grr...i bought that book upon my mum's insistence
cuz she saw that i was practising the chinese oral with the same book borrowed frm her student..den she said that there is no point if i only practise chinese oral..
ahh..who cares. i gonna die anyway..
bb ppl..gd luck 4 PSLE oral.

2007-07-30T16:51:00.001+08:00

this is a totally random little post abt my LOVE FOR YOGHURT & some other non-related stuff.
ok. i was reminded of my <3 for yoghurt when I ate yoghurt just now.
yoghurt totally rox....
weird.
next, my RGS interview was finally over.
i sat outside n w8ted 4 my turn 4 15mins..but when i went in, it was only 10 mins.
it shows that
a) the teachers think i m 2 lousy 4 them 2 ponder about. (they cant be bothered 2 tok 2 me)
b) the teachers hv already decided that they will accept me.

though i tink there r chances of it being (a), i really hope it will be (b).
ok.gotta go do science
bb

2007-07-23T11:34:00.000+08:00

aww..
I'm in sch rite now
my grp's messed up
really.
but i love my grp
really..
haha
rachelle..jaz..gary
its amazing man
jaz actually did some slides of the ppt
rachelle did the cover pg
gary..well..i cant blame him..
since there's nuthin much 4 him 2 do..
yeah
my life's messed up 2
stayed up till 11pm yesterdae nite
doing script 4 my RGS interview
btw...my RGS interview is on this thurs- 3pm
its so cool lah..
yt interview- 2pm
mine & zera- 3pm
weiting- 3.20pm
cherie- 3.40pm
dawne- 4pm
haha
they let all the gals who dun need 2 go GAT go on the same dae
n oh..toking abt DSA
my nygh exams were totally messed-up..
yeah
chinese cant finish
STUPID
stupid sissy guy
no stupid sissy GAY
yeah.
oh..i'm NOT toking abt any of u
so dun worry
=)
gotta go
mrs koh coming
bb

2007-07-18T14:53:00.000+08:00

我的天空，今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯早已经全部熄灭

现在，窗外正下着倾盆大雨。
望着外面的雨滴像伞兵从空中而降，
我不禁有感而发。
近日来，我的心快要被她撕成两半了。
天天上学，就要天天面对她，
但我真的想当个缩头乌龟，
逃避现实。
为什么现实是这么残酷的？
我曾经在韩国许了愿，
希望所有的事都能回到当年。
但是，结果还是没有实现。
我已经没办法忍了。
我常说，笑一笑，没有什么事是过不了的，
但是，结果，还是没用。
我一直告诉自己，要保持乐观的态度，
但结果，还是如此。
我已经彻底地放弃了，
经营这段不被珍惜的友情，
实在是没有意义。
在她最艰难的时候，
我曾鼓励她，
但是，还是一样。
“对不起”。　这句话说得很容易，
但是如果她真的对不起，会这样做吗？
我常常告诉自己：她是不能控制的。
我也从来没有怪过她。
但如今，曾经是她最好的朋友的我，
心却被她伤得伤痕累累。
一哭，二闹，三上吊。
她三个方式都用过了。
每当她哭，闹的时候，
我就会喝水，
因为喝水表示着我不在理睬你。
今天，在学校，我总共喝了三瓶水。
是三个Nike bottle 那么多。

也许，我已经尽了力，
现在放弃，
我对得起我的良心，
因为我至少已经试过了。

哦，忘了说，
外面的雨，也真的停了。

2007-07-15T19:01:00.000+08:00

It’s such a tough battle.
“Will you?” or “There’s no place I would rather be”?
Well,"Wll you?" won my heart.
With a catchy tune, even a person like me whose singing could “break the ice” (if you watched Happy feet, that’s what happens when Mumble sings), could sing it. =)
I remembered that day when I first saw the MV on television, vividly. I was about to go up to do my homework, when I saw the MV playing, and there I was, standing in front of the television, until the MV ended. I was so amazed- how grand it is singing the song with people from different occupations. Different people, with different lives, come together, untied for Singapore as they met at the floating platform. The five main singers- of 5 main races, sang their hearts out, as their voices merged as one.
The MV touched me, so did the lyrics. When I really “studied” the lyrics on the website, something pulled my heartstrings- it’s the “Will you?”.
“Will you?” is really a big question mark. I related it to the “Will you marry me?” at first,.but as I scrolled down, looking at the lyrics, I suddenly realised that this whole song is about our choice- the choice to let our dreams take flight, the choice to make Singapore our island, amazing in all ways, the choice to scale new heights, the choice to…
Hmm.. life really is about making choices- so many “will you’s”, so many choices. So, on national day, be it at home, or at the NDP itself, or even overseas, I hope that Singaporeans will be able to stand united, and SING our national day songs with pride and gusto. Will you do that? I will.

2007-07-08T16:37:00.001+08:00

ppl. i m participating in the NDP blog battle. pray that i win..k? haha. if i win, i share prize with all of u.

2007-07-08T16:13:00.001+08:00

My most Singaporean trait..hmm.
I would say it is the "k" "f" "c" spirit- "kiasu, kiasi", "fine", "careful"
Now, that is very typical among Singaporeans, if you go overseas, ask anyone to relate a country to the word "kiasu", they would say, Singapore, yes- S.I.N.G.A.P.O.R.E.

I admit I am "kiasu", "kiasi", whether is it trying to do well in academics, or being punctual for an appointment, I have this "kiasu-sm" instilled in me from young. if I But as I change this "k" spirit into a motivation for me to try my best jin whatever I do, wouldn't it be something good? Haha, but for some people with the "k" spirit, it will be bad- it means "chionging" into the MRT before letting the commuters alight, stealing toilet paper from the toilets, stuffing themselves silly at the buffet spread. But trust me, I never ever tried any of that. =p

What about the "fine" spirit? Isn't the spirit fine? Yes, sure it is! Ok, you would have seen t-shirts with the words "Fine City" printed on it,right? Now, what's wrong with the fine spirit? If you don't break the law, would you be fined? Obviously, no. Imagine what will it be like if no one imposed fines in Singapore- people protesting on Orchard Road- you won't be able to drive your BMW past there "properly", stepping on bubble gum on the pavement- spoiling your brand new Adidas sneakers...or hold on, perhaps you won't even dare to step out of your house!

"Careful" spirit- obviously, with fines and stuff, we have to be careful! Be careful of what we say, and what we do. The "careful" spirit can also be applied in our daily life- from us students checking our answers thoroughly, to housewives checking their grocery lists. If we are not careful, wouldn't our lives end up in a huge mess?

So, that's the "K.F.C" spirit, and I am proud of it. But while that thing differentiates us from other countries, too much of it wouldn't be good as well- chili is nice, but if you have too much of that, it wouldn't be nice anymore.

2007-07-06T16:29:00.001+08:00

wah. i m so tired n sick 2dae
ok. i mean LITERALLY sick.

=(

i'm so bored and tired of the everydae routine

n the everydae routine includes being the mediator

sigh (i noe sighing is bad 4 health. but i have had enough of the smiles i had 2 put on in front of her)

ok. i m only blogging now cuz i finished my hw

=)

n 4 the whole of this week. i hv done 4 prelim maths papers.

haha, i'm so H.A.R.D.W.O.R.K.I.N.G not

=p

mmm..let me recall abt wad happened

wed

oh, dodgeball during P.E again

haha. i actually got the trick of it

juz keep going out 2 pick balls

then throw it

b4 they hv a chance 2 hit u

go out 2 pick another ball again

so i was not hit at all. except 4 last game where gals stand in the center, n boys hit

during science lesson,

we dissected a FISH..

i went 2 weiting's grp cuz there were only 3 ppl in the grp

their grp super fun eh

haha. but not with samuel- the stray dog

walking 2 all the grps

carrying the fish

n i had 2 follow him

if not the blood would be dripping frm my gloves

sick.

yuck.

i pity the fish

seriously

n cuz there was a hole in my glove

my hand was actually..bloodied

n it stinks

sad

then i had migrane attack after sch

dunno y i m hving migrane attacks so often

lyk 3 times in this 6 months?

i tink it is due to the lack of sleep, n stress

oh btw. i m worse than a maid

maids hv 2 sleep AT LEAST 6h per dae

but sometimes. i only sleep 4 6h

ooo..but mostly. its 7h

lyk frm 10.30pm to 5.30a.m

zzz. how nice it is 2 sleep

=)

then i VOMITTED outside my doorsteps

almost fainted.

sigh. so pathetic

then again, i tried all means 2 stop migrane

including sleeping, meditating, bathing in cold water, eating choc, eating ice-cream

n eventually. IT STOPPED BY ITSELF. LOL

so weird. so crapped.

thurs

dissected a crab.

or rather, mrs teo dissected a flower crab

rachelle keep poking the gill chamber n the crab

ewww. i did it 2. but i used gloves, ok?

=) (retarded, spastic smile)

then had the class foto

the fotographer lyk want me 2 move closer next 2 min chih rite

then he SLAPPED my back

OUCH!

n oh. i really CANNOT believe that boys r so erm. tall

omg lah. so i must jump more often to grow taller

btw. i had a frenz last time who jumped 1000 times per dae 2 grow taller

(cuz she was short mah)

so, i m 162cm now.

or 161cm.

dunno.

n i m 44kg(after eating choc, so not very accurate)

bmi- around 17..meaning its underweight

haha. but its not acccurate lah

mine shld be the normal weight. (around 80%)

ok.

n let me continue. yeah

n oh. mrs koh is pregnant

c? dun believe.=p

haha. i noticed that lyk a few months ago

n yt was lyk "no, she's not pregnant."

ha.

then during maths, mrs koh called "zibing. cherie. nicholas."

but, being the a bit spastic person

i was lyk, "Huh. mrs koh want 2 scold us?"

but the quick-minded zibing suddenly realised

oh- its SMOPS.

lol. so weird

so this proves that zibing is quite retarded, but still hv some sense

haha.

anyway. I LEFT MY CERT IN MY THE OTHER HSE

darn it.

y did i let my dad bring it 2 the other hse?

n by rite. since my dad would hv 2 attend a friend's wedding on sun

i need not go back home

but bcuz of my cert, i hv 2.

argh.

y not juz present 2 me a "blank" paper on mon?

but definitely not the "gold" paper as wad nicholas, or rather nicole said.

gold paper=paper for the dead ppl

TOUCHWOOD LAH.

(but i had revenge on him by making him lose in his game later on. so yes, i m evil.=) )

n oh, got a ton of science hw

super tough

had 2 copy ans frm here frm there

erm. n i stayed in air-con room 4 lyk dunno how many hours

when i got out, i was sniffing, sneezing, with blocked nose

fri that's 2dae

mmm. in the early morning. we had a big argument

n i assume u noe who's the "we"

as usual, in order 2 escape frm that

i spentTWO DOLLARS

cuz i noe that they were going 2 argue, then i saw jaz taking out her donation thingy, n she was asking who wanted 2 donate
so i said, i wanted 2 donate (knowing that i would be able 2 escape frm the argument)
haha. but anyway, its 4 charity, so nvm.
=p n yt said stuff that totally made me freaked out.

P.E- dodgeball again.
haha. my hair keeps "sweeping" the ball
weird.
i mean that my hair kept touching the ball..yeah
so i was out 4 quite a no. of times
n oh. 4got abt this
b4 P.E, i always go 2 the toilet with ly, yt, glor, n company
then we always run back
n i realised that my long legs (ok. not really that long lah. ) did play an important part in making me run faster.
ok. jkjk
then after that, had maths
ya. saw jaz SMOPS trophy. so nice. so beautiful.
had chinese next
i was begging ppl 4 sweets.
cuz those who claim the 5 tingxie full marks get wah
but i claimed way earlier than them, n my "prize" was only the wan wan thingy
no sweets
n oh, cuz i was also really hungry
then hu lao shi finally gave all of us sweets
ooo..
then i swapped my mint sweet with yt's coffee sweet
cuz i so hate mint.
but i was still hungry.
haha. in the end, obviously, i got the wan wan 雪饼
=)
n now, i m hungry again
ok.not really
but i gotta go 4 dinner
bb
yes. zibing. rmb 2 bring ur cert
(i m writing this everywhere 2 remind myself)

2007-07-03T16:34:00.000+08:00

ooo..ppl..again
I NOE I SHOULDNT BE BLOGGING
but i hv done all my hw..n RGS prelim paper
so..haha...i gonna amuse myself 4 a little while
b4 i go offline n play piano
2dae is really a SAD dae
I LOST MY PEN
THE PEN I JUZ BOUGHT
WTH LAH..CAN U FEEL MY PAIN?
LOL
sadd..
bet i gonna lose my correction tape 2
ppl...if u happen 2 stumble upon any pilot g2 05 pen
give it 2 me..i pay u 1cent
1cent is better than nuthin u noe!
ok..i gotta go
this is a very short post
so bb
n oh..i hv been doing some research on the bishan gay lately
but i m NOT gay.
yeah. i m juz curious abt this weird guy.
ok.if any of u happen 2 stumble upon him- take a video of him
n send it 2 me
bb

2007-07-02T09:07:00.001+08:00

LET'S CELEBRATE- THIS IS MY 80TH BLOG POST
!!!!
but, why am I here in the first place?
shouldn't I be studying?
darn it.
yes. i shld be studying, doing prelim papers, memorising science.
but, i m down 2 my last few eng prelim papers
n i'm supposed 2 go swimming, but my teacher is SICK..again
n she's flying off 2 melbourne 2 study.
sad.
looks lyk its fate that i'm never going 2 go 4 my last swimming lesson.
sigh.
so, that means that i would hv no swimming lesson..
sigh.
and now, with no swimming lesson n piano lesson,
i hv saved a boom 4 my mum.
everything's so sad.
nvm, let me tok abt my weekends..
sat
went TLL..
the ppl at the music sch had the sale..
until 30th june..
was so tempted 2 buy a piano book
but its lyk $20++
sigh
but i hv already spent lyk $500+++ on piano books..
all these years.
n i hv no teacher now, so i decided 2 save money.
u noe i tried registering 4 a violin course myself?
lol..cuz i sneaked out frm TLL..(b4 my TLL lesson lah, i was early)
n went to the music sch.
asked abt violin course..
E.X.P.E.N.S.I.V.E
my aunt said i shld learn guitar..
but i m not interested
i prefer violin..
who noes violin down here..n is willing 2 teach me?
sad..
btw..here's a random thing..
hv any of u realised that in the toilets at the TLL level..
they play the same music over n over again?
LOL..
ahh..during TLL lesson,
my whole class went crazy. n that includes me
cuz we were doing this pre-psle mock paper
our teacher gave us lyk half an hour 2 do dunno how many questions
n the questions were all so tough
they were driving me crazy
no..driving US crazy
ya..we started screaming. shouting. laughing. crying
so ppl..if u really wanna c zibing mad, go 2 my TLL class
o..btw..on sat, it was st. nick's open hse rite?
sad bcuz i was not at my grandma hse.
if not can go across the road n hv a good look at their open hse.

after tll..i pulled my dad 2 mcdonalds
haha...fillet o fish AGAIN.
i m hving mcdonalds..lyk EVERY WEEK
wooo!!!!
then went back, did prelim papers
n I SAW THE NDP FIREWORKS FRM MY HSE
cuz they hv the trial-run of the fireworks
n they always do it at the place near my hse
so i SAW THE FIREWORKS
WOO-HOO..SO NICE U NOE
ok..i used my handfone 2 record everything down
but my dad refuse 2 let me upload
sad..so cannot share wif u all
but if u all really want 2 c the fireworks
there will be another trial-run 2 weeks or 3 weeks later.
so u all can come 2 my hse..haha

sun
went TLL
oh..n i finally bought correction tape & pen refil
no need 2 ask ppl 2 teleport stationery 2 me.=x
eh..its so weird..how come members get a 20% discount on sun?
is it bcuz of the 7% gst?
haha..
after tll, went grandma hse
found out that my aunt has omnipage
so printed nick's stuff out
n helped ppl with maths questions..
cuz i was feeling unusually kind that dae.
really.
but while stocks last.
n stocks ran out.
2 bad-ppl, didn't i say WHILE STOCKS LAST?
oh..had voice conversation..after lyk so long
my mic was ROTTING.
LOL.
it's gd 2 hear my own voice again.
LOL...
but my dad lyk..keep disturbing eh..
every now n then..come into the room
2 ENJOY THE AIRCON.
I SHOULDNT HV ON THE AIRCON IN THE FIRST PLACE
ahh..
then had dinner
watched smile pasta again
it's so NICE.
xiaoshi's room is lyk 4 a PRINCESS
haha.

ok nvm..i gotta go
continue doing prelim papers
hope that i can go out 2dae
eh seriously..i need 2 c the bishan gay
so ppl..pls look out 4 him at J8
n snap a foto of him if possible
thanx.
bb

2007-06-29T18:54:00.000+08:00

i noe that i shouldnt be blogging rite now
i shouldnt even be online in the first place
but...
i've done finish my hw
played piano
finished revising science
tidied up my table
ooo...
m i a hardworking gal?
DEFINITELY NOT.
ok..but i want 2 be a hardworking gal,
so i will go back 2 revising soon
yeah
anyway, i didnt blog 4 3 daes..
lol..got so much 2 say
wed
ahh..cant really rmb wad happened on wed..
oh..except 4 the quarrel wif someone during science grp work
but nvm..i hv learned 2 accept reality and cheer up=)

thurs
nuthin really much in sch
ooo..oh..except 4 the scolding frm hu lao shi
abt getting 50.5/60
n making careless mistakes
but, 我已经进步了，
这次没有写错字了eh
=)
back at home..
super bored
had a super crapped conversation
abt dawne selling detergent, sleeping in the toilet,
while i sleep in the carpark
i was laughing so madly..
that my saliva turned out 2 be ORANGE
cuz i was eating orange..duh

fri
n that's 2dae..yeah
in case u r still daydreaming abt which dae of the week is 2dae
its F.R.I.D.A.Y
ok..
she got angry..in the early morning
when i was still half-awake frm sleeping in the carpark
*yawns*
sigh. my life is tough
yeah
no choice..its fate
fate..真会捉弄人
sigh
went back home
feeling so unhappy
SOB SOB SOB
really felt lyk having a gd cry
2 destress
ah..i did maths hw
sigh
then tried downloading this program called "Omnipage"
its stupid. if not 4 its existence, i wouldnt hv waste my printer ink
no..my AUNT'S printer ink
n my aunt most likely wont let me use her laptop
so must go down on my knees..
jkjk
2 bad..since i'm such a kind person
omg..i m getting egoistic lyk SEAN SEET
OMG OMG..
lol
then i juz played debussy
seriously. me love debussy's MUSIC
not debussy....
cuz i tink he was bald or something lyk that
ooo..
n juz bcuz i didnt play piano yesterdae
i sound lyk a beginner playing golliwog's cakewalk again
WAHH
so..i practised n practised
finally can play frm beginner 2 end.
withut any awkward pause
haha..
it's saddening n depressing
2 noe that u cant play as well (Or as bad in my case) as before
without a teacher..its really tough 2 play and learn a piece on ur own
n the most saddening thing is that
i hv throw back wad i learnt over the past few years 2 my teacher
that includes theory. figured bass. which i learned juz 3 MONTHS AGO
or 2 be exact- 4 months
glor asked me something abt a question on that 2dae
n i FORGOT how 2 do.
lol..ok..weiting forgot 2..
dunno y cherie dunno
n nick would obviously dunno since he juz started learning grade 6
pathetic..
glor..i found out wad the "5" meant.
arghh
nvm
i gotta go
n its record- breaking that i spent only 10 mins writing this post
but on the other hand..i could do a lot of stuff in that 10 mins
if i dun blog
yeah.
so if i dun want 2 waste another 1 min blogging
i shld go now

2007-06-26T17:01:00.000+08:00

ok..i noe i shouldnt blog..but i dunno y leh
rite now..i m waiting in eagerness 2 receive debussy's pieces..which may take a while
so i will blog..=x
basically..i m rather tired 2dae..
ya..
first thing in the morning
the floor's wet..bcuz of the rain
cant sit down
sad rite..
we r being exterminated..
nvm
then found out frm dawne that shawn tok was kicked out
SAD.
he was so cute.
shaking his legs.
but the judge said 他把家里看电视的 auntie　杀死了.
lol..instead of 迷死
so since aunties r dead..
no one vote liao
ok..this is a cold jk
n i m not an auntie..=)
then..nuthin interesting happened
first lesson- A.E
drew the funny thing
lol..mine looked lyk my kindergarten
during recess..was the 跑腿 again..
ran down 4 buy food 4 ppl.
lol.
then chinese
then s.s
got porky back..
haha..tied wif yt, rachel, kim..
but i did put in a lot of hardwork
u noe juz in one best work
i did a report, survey, rap, recording, board game, mini booklet?
lol..没有功劳，也有苦劳eh

eh..btw..juz heard the recording of doctor gradus ad parnussum
SUPER NICE ..
yes. as compared 2 mine
ok..i gotta go 4 dinner
then practise piano
n study science
=)

2007-06-25T17:08:00.000+08:00

ok..here's a quiz stolen frm dawne's blog
but wif her permission..
so stealing is wif permission? weird.=x
2nd TEST

RED IS ANGER
1. Are you currently mad at someone?
erm..haha..i was mad with her 4 weeks liao..
lol.i have quite a lot of enemies..=)

2. Which of your family members has the worst temper?
erm...me? lol..not really..then my dad lor

3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone?
ya..at lots of ppl

4. Is anyone mad at you?
a lot of ppl..i guess..but who cares?
shld copy xiaoshi (the gal in smile pasta)- 笑一笑，什么事都会过去的=)

5. Are you usually mad?
sometimes..haha..but its rare 4 u all 2 c my lyk a mad person..xD

6. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell?
stare angrily..i wont want 2 ge sore throat frm all the yelling

ORANGE IS EXCITEMENT
1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you?
erm..sadly no..haha..but there's no pt rite?

2. What event is coming up that you're most excited about?
mmmmm...nuthin..seriously..my daily life is a rigid routine..so rigid..
it doesnt change...

3. If you won a million dollars, what would be your first thought?
erm...can i have my driving license n buy my own car? LOL

4. If you could have anything right now what would it be?
the ans sheet to PSLE...
so that i dun hv 2 memorise all the science stuff that's currently making me crazy

YELLOW IS SELF DISCOVERY

1. Name: Pung Zi Bing

2. Birthday: 12 march 1995..

3.What's your main goal in life?
erm...main goal ah..seriously erm..mrs ng is rite..ah..we need 2 have 2 goal..2 achieve it
ok..so it is 2 become a successful person who did something meaningful in life..LOL..

4. Do you want to have children?
erm..maybe in the future? lol..but i need 2 become a doctor first...=)

5. When do you want to die?
when i felt that i have accomplished everything i could in my life...n that it would be meaningless for me 2 continue living

GREEN IS OPINIONS
1. Are you against gay marriage? ya.
2. Lower the drinking age? i dun drink. so maybe no.
3. Capital Punishment? wth is this?
4. Abortion? ya. life is precious...

BLUE IS LOVE
1. Do you love someone? is zibing included? LOL
2. Do you believe in love at first sight? ya.but not really.
3. Do you believe in love? mmm...ya...cuz i m a true pisces *winks*

PURPLE IS Q& A's
Q: how many beds did you lay in today?
A: my own bed lor.

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
A: blue n pink n white. LOL...ok..its mainly blue.

Q: Name one thing that you do everyday?
A: breathe.

Q: How much cash do you have on you right now?
A: rite now? erm..dunno]

Q: Is Tom on your Top friends list?
A: erm..i dunno any toms..haha..tom dick harry

Q: Look to your left. What's there?
A: my abandoned pig staring at me pathetically..(i used it 2 take fotos for my wallpaper in handfone juz now..)

Q: What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed?
A: borrowed ah..i tink it was a few years ago eh...when i was playing in the water..then got all wet...

Q: What website(s) do you visit the most during the day?
A:my blog? dawne's blog, cass' blog, rachelle's blog, min chih's blog..ya..n maybe..HOTMAIL.lol

Q: Do you have plants in your room?
A: no

Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now?
A:yes..my ULCER in the mouth..awww..i m pathetic

Q: Recent time you were really upset?
A: dunno. quite recent. but i try 2 be OPTIMISTIC =)

PINK IS LAST
1. Person you saw
aunt

3. Movie you watched in cinema:
erm..long time ago? ah..charlotte's web

4. Song you listened to:
原来爱情这么伤

5. Person you talked on the phone with:
mum.

6. Did you notice that the question 2 was gone:
NO. LOL..ME BLUR BLUR SOTONG

GRAY IS TODAY
1. What are you doing right now?
writing this
2. What are you doing tonight?
mainly breathe..but i will eat dinner, then play piano (golliwog's cakewalk), study, watch campus superstar (Specifically..laugh at the monkey..n the RI out-of-tune person..n clap 4 shawn tok), then study n sleep
3. What are you going to eat?
RICE..lol..

BROWN IS TOMORROW
1. Is
wad?

2. Are you looking forward to it?
2 wad? i dun look forward 2 sch anymore..sadly.

3. Are you going to laugh?
ya....duh..how can i survive a day wifout laughing..but only frowning?

ok..that's the end of the quiz..
ya..sadly..my life is a routine
weird. crapped
me wanna go eat dinner rite now.
n play piano.
i wanna continue 2 learn piano.
y can't i?
sadly.. yes
after PSLE maybe.
when my dad makes more money
lol...
n maybe learn violin
haha..
ok then..
bb..

2007-06-21T10:21:00.000+08:00

wahh..now its only lyk 10.22am..
n almost all the boys in my contact list r online
while all of the gals r offline
according 2 gary, that's bcuz boys r early creatures of the nite
??? weirdED
i so love sleeping
zzzz......
ahhh....
*yawns* *yawns*
and oh..i forgot 2 mention that I have a new craze over debussy
i noe that debussy looks rather erm..weird..
but his pieces r lyk so nice
impressionism..
i love that=)
and i was watching youtube
then there was this amazing 8 year old gal- hannah
doctor gradus ad parnassum

SUPER AMAZING RITE
I PLAYED THAT LAST YEAR
N IF U DO A COMPARE N CONTRAST OF MY PLAYING N HERS
MINE'S TOTALLY HORRIBLE

ok..another one..Chopin Nocturne #20 in C Sharp Minor

i played this piece last year
n until now..i can only play the first 2 second page
cuz the third page' stuff freaks me out
...wahh...
i gotta go play piano =)
if i wanna learn the whole golliwog's cakewalk PROPERLY by the end of july
i gotta do it now ..

bb

2007-06-19T13:51:00.000+08:00

erm..ok..let me write abt yesterday
haha..i arrived quite early..
then gave cass b'dae present
cass..u noe the chocolate thingy i gave u
i miss it so much eh
lol
n actually my fone model is nokia 6111..
i thought it was nokia 611 at first..
then i realised..impossible hor
lol
n the outer casing actually got pink one
but my mum chose the black one
haha..weird.
btw..anyway noe how 2 use infrared?
i have totally no idea
ok..back 2 the pond study trip thing
super fun lah
haha..
the ppt or video was super weird eh
haha..at first i was "1"..
catch the dragonfly thing.
but yt offered 2 swop wif me
so i swopped lor=)
i caught a POND SKATER..
they lyk super hard 2 catch eh
cuz u must lyk move the net up 2 catch it
but then the net cannot touch water..cuz it will scare away the pond skater
n oh..the dragonfly yt caught..died..
under glor's hands
cuz glor was examining it..n she pressed the wings 2 hard
n the wings broke
LET'S MOURN OVER THE DRAGONFLY

wahh..
ok..i gotta be a HARDWORKING gal again
bye

2007-06-19T10:09:00.000+08:00

haha..my first time embedding a video onto my blog
but i feel that i MUST let u all hear this gal sing..
so nice=)
原来爱情这么伤

小手拉大手

haha..i juz got a youtube account..so i may be posting my own videos soon
but i dun dare post my piano playing..later ppl give me super bad comments=)
ok..i gotta get back 2 revising science
memorising science..
yes..the pathetic girl
signed off,

2007-06-17T18:52:00.000+08:00

woo-hoo..haha
i m feeling crappishly happy 2dae..n crappishly disappointed too...
haha..
anyway...let me tok abt yesterday (sat)
sat
went TLL in the morning
mrs hoon wasnt there..sadded.=x
saw keith again..went 2 say hi..
but he juz stood down there..didnt reply
weird...
then after TLL, saw that dad bought a new notebook frm harvey norman at square 2
haha..finally he bought one... Acer notebook =)
but that's not for me..so sad..haha
we went SAKAE SUSHI at square 2
haha..min chih..sakae sushi is not at novena square..it is at square 2..=x
we were looking 4 sakae sushi at novena square..
then this kind lady told us it's at SQUARE 2
lol..aiyo..haha
anyway..my dad goes to square 2 every weekend..
cuz when i go TLL..he's very bored
(now with the acer notebook..he juz spend his time at Mcdonalds..surfing the net)
ok..back 2 sakae sushi
my third time eating sakake sushi..
cuz after i eat once..i dun feel lyk eating it again..until maybe a few months later?
n we were very funny..cuz we didnt realise that the red plates are $6.50
so we took quite a lot..haha..in the end..the bill was SCARY
lol
oh btw..when i was there..there was a performance downstairs..
then this live band played lots of songs..
frm my heart will go on to rondo alla turca
lol..
then when i went downstairs
there was this pop piano concert
a little gal played tonghua
then i was telling my mum i noe how 2 play 2
haha..but my mum said that that gal played nicer than me
but the prob is that..MY MUM DIDNT EVEN HEAR ME PLAY TONG HUA B4
biased. =p
n there was another little gal who played lao shu ai da mi
she's very CUTE..only lyk 3 years old
after that..we went to the Korea supermarket
the stuff sold there..SUPER NICE EH
there's this chocolate pie thingy...
haha..
n CASS..I'M SORRY I LOST THE CHOCOLATE BAR WHICH I WAS GOING 2 GIVE U
I'M SINCERELY SORRY..i tink my mum ate it =x

b4 going back home..we went to the spectacles shop at parkway mall
haha.at first..my mum wanted me to change specs..
but in the end..after the optician checked my eyesight..
it hasnt deterioated..
=)...
n korea specs r much cheaper n nicer than singapore ones
shld have gotten myself a pair in korea =p

2dae..
haha..quite happy
cuz dad gave me a new fone..finally.
actually its my mum's own fone
the nokia 611..
something similar to cherie's model
haha..
my fone's GPRS is very funny
n inaccurate
lol..lyk in my hse..they cant detect
when my hse' obviously at amk ave 2
they put it as ave 4..n sometimes 5 eh
LOL.but they can detect united square
n finally got bluetooth=)
any kind soul willing to send songs 2 me?
haha

after dinner..i was playing piano
n that's when i was pretty disappointed
*cry*...its heartbreaking seeing that the pieces u have practised 4 years..gone to waste
yes...lyk..a simple song (ok..not so simple now)- golliwog's cakewalk
looking at my past video of me playing it when i was..erm....primary 3?
it was played so nicely =x
I CANT EVEN PLAY IT PROPERLY NOW
WTH..I DUN CARE..BY HOOK OR BY CROOK
BY THE END OF JULY..I MUST PLAY IT THE SAME STANDARD AS I DID WHEN I WAS GRADE 4
IF NOT, BETTER.
arghhh..everything in piano is so disappointing
i was flipping through debussy's book
so disappointing..i cant play them now
boo-hoo--wah
i so hate the feeling of 4getting how 2 play those past pieces
sigh..so disappointed by that
ok..i gotta go do maths assessment bk..bb

2007-06-15T17:20:00.000+08:00

gosh..I hate dentists!

SERIOUSLY. THEY SHLD DIE

GO DIE LAH.

MAKE ME BLEED SO MUCH

N SO PAIN

SHED SO MUCH TEARS

MAKE ME SO PATHETIC

U CONVINCED MY MUM 2 PLUCK 4 TEETH

THINKING THAT IT WILL MAKE MY MOUTH SMALLER

BUT ITS NOT LYK I GOT BUCK TOOTH OR WAD

I M PATHETIC

ZIBING IS PATHETIC

WAH BAH WAH BAH WAH

THIS IS THE STORY OF THE PATHETIC ZIBING

ZIBING WENT TO THE DENTIST THIS MORNING

PLUCK OUT 1 MORE TOOTH

ALTOGETHER PLUCKED OUT 4 TEETH

ZIBING CRIED AT THE DENTIST

SHEDDING PATHETIC TEARS

BUT HER MUM DIDN’T CARE

BOO WAHHHH

THE ANAESTHETIC NEEDLE POKED HER GUM MORE THAN 6 TIMES

DAMN PAIN..N ZIBING USED THE WORD…DAMN..CUZ IT’S REALLY PAIN

TEARS STREAMED DOWN ZIBING’S CHEEKS..

N ZIBING TRIED TO RUN AWAY..BUT IN VAIN

WAHH BAHH

I WANNA CRY 4 ZIBING..

ZIBING STUFFED HERSELF WITH FOOD IN THE MORNING

1 BOWL OF CEREAL, 2 PIECES OF BREAD, 1 PORK FLOSS BREAD

CUZ SHE KNEW SHE WAS GOING 2 STARVE FOR THE WHOLE DAY

N MAYBE EVEN ON THE NEXT DAY

BUT ZIBING DIDN’T WANT TO LOSE WEIGHT

DON’T U PITY ZIBING RITE?

BUT U WONT BE ABLE 2 EMPATHISE WIF ZIBING

CUZ U NEVER NOE THE PAIN OF LOSING 4 PERFECTLY HEALTHY TEETH

ALL OF UR TEETH PLUCKED OUT WERE ALREADY SHAKY- BABY TEETH

BUT ZIBING’S TEETH R HEALTHY ADULT TEETH

BAH..WAHH

ZIBING LOOKS PATHETIC WHEN SHE CRIES

ppl..have a heart

LOL..

I m weird..

haha..cuz I saw Vicky’s blog post in the third person voice

so I decided to try it as well

but pity my teeth

boo-hoo-wah-bah

ok..

the gd thing abt plucking my teeth n crying n acting pathetic 2 my mum is that…

I get BIRD NEST..woo-hoo..

but still…I didn’t eat anything ..n I dun intend 2 eat bird nest

wif all the blood..yuck..

its disgusting u noe…the blood n saliva drooling..ewww…

sigh…

but seriously..bcuz of my hate for doctors (especially dentists)

I wanna become a doctor..

weird rite?..cuz lyk that, I wont be able 2 hate my own profession .haha.

byebye…I tink my mum’s coming home

she went out 2 buy dinner

2007-06-13T15:04:00.000+08:00

I AM VERY TIRED
wahhh....*yawn*
seriously tired
united square is officially my third home
i m going 2 TLL 4 times this week
cuz 2 replacement classes, then 2 regular classes
i went 2 the replacement classes yesterday n 2dae
i really hate replacement classes- horrid
must always "pretend" 2 be the extremely quiet gal
when i m not
arghh

btw..i got lots of hw not done
n i still have 2 do the DSA portfolio..n the form
i m really 2 lazy 2 fill up the forms..RGS n NYGH
VERY TROUBLESOME..I HATE FILLING UP FORMS!!!!
especially the achievements n stuff....dunno wad 2 put
the leadership roles..can put "nominated trainee prefect" 4 three times? LOL...jkjk
sigh

also thinking of wad shld be my third option...
mmm...my mum say put "the sch opp. my hse"
haha...but no IP programme eh..
lol..
c ah..if i put CHIJ st. nick's (teh sch opp. my hse)..i get 2 wake up late n juz run across the road..
but i dun lyk the ppl there (my neighbours...r..pretty rowdy)
if i put SCGS... 2 far
mmm...MGS..2 far again
ok..nvm..
n even if i get into RGS...CCA will be a huge prob
seriously..bet Raffles Strings would not accept me...
then wad else can i choose that is not a merit CCA?
sigh..but I really wanna get in Raffles Strings
but with my pathetic music background...
(grade 8..but it's only JUST PASS)
n my theory is not much better
n that's the TRUTH
oh.hold on..i havent receive my cert 4 grade 8 yet
must go remind my long-lost piano teacher again

wahh..was juz going 2 dawne's blog..n my com hung
lol..in the mid-air?
btw, there's something wrong wif my music code,
i tink my new blogskin cant accept it..so i gotta change somedae
i wanna change it 2　北极星的眼泪
that's the song of Smile Pasta 微笑Pasta
nice song eh...it rox..juz lyk flower in the dream n beautiful love
lol..u all should watch the show...it's showing on channel 56 on sunday nites..
cuz last time at the same time slot..it was 白袍之恋, then now it's over, Smile pasta takes over
n i caught the smile pasta virus..i have been watching it on youtube..haha...cant w8 4 the next episode
go: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_LRWZC5XtVc
haha..oh..btw..u noe in CSS2..there's this very out-of-tune version of wokeyi sang by an RI boy
VERY FUNNY...
lol..n there is another one by this very comical guy
i was laughing madly
he sang 男佣.n he was really acting lyk a maid..but a GIRLY MAID
he took out his handkerchief n mopped the floor..going down on his knees 2 beg the judges
lol..

ok..i gotta go..bb

2007-06-11T16:20:00.000+08:00

ppl..here r the fotos as promised..pls ignore the messy order of the fotos

korea incheon airport..after buying kimchi

on the plane back

outside the president's place
their policewomen are all very pretty=)

incheon airport

outside the restaurant

yummy!!!

mount sorak

at the kimchi sch..haha..i look weird rite?

eating ginseng chicken.

at the hotsprings

winter sonata..the cafe

inside the cafe

me playing on the piano

yongpyong resort- where i stayed
it would be cool if its winter- skiing!!

bumper car...haha..at everland

merry go round..ok..i m not being kiddish ..adults ride this 2

standing on the road..woo=)

everland again..

outside one of d restaurants

the tiger at the safari in everland

cute bear bear

its the flower carnival at everland..nice rite?

arrival at incheon airport

outside of incheon airport

outside everland gate

the lions...

ok..sorry 4 the messed-up order..

tell me..which fotos do u all lyk the best?

i took some of the fotos myself=)

2007-06-11T11:09:00.000+08:00

wah..JUZ CAME BACK FRM KOREA
CASS- I NOE U MISSED ME..RITE?
ok..i’m not trying 2 be les here
juz trying 2 make my bloggy..
not a funeral
as wad samuel said=)..
ooo..i only went 4 six daes
n all of u..ok..almost all
changed ur blogskins
so fast ah
lol
so, I will have 2 change my blogskin 2…
it looks much brighter rite? with the shooting star n beating heart

n also…I JUZ PLUCKED OUT MY 2 TEETH
PATHETIC..
In order to push the whole row of teeth backwards..
2 make my mouth seem smaller..(according 2 my mum ah)
I have 2 pluck out 4 tooth..2 make space
WTH LAH…PAIN EH
I BLED 4 7HOURS
I DIDN’T EAT 4 ONE WHOLE DAE
SO PPL..IF U WANNA GO SLIM DOWN..PUT BRACES..PLUCK UR TEETH
BUT THE PROB IS…ME DUN WANNA SLIM DOWN..
Lyk wad jaz always say..eat until u r 50kg..
Lol..
U noe I spent the whole dae debating with my mum
That I shouldn’t pluck out my teeth?
My mum was saying that next time, I would not be able 2 find a husband
Then I was lyk…I DUN EVEN WANNA MARRY
Lol
Sigh….i m dying frm the lose of blood
Wahhhh…I was crying at the dentist
Evil dentist..evil mum
Booo wahhh
就算没人要我又怎么样？
我从来都不想嫁人
oh..was juz reminded of this thing
that most of u wouldn’t noe
cuz I was juz opening up my drawers..
then I found this piggy bank..that evoked my memory of a classmate in p1
in p1, there was this boy in my grp, who gave me presents EVERY DAY
frm small ones lyk pencils, erasers, to big ones like pencil case, foto frame, piggybanks
he was very rich..his dad drove a BMW
but at that time..i was really very innocent
so sometimes, I accepted his presents, sometimes I didn’t
after accepting some of his presents, I would give some 2 my friend
but I noticed that whenever I gave away his present, or didn’t accept his present,
he would be rather upset
that time, I really dunno y…so I was juz blindly accepting, n rejecting
but now, I realized that he must have liked me or something
cuz he gave the presents 2 no one else, but me
n on the last dae of sch, he knew I was transferring to Canberra
so he took me 2 a corner, opened up his hands, with 2 stones
n placed one stone into my hand
he said something lyk if I ever needed him, I juz need to throw the stone or wadever, n he would come 2 me
LOL…at that time I juz blindly accepted it again..
But I lost the stone in p3..i tink my mum threw it away or something
Haha…
But, it’s really kinda of weird when I tink abt it now
Did that guy really liked me? Or was it juz pure frenship?
Lol..but I had totally no feelings 4 him..i juz treated him as any other normal friend..
mmm…haha..maybe it was bcuz I helped him with his work?
Dunno…

Ok..back 2 korea stuff
korea was FUN
but sorry gals..no presents..
except 4 CASS
haha..cuz its her b’dae meh
n her present costed more than 5k
I m veryy…rich……..in korea
haha
since their money is lyk 600times of ours
which means that the 5k equals to around$8
haha
anyway..4 chinese xiaolianbi
I’m writing about the trip 2 korea..
so I would juz post it here later..2gether wif the fotos
haha..cuz I’m 2 lazy 2 translate
but, I would juz write some main stuff n funny stuff
k?

day 1- on the plane
we assembled at the airport..
wif my cute little ponytails..
lol…
btw…I took Korean airline=x
flight no. KE 642
n yes..i gave up on my ponytails during the flight,
n rather.it was my mum who gave up =x

day 2- yong-in everland
after arrival..frm incheon, we went 2 everland (2h ride…I fell asleep=) )
nice leh
oh btw….during my trip
I sleep 3/4 of the time on the bus
lyk a pig=) snort=x
dad took fotos of me sleeping..weird
why do dads lyk 2 take fotos of sleeping ppl?
cuz they r weird.
anyway..i deleted them all..so its alrite
oh..everland was nice..fun=)
especially the water ride..
got splashed all over by water
cool=)
n the bumper car..
purposely bumped into ppl..
lol..duh..if not y is it called bumper car
n I went on the merry-go-round
trying 2 act out the 天堂的阶梯 thing
lol…but天堂的阶梯was filmed in lotte world
sigh…lotte world closed temporarily 4 renovation
so cannot go…such a pity..=(
oh, there was also this safari ride
very nice!!
With cute litte bear bears standing up, begging u 4 food
But..i saw a disgusting thing- 2 bears mating
Yuck..lol

then went 2 the yongpyong resort
sadded cuz its not winter
I WANNA C SNOW!!
it’s the place where they shoot winter sonata
nice..n there’s this place where u can take foto..
in the café..that’s where the 2 main characters first met
over a romantic dinner in the snow
lol..
my dad was saying that bcuz it was snowing-very cold
that’s y the characters hugged 2gether..
LOL
in the nite, I went out 4 a walk in my track pants n blouse
i was frozen 2 death
it was very cold.
when I went back 2 the hotel
they had this chart where they showed the temperature
guess wad?
it was only 10degrees=almost winter
me in my trackpants n blouse..
cool..its really cool

next dae, went to the hot springs there
but didn’t get 2 try the hot springs
cuz mum dun have swimming suit
n she refuse 2 wear the borrowed one
sigh
I actually wanted 2 try the NAKED HOT SPRINGS
lol
but des said ppl urine there
yuck
haha..but seriously.. I try naked bathing everyday
LOL…
4rd dae- went back 2 seoul
went 2 mt. sorak first
some1 in the grp asked whether mt. sorak was the mountain jinsanshun climbed
the tour guide said it wasn’t
lol..
then, we went back 2 seoul
seoul=soul of asia?
I saw this banner that says tt everywhere in seoul
Then we went to this museum abt the history of korea
Ooo…I m very interested in the baekju (dunno how 2 spell) time
The time when 薯童谣 started..
Next, we went to the palace side..
Something similar to 大长今
After that, we went to the kimchi sch
Oh btw..if anyone of u want any kimchi
Inform me..cuz I gonna throw all the kimchi away soon=)
It smells lyk garbage in my fridge now
Even my mum cant stand it
Haha…I already gave some kimchi 2 my grandparents
But kimchi really stinks in Singapore
But rox in korea
Weird rite?
the tour guide told us 2 make our kimchi with 细心，爱心，贴心
lol…my kimchi ended up in a weird mess of garbage (instead of cabbage) with chili paste
oh..n I wore the traditional Korean costume
the foto I like was taken by the professional fotographer
(I was kneeling down, with the costume spread out..very nice=))
n it was compiled into a book
so I cant post it here

day 5
went to 青瓦台=istana
nice eh…that’s where they shot 布拉格恋人
haha..i saw ppl protesting down there
rare eh…ok..i dun dare 2 post any fotos…
then went shopping at the 东大门，　南大门
btw..my tourguide speaks Chinese..but its AWFUL CHINESE
he says 过山车　as 火山车
n lots of other funny stuff…
ok…erm..i cant find much 2 buy..
juz a normal skirt can cost w40k
expensive!!!!!
Sigh
Very boring..
I would rather shop in supermarkets
Eh.btw…maple addicts..u noe that in korea supermarkets
They sold this kind of maple story drink?
My mum’s frenz asked my mum 2 buy 4 her son
Haha..but in the end..we didn’t buy

Then we went to watch this korea JUMP show
That’s gonna show in Singapore soon
Very funny..very nice..=)
Then went back 2 our hotel
(btw..the hotel is lyk a service apartment)

last dae
we went back 2 incheon airport
stopping at the 水晶专卖店
a real gem…
u noe the necklace they sold there…was SUPER NICE EH
NOT VERY EXPENSIVE…but mum refused 2 buy..
Wahhh…
Haha..nvm..n diamonds arents a woman’s best friend
money is
=)..i m being very practical here..haha
then went to the place where they sold souvenirs n FOOD
haha..bought lots of FOOD…
lol..then went back 2 airport
was overjoyed at the sight of burger king
after 5 days of korea food..which mainly comprises of PORK
n there was this gal..asking my mum 2 do a survey on seoul
n my mum did..
n u noe wad’s the free gift?
a hairpin..those traditional korea types
NICE EH..but I need 2 have long hair first..
…then on the airplane
I was playing TAITI with my mum n dad
Haha..
Then after a while..they were all watching the movie
So I was listening 2 the Chinese songs
U noe I was lyk a retard w8ting 4 菊花台
Cuz I tuned in 2 the Chinese pop songs channel
n there was this playlist
so I listened 2 我可以
then I was very angry with the air stewardess
cuz when it was abt 2 be “菊花台“
they said that they have 2 keep the headphones
!!!!!!!!!
haha..then plane landed at around 9pm+++
went back home..reached home at 11pm+++
wah..fell asleep immediately
zzzzz…..

ok..the fotos r in the next post..
byebye..

(btw..this post has 1625 words)

2007-05-31T10:37:00.001+08:00

utterly disappointe in HER again
y? cuz i care 4 her
i cant bring myself 2 hate her no matter wad
cuz she was my fren
now u treat me lyk an enemy
treating us lyk we have interior motives
y?
WHY DID U CHANGE?
TELL ME
I NOE I CANT SOLVE ALL PROBS IN THE WORLD
BUT CANT I TRY 2 SOLVE THIS ONE?
I TRY 2 BE OPTIMISTIC
N WAD?
ALL THE PROBS COME BACK 2 ME

y? y? someone...TELL ME Y
I M GOING DESPRATE
i cant cheer up even when i m going to korea 2morrow
miss...pls WAKE UP
U NOE UR FRENZ ARE ALL SO WORRIED
OTHER PPL ARE STARTING 2 HATE U?
HOW I TRY 2 DEFEND U?
WAKE UP!

为何你变了？
你不是这样的。
从前，你以勇气坚守友情
但，你现在却以嫉妒保护着你的爱情
这样值得吗？
曾经，你是个那纯白的茉莉花
现在，变成一个长满刺的玫瑰
你变了，是你变了
你处处认为我们这些　“朋友”　要陷害你
因此到处散播我们的谣言
为什么？
你的这一群忠实的朋友
会那么做吗？
你自己想一想，
那多少岁月里，
我们曾度过的美好时光
难道，幸福，真的是只能曾经拥有，
不能天长地久？
你的白马王子不喜欢你
那又怎么样？
你才12 岁，
何必管这些什么我爱你，你爱我的废话？

你知道在这几个月里，
我的心是如此的煎熬
天天烦着，
如何帮你走上正路。
有时候，我真的问自己
我为何要付出那么多
得到的，却是那恐吓性的话。
为什么？
我真的彻底地失望了
真的。
因为我在乎你这个曾经的朋友。

sigh...i hope the stuff above isnt chim stuff..
sigh...i shall continue sighing
but despite all this..heaven has been giving me some luck
especially in winning games..
haha..lyk yesterday..minesweeper flags...
i was really in luck...*smiles*
=)
anyway..gonna play games
since i finished most of my chinese hw
i have 2 leave some hw 2 do when i come back frm korea
so..bb
n yeah...i m really disappointed, in teh so-called "friend".

2007-05-30T17:16:00.000+08:00

sigh
kinda of bored
n sick of everything
especially one person..winifred.
sigh.
anyway, finished all maths hw
2 chinese revision paper
finally took the time 2 read "tuesdays with morries"
nice book=)
teaching u life's greatest lesson- life n death
pretty touching, especially when the professor died
almost cried
sigh
and oh..
the song 梦里花 rox
=)
i can finally sing teh first few lines perfectly in tune=)
ok..being egoistic lyk sean seet...eww

btw, i was reading all the chat logs
lol
didnt noe that some were really crappish
haha. very weird.
ok..n now almost everyone hates winifred
actually, frm the bottom of my heart
i cant bring myself 2 hate her
afterall, she was my friend
in p4, in p5.
now as the sweet memories evoked
i cant help but 2 feel the sadness
sigh
can i do anything other than letting her slip away?
can i?
sigh
haha..looks lyk i m really famous for my chim stuff on my blog
sigh
not in the mood 2 write those anymore..
especially with winifred's stuff
n..btw..go read my previous posts
more than 1/2 r abt winifred
showed how much i USED 2 care 4 her
now..i really dun
glor said this frenship is seriously screwed up
i said this frenship did not even exist now
its gone..bcuz of her
she ended the frenship herself
我一直要经营着这份友情，
但她却毫不犹豫地砍断了
ok..
i gotta go 4 dinner
bb

2007-05-29T15:22:00.001+08:00

me feeling very upset..
over a lot of stuff..
FIRST. the loss of my orangey nike bottle.
WTH LAH..i lost my dear dear bottle on saturday, approximately, 11am- 3pm
now choose one out of this 3 choices. where did i lose my bottle?
1) RGS open hse
2) In the TOILET at TLL
3) at HCI

ok...made ur pick?
the ans is...

ALL THREE...
i dunno where i lost it!
sigh
bring back..o bring back..o bring back my bottle 2 me...2 me
me miss it a lot...nuthin could bring it back.
even with my dad's greenish vomit bottle
i was crying over the loss of my bottle.. ok..not really lah
but its so saddening
ppl..let's MOURN over my bottle
may it go 2 heaven..
sigh
out of thre 3 choices..i tink i lost it at HCI
when eating buffet
wtss wtss wtss..
sigh
ppl..if any of u ever go HCI again..pls help me look 4 my bottle
my bottle cant live without me
oooooooo=( (now its the perfect time 2 use the cryy emoticon)
ok..nvm..let me start with my BUSY itenary on sat
(its really busy lah..i rushed 2 4 places that dae..)
ok..in the morning
went RGS open hse
took the bag..
saw a girl playing on the grand piano..
pro pianist..=x
went up 2 the departments' stalls
met my mum's student there
wow..i didnt noe my mum's student looked so pretty x)
then went 2 the CCA thing
haha...made my mum very fed-up
by saying..THIS IS A MERIT CCA
NOT A CORE CCA
so my mum would have no choice.but 2 let me choose RAFFLES STRINGS
which means..i get to learn the VIOLIN
wooo...my mum was asking the gal there..can i lyk start as beginner in violin
so the gal said that must know at least one musical instrument n have at least grade 5 in theory
n i have them..=)
n seriously, i m considering RGS becuz of raffles strings
dunno whether NYGH is a through-train leh..but gonna sign up 4 both..
ok...after that..went 2 takashimaya
for lunch..
n went TLL
met keith again
sorry 2 say this..but he does look weird.
then after that..went HCI
the taxi can only stop outside the guard hse
so i went in..
then there was this HCI boy..
whose supposed 2 lead the way
asked.."r u attending the briefing for NYGH..?"
then i was lyk..yeah...if not HCI huh
lol
I FIT ALL THE CRITERIA 2 GO TO RI N HCI
EXCEPT FOR one..
haha
ok..
met jaz, jax, nick, issac there
n also MRS KOH..
but i was smart enough 2 siam into the toilet
sadly..she saw me
oooo
anyway...i was a kiasu singaporean
stuffing myself with food frm the buffet
lol
JAZ GOT 4TH PRIZE
wooo...haha
n oh yeah..the RGS science olympiad..congrats=)
haha..cuz i wished them gd luck mah....so they won
lol...jkjk
anyway...nvm

holidays started
saddening
went back 4 sup class yesterday n 2dae
wad's the pt of sup class when we dun do anything much?
sigh
finished all my maths hw at one go
next is chinese
haha
better finish it b4 i go korea this fri
ooo...cass..me buy a cute little present 4 u
+ a packet of chocolate milk=)
ok..
back 2 REALITY
THE REALITY IS THAT I M DAMN ANGRY
weird. 2dae is started using damn in my written words..
with WINIFRED
i dun care if she reads my blog or wadever
u all can go n tell her
since i have done absolutely nuthin wrong
n i m juz stating facts.
i have been always treating her as a frenz
but my spies told me that she has been toking back behind me
while acting nice 2 me
stupid.
yes. S.T.U.P.I.D
stop boasting or wadever.
stop being jealous of me.
stop crying.
YES. STOP DOING EVERYTHING
I M UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED IN U
2 TELL U THE TRUTH,
WE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN WANTING 2 HELP U
BUT U REJECTED OUR HELP
SO NOW WE R AT OUR WIT'S END
N DUN FORCE US,
U CAN THROW UR TANTRUM
WE CAN 2
WE HAVE BEEN GIVING UR CHANCES
U DUN TAKE IT
NOT OUR FAULT
UNTIL YESTERDAY,
I HAVE BEEN DOING RESEARCH ON PSYCHOLOGICAL PROBS
HOPING THAT I WILL BE ABLE 2 HELP U
N NOW?
I GAVE UP.
YES.
I HAVE DONE MY BEST 2 HELP U
DONE WADEVER I COULD
NOW IT'S THE LAST RESORT
AFTER PLAYING MY LAST PART IN IT
ME GONNA IGNORE U
SERIOUSLY
NOT THAT I M ABADONING U
BUT THAT U DUN CHERISH
I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF THAT
U CAN CONTINUE SPREADING RUMOUR ABT ME
BCUZ U R JEALOUS
BUT Y MUST U BE JEALOUS
WAD DO I HAVE THAT U HAVE BEEN EYEING AT?

finally got it out.
all my anger n stuff.
without using the damn word
sigh
seriously, ppl r starting 2 hate u..
do u noe that?
we have been trying our best 2 help u
n it failed
so that's y..
i gave up.
yes
if u r the person i m toking about,
dun mind if u scroll down,
read all my previous posts
more than 1/2 of them r about YOU
stupid.
about how concerned i was for u
about how worried i was for u
about how upset i was for you
about how troubled i was for you
n now, it's the end of the story
the nitemare.

2007-05-20T10:11:00.000+08:00

wahh..this time really long time no blog..
but really not enough time
sigh..
let me c..when was my last post?
10 May..
ok..8 daes…so not that bad..
anyway, I’m facing a porky ~~crisis~~ challenge..
ahh..must look on the BRIGHT side..
…
lol..
but my porky is still raw..in the fridge..
nvm..i shall take some time off that 2 blog..
cuz I have been staring at the word doc. 4 dunno how many hours already
sigh..let me c…wad happened during the 8 daes..
erm..nvm..
looks lyk I got a short-term memory..
can only rmb wad happened on tues..
oh..we had the attachment programme on nanyang..
fun eh!..especially treasure hunt!
juz that I dirtied my shoes..
sigh..
cuz near the SAC..
I accidentally stepped on WET SOIL
so the whole shoe..including the back of my pinafore.
was MUDDY…=(
oh..we won the THIRD prize for both TREASURE HUNT n CHINESE GAMES..
lol=)..

on wed…
nuthin much I guess..
oh..except that I was a “migrating” bird frm 12pm- 12.30pm
cuz dun need 2 go IBC..n no teacher
btw..our class is an UNDERGROUND GAMBLING DEN=)
all sorts of gambling..
from cheat to TaiTi…
lol..
anyway..i was very bored..so I went over 2 the class
n came back
n went over
n came back
btw…kim…really no offence
but gary wanna u 2 come over..
=)..i noe gary is scared of me now..
cuz whenever I c him..
I will say..“u want kim rite?”
but KIM..really..NO OFFENCE
I m recently in a MATCH-MAKING mood…
so….uh-huh..=)

thurs..
had the music lesson..
asked cherie 2 sightread pieces 4 me..
her sightreading is PRO
no wonder she could always get 20/21..
while my highest is only 19/21..
btw..cass..told u that zhuan shu tian shi is hard 2 play
in a sense.with those accidentals..
horrible sharps n flats..
n somemore 13pg
that’s y when I first sight-read it..
I gave up..=)
oh..i’ve got a sudden craze over titanic..my heart will go on..
cuz that dae I was suddenly reminded..
that the dance floor finals..
I tink it was Melvin & Sharon who danced to the titanic song..
n that time I wanted to find the song..
but no time..so gradually forgot about it..
until yesterday..
I was begging min chih 2 lend me titanic score
cuz if I ask nick lend me..
then no 40cents GST refund..
haha..i’m on a shoestring budget…
anyway..i still need 2 “pay” min chih…
by copying down the notes for the NYGH briefing
which drama ppl cant attend..
but the briefing was FUNNY..
lol…u noe they said in NYGH..
every term..there’s 1 week where there’s no sch
then go 2 camp.
in sec 4..there’a camp
where they teach u 2 be a LADY..
wear high heel shoes..walk with grace..
CRAP. LOL.
I tink the “boys” wanna go there rite?
LOL

fridae..erm..i tink nuthin much
basically boring stuff..
I dun understand..its after exams
y cant we juz dun do work 4 a while?
sigh
4 P.E..ran around the parade square..
dunno how many rounds eh..lost count
but I noe its weiting’s rounds -2..
which is yt’s round +2
haha..weird
anyway..mrs koh totally didn’t mention about porky
cuz we didn’t even c her
except during Chinese
…lol
anyway..begged hu lao shi 2 give us our Chinese marks
she finally gave us back
=)
Chinese I tink 94.7 or 94.5
oral- 48/50..
wad’s the matter with Nicole? suddenly get so high 4 chinese
is it bcuz 我这个老师教得好？
haha…cannot let this go on..
I must pull up my socks liao
=)…but 名师出高徒..ahh…
anyway..at least I didn’t fail my HCL compo
lyk my liti..only minus a few marks.
phew..which means..I CAN GO RGS WITHOUT TAKE G.A.T
lol..cuz they drop to 80%..
but isn’t it a happy ending?
more ppl can go without taking G.A.T wah
=)..anyway…a bit tempted 2 go nanyang..
oh btw..i didn’t noe my mum had students frm RGS, NYGH, n HCI
I told her 2 ask her hwachong student..
how come their logo is an instant noodles thing…
is it bcuz once u go in..u will be in “hot soup”? LOL

today..
had the 1.6km run
I forgot 2 bring thermometer..opps..=)
anyway.they said it was not on a first-come-first-serve basis
but in d end..it was..
wth lah..we were one of the first few classes to have everyone present
in the end..the last class 2 go,,=,=
at punggol park..BROKE MY PERSONAL RECORD
WOO HOO!...9 MINS ON THE DOT! (I timed)
haha..an A…
anyway..alex thought that I was the slowest in class..
lol..
but dun forget..my legs r long..which means I can outwalk some ppl..
no offence really..
anyway..2dae min chih n rachelle run very fast leh
haha..actually it is that I’m quite slow 2dae..
dunno y..
n oh..i “encouraged” keith..when he passed me..
I said..“keith, run after ur beloved panda!”
n he ran really fast…=)
anyway..took photo with ly n company..
then, went back 2 sch.
haha..lucky u all were smart..
didn’t dare 2 sing the song that insults me.
4 u noe that I will scold u 1h on phone
2h on msn..
=)..that’s how bad I can get if I want to

after that, went to Mcdonald’s….big breakfast
recently, I have been eating big breakfast every weekend..
lol..des will say its unhealthy food.
then went to grandma hse to bathe n drink ORANGE JUICE
ORANGE JUICE ROX=)
and went TLL…
was sharing French fries with my frenz..
when I saw Keith..
no offence weiting..but he looks lyk a retard..
u noe..those type of blur blur look
n somemore..he was wearing LONG-SLEEVES..
is it that cold?
ok..actually it is..cuz I was wearing a jacket..
n erm…honestly..i looked lyk a retard 2..
no..i m a retard..
wearing IP zone jacket n skirt..
lol..can imagine this big blur sotong retard?
anyway..i asked keith
“do u want ur panda bear?”
he looked at me..nodded his head..
almost pathetically
aww….
also, I heard from my frenz that chuenyen was boasting
at TLL English class..about getting A for the 1.6km jog..
wth lah.i also got A..wad’s there 2 boast about?
oh…2dae Mrs Hoon wasn’t there..
sigh..
oh yeah..dawne..yes u caught my sighing disease..
n I caught Shawn lim’s “gou-na” disease..
did I tell u all this b4?
until that day..i could say “Gonna” perfectly..
but one day..when I heard shawn say “gou-na”
I started 2 say “gou-na” 2..
WTH!!! I CAN’T GET RID OF IT NOW!
wahh…
anyway…dawne..u caught my “pessimistic” disease 2..
it is a package with the “sighing” disease..
if Nicole could write a book about “how 2 be an optimist”
I could write a book about “How 2 be a pessimist” 2
juz keep sighing..n u will become one pessimist..
but being a pessimist isn’t that bad..
u r ready n prepared 4 the worst..
so the bad news wont hit u lyk a bombshell..=)
oh..i gotta do porky..
so bb…

2007-05-11T14:23:00.000+08:00

What's the matter with everything?
WHY MUST EVERYTHING GO WRONG..INCLUDING BLOGGER?
sigh..
anyway..let me start from yesterday evening
played dead's man tale game again
that game very spooky eh..
lol
then played halfway..
aunt came in..
so...locked msn
sorry 2 those ppl whom i was toking 2..
cuz i keep locking n unlocking..
lol

later...
dad received letter from hwa chong
said i didnt get into invitational round
but i did well....(as if...)
so sort of "invite" me 2 go Nanyang gals for DSA..
but.the prob is that
i dun wanna go nanyang
so my dad was lyk.juz try lah
try both rgs & nanyang
then have 2 go dunno wad DSA briefing on 26th may
at HWA CHONG..
lol..
hope i get 2 c the hwa chong poster
but i need 2 curb my temptation 2 doodle on it
anyway..jaz cannot go
so i guess i will b the only gal from rosyth?
how come they invite platinum, gold, silver awardees
2 the briefing..n dsa..
but NOT TO INVITATIONAL ROUND?
lol..jkjk
anyway..kinda of expected it
i wont get 2 invitational round..
c jaz?
but 26th may got RGS open hse..
so many things on that dae..
sia..lucky not going science olympiad
..nvm..
sigh..
oh yeah..
watched a really funny video on youtube
about pork...
lol..
reminded of mr....j
c..i'm so kind..dun call him names..
ok..the hidden intention
is that i dun wanna pollute my blog with his name
anyway...created a podcast..
of clay or no clay..
lol..clay noodles
=)

today
had migrane attack..
sia..
sigh..
pain eh
i think it was bcuz of stress
stress of frenship..school work
i dun understand wad's the prob with yt?
i have tried my best
n i have given up.
yes...
she can do wad she wants
i wont care.
if u always say we r pushing u 2 a corner
then it should be vice versa
u noe despite with a migrane attack
i tried 2 counsel u..?
4get it..
juz tell me..
wad's ur definition of a true frenz?
TELL ME!
ppl have been telling me 2 juz dun friend u
but its not lyk we r p1s..
2dae i'm not happy, i dun friend u..
then 2morow..i'm happy..i friend u..
...
so tell me..wad i should do?
i give up. totally.

u noe wad it is lyk 2 have migrane?
i could faint frm getting it
during maths lesson..i had migrane already
so i was lying on the table..
while my grp members do the number game stuff
then chinese..
worse.
somemore..trying 2 counsel yt..
with a burning headache
n the vomitting...
sigh
received back LC...
got 19/20..
first q..most ppl got wrong
LOL
anyway..went 2 toilet 2 vomit
vomitted out a lot..
yuck..sick
then went back
looked half-dead
received HCL back
xie cuo zi again..
hu lao shi would haf killed me
yes
sigh
migrane got more serious
aniwae..i dun look half-dead
i m ALREADY half-dead
joy to the world..
zibing is half-dead
..lol
i tried all methods 2 make my migrane attack go away..
but all failed.
took up nick's suggestion 2 relax n
lean against a wall
so i went 2 the toilet again
leaned against the toilet wall
then splashed my face with water
i seemed 2 be alrite after a while
so i went back 2 class
but then..
migrane came back..
ARGHH..
but anyway...
when i got on 2 my sch bus after sch
slept all the way back..
then i heard one of the ppl on my bus say..
"look at the sleeping beauty"
LOL...
but very nice 2 sleep eh
when i woke up..
no more migrane..
lol
now..very bored eh..
almost lyk no one online..
but at last can have a peaceful environment
sigh..
i dunno y i m having more migrane attacks recently
sigh
stress? maybe.
and nitemares 2..
i dreamt that my dad died
n i cried..
is it true that when u cry in ur dream u really cry?
lol..
sigh..
gotta go play games 2 amuse myself
weird rite?
nvm..
byebye=)

2007-05-10T14:49:00.001+08:00

erm..long time no blog..
ok..i wrote this part of the past..LAST SATURDAY..
but no time 2 post..
so i juz post it now..=)
Sigh
had English compo 2dae
it was horrible
yes…
sigh
then had maths..
when mrs koh was away
whole class was in chaos
glor keep taking yt’s stuff
naughty hor?
yt was on the verge of tears
n I was acting lyk a mum….
anyway, I figured how cass is related 2 me
cuz dawne is my mei mei
cass is her husband/boyfrenz
so cass is my brother in law
lol..
cass is les..
no offence=)
anyway…
I was pondering over
whether 2 stay back 4 badminton
but eventually..i did
with some persuasion from rachelle
lol..badminton was cute…=x
very few ppl went
me, rachelle, liang ping, han sheng, keith, nicole, sean seet, jek kee
rachelle was the night soil collector!!
cuz at one of the courts
while w8ting 4 his turn
nicole sat on the bucket of shuttlecocks
n it seemed SICK
lyk a three-year old baby
sitting on the chamber pot
disgusting rite?
then he stood up
n rachelle said the shuttlecocks were his POO..
LOL
LOL
then we poured all the shuttlecocks out
n said his poo was scattered everywhere
then we tried to put it back
and we tried aiming the shuttlecocks
only 2 of mine got it
bad throw=(
then rachelle took the bucket
n refuse 2 let Nicole throw his poo back
lol…
then keith was d flower gal
cuz he got married 2 nicole
yes..the bride/groom/flower gal at the same time
he was throwing the poo lyk flowers at a wedding
wishing them a happy marriage=)
lol
then the boys had a match
n it is – the girls triple..lol
cuz 3 sissies on each side
rachelle was the score keeper
n we were crazy over the
“bom pee pee”
CUTE rite?
lol..jkjk…
whenever one side wins
rachelle n Nicole would shout “bom pee pee ”
lol..
obsessed ppl…=)..no offence
anyway..at first
I saw the double n side (nicole, norman)was winning
n that the other side.(jek kee, keith, sean)
with ur common sense…u wont bet the other side..
so I bet 1cent that double n side would win
but then..they LOST
aww..my poor little 1cent flies away
then the next match
rachelle n I had a bet with double n..
if they lose..they have 2 treat us 2 a drink
but eventually they won
wah….
there goes my drink
anyway..i had sore throat after that
cant believe rachelle could shout so long
n dun get sore throat
I only shout a little..
n got sick=(
anyway..it was the last badminton session
wahhh….boohooohoooo…
lol
anyway..i hate the ppl on my bus on fri
y cant I go home myself?
wahh….
sigh…
if I take public bus home
I would have reached home earlier
sigh
nvm..

sat
woke up late
cuz revised science until 11pm on fri
went tll
mrs hoon wasn’t there
sadded..=(
replacement teacher
supports the use of calculator
WOW!!!
so I took out my hp
used calculator
Elaine keep snatching it away from me
n oh btw…barkey (is this how 2 spell it)
the parrot keeps falling
Andrew n Elaine were abusing it
it breaks my heart 2 c it drop on the floor..
dead.
=x
gonna call SPCA
lol..
we had 2 fun time tricking the p5s
cuz 2 of us went out with our bags
way b4 1.30pm
pretending that we r going out
the kiasu kiasi p5s wanted 2 chiong it
but we burst into laughter
n they went out
then we did the same thing again
cant believe they fall 4 the same trick
LOL
but the third time..
we really went out
the boy said.. “don’t go in”
LOL..twice bitten thrice shy
had lunch
of chicken chop
I tink its my 7th or 8th time eating it
haha..
anyway..went home
did science n maths
photocopied science n maths paper myself
aww..i’m so hardworking..
=)

ok..that was BEFORE exams..
now AFTER exams post..
which is now...=)
C THE CONTRAST?
BEFORE N AFTER?
sigh...very disappointed
utterly disappointed with myself
flunk science
flunk english
flunk chinese
flunk maths
high-five 2 ppl who have given up hope on studying
that's ME
sigh
completely lost confidence in myself
juz yesterday..
i was revising, memorising lyk xiao
until i got the economic class syndrome
but wad's teh point?
I STILL DUNNO HOW 2 DO
i dunno y..
maybe post exam blues again
worrying about results
*shrug..
WAD'S THE MATTER WITH ME?
WAKE UP
ITS AFTER EXAMS
I SHOULD GO OUT N PLAY
lol..
nvm..i shall w8..
w8 for my results
sigh
nvm..gotta disturb ppl
bye bye =(

2007-05-03T15:09:00.000+08:00

sigh
in the morning
played the princess elizabeth pri. joke on joel
but i felt evil...dunno y
ahh...that means i m a KIND gal
lol..
anyway..4 those of u interested in this lame joke
this is how it happened..
yesterday..nicole was searching 4 joel's name on SMOPS
but didnt manange 2 find..
however..he found the name..
"JOEL JOSEPH DOMINIC"
lol..
but it is from PRINCESS ELIZABETH PRI.SCH
lol...
decided to play the jk on joel with nicole
then when joel came
i said "u noe u got platinum for SMOPS?"
then he was lyk...really?
n then i said"but y r u here? u r supposed to be at Princess elizabeth pri.sch?"
"n ur name is joel joseph dominic!"
LOL...i tink he was angry
yeah..but i didnt tink of the jk..
not me...=)
then
exams 2dae
chinese..is HORRID
wrote 4 pages of compo
then 4 chinese paper 2
the ju zi xuan zhe was horrid
rou he..i put tou fa for wad? STUPID
sia
chinese..got back revision paper
hu lao shi was lyk 子冰，你怎么搞的?
LOL..n that was wad i wrote 4 my compo earlier on
in my compo...the teacher was scolding the narrator
子冰，你怎么搞的?...
LOL...such a coincidence
anyway..nicole is so happy 4 winning me
...
who cares?
lol...
anyway..the teacher (that's me) isnt always rite
rite?
anyway..lots of cuo zi
sia..as usual
sigh
had english next
a commotion over the "rgs brochure"
cuz got extra
then cherie gave the CL boys
since the teacher said..give the CL ppl
since HCL has already taken
lol..
then the boys..i mean gals..yes
were "fighting 4 the paper"..
erm..the opp. actually
but anyway
mr grosse flew off the handle
flew into a rage
ok..not really
he said that he was glad we were able
2 stay cheerful
in the dreary weather
but its now the starting of exams
n yet we r acting as if we dun care..
its' not that we dun care
but that we r optimistic
ahh...=)
we do care about exams
fyi...we do study for them..
not 4 all subjects though
=p
anyway..
i gonna die this time
exams..
juz half an hour ago
i was studying n memorising n revising science
lyk mad
lying on my bed
singing beautiful love n qing zhu
LOL...
that is my form of entertainment
though i play piano nicer than i sing=)
studied respiratory n circulatory systems
n also plant parts n their functions...
sigh..i tink i m pretty independent
study on my own
lol..
sia
finally a dae online when no one toks 2 me
peaceful...cool..
lol..no singing..=)
ahh....
nvm..
gotta go
bb

2007-05-02T14:57:00.000+08:00

wahh...so expensive
the strap of my watch broke
so had it changed
n u noe how much it cost?
$28
!!!!!
but its bcuz my watch is timex
the original one was $99
so now the value of my watch increased
=)
but its still expensive
=(
my watch is 2 pretty 2 throw away...
so had 2 change the strap
....
sigh

anyway..2dae in sch
still the same boring stuff
exams 2morrow
sigh
must go memorise science
sigh
in sch...nothing much
s.s- mrs koh.y.y not here..
the relief teacher was YOUTHFUL n COOL
lol..
i would have lyked her as my teacher
cuz the age gap between her n our generation is closer
=)
had english enxt
rewrite compo
mine was lyk a completely different compo
then had P.E next
did 5 items again
juz realised that i had a range
4 all the items
lyk standing board jump- 140cm- 160cm
incline pull-up-0 -6
sit and reach- 32cm-40cm
sit-ups- 27-33
lol
anyway..nvm
then had science next
no claim stars..
lol...told u that the stars i had in term 1
is the total no. of stars i have in the whole year
=)
anyway...was reminded of the SMOPS
sia..argh..nvm
i dun tink i get 2 go invitational round
den those who r going r..
6 boys n 1 gal
lol
jaz...u will be lonely..
hold on..
MATCHMAKING CHANCE
lol...
jkjk
nvm
but invitational round clash with jaz' RGS science olympiad
lol..
nvm
studied science juz now
my tentative science studying/memorising plan
yesterday- electricity, simple machines
2day- digestive, muscular, skeletal system
sigh
still got a lot 2 go
nvm..gotta go now
bb

2007-04-30T19:13:00.000+08:00

WOW..
SMOPS..GOT SILVER=)
at first..when i went 2 the website
i was scrolling down the pg madly
counting how many rosyth ppl
4 platinum..wasnt much of a surprise
those i expect would got
all got
n they r jaz, jax, sean seet & ziwei
4 the gold one
i got a terrible shock
nearly fell off my chair
but nicholas neo..no offence xD
cuz i saw his name
then i was lyk.."wth"
then i called him
2 give him a scare
i asked him.."u noe wad u got 4 SMOPS"
then he was lyk.."wat?"
i said.."GOLD."
he was screaming at the top of his voice
ranting n raving..(i guess..cuz that's wad sissies do when they r shocked)
much oblivious 2 the curious stares of his maid..
lol
lol
anyway...i continued scrolling down
didnt pay much attention 2 the silver parts
then continued 2 the bronze part
n i thought that i didnt get in
but i wasnt disappointed
cuz i expected that
but then..when i was calling cass
i SUDDENLY FOUND THAT I GOT SILVER
i DIDNT C MY NAME THERE AT FIRST
lol...
yes..i admit i was hopping round my room
screaming
=)
but its alrite cuz i m a GAL..
yes..
=x
anyway..
silver- gary heng n me
bronze, cherie, desiree, dawne, chuen yen
n if i'm not wrong..i did c zachary's name
but he wasnt registered under rosyth
dunno y..maybe he has a clone?
lol
anyway..they say that top 10% go invitational round
or top 200 (whichever is LOWER)
i counted
there r more than 200 in top 10%
meaning..i have to "fight" for the chance to go..
aww...
nvm..
contented liao...=)
cant ask 4 much anyway
since silver n platinum's colours r SIMILAR
WOO=)
ok..no offence, not trying 2 show off or anything
btw..
changed my blogskin
2 shooting stars
cuz at first the skin i wanted
was "my love 4 u"
which doesnt fit me
so i found another skin by the same person
n it is this=)
i spent 2h changing the stuff
editing stuff
lol..
cant be bothered 2 make my own skin
i only noe how 2 make the text on top..
(at the tab there.) change
n also the blogtime n stuff.
insert a moving text there
those 2.i noe
=)
anyway..gonna be a hardworking gal
go do science
revise science
memorise science
=)
bb..i m still overjoyed
though swimming lesson is cancelled
due 2 predicted storms
=(
bb..i shall go 4 a swim later in the evening=)

2007-04-27T17:27:00.000+08:00

after visiting min chih's n nick's blog,
found out that u all had a misconception of my so called "rebuttal"
but i juz wanna say
it is not that 我有大的胆子
or i m daring
is that i feel that wad i did wasnt wrong
n thus i stood up 4 wad i believe in
i didnt mean 2 be rude
so this isnt a case of daring or not
yes..many ppl wouldnt have dared 2 do wad i did
but the problem is that..
mr grosse admitted he has made a mistake
n i dun wanna harp on it any longer
but if in a different scenario
i get scolded 4 something i did do wrong
i wouldnt have rebutted..
but nevertheless...adults arent rite all the time
i was merely stating my p.o.v
but anyway....
sigh..nvm
ppl tell me 2 看开,
i already tried
close one eye, close both eyes,
how?
is it bcuz i cared 2 much about wat's happening aroud me
that i have become the middle of everything?
i dunno..
i juz wanna get away from all this..
yes..
想开isnt that simple
i juz cant bring myself 2 ignore the mess
let nature take its course?
i tried 2...
but has it taken its course?
no..
in the end..
i still have 2 depend on myself
2 clear up all those mess
sigh...
anyway..juz played piano 2 destress
played rondo alla turca
the part where the octaves..
no..juz octaves still alrite
but when the 2 notes of an octaves r seperate
i will go crazy
juz realised that dunno y
now i <3 playing piano
maybe its lyk..beautiful love..the song i m crazy about
there's one part
我失去过，才珍惜拥有
last time used 2 take piano lessons 4 granted
now then wanna learn
2 late
sigh
anyway...decided to learn the whole sonata of ronda all turca
by myself..
n play it 2 my mum as mother's day gift..
creative rite?
lol..jk..i'm not that egoistic..
but anyway...in my previous post
i was 2 concentrated on my anger
den to say other things that happened
4 fri..
badminton was cancelled
but none of us knew
cuz we all heard as "badminton was on"
instead of off
sia..
anyway...stayed back
didnt find out till it was 1.30pm..
yesterday i checked..
they said there was
but this morning..
they pasted a piece of white paper over it
n said it was cancelled..
argh..
anyway, took turns 2 play against weiting n rachelle
n my badminton is as horrid as usual
then 2pm++ went2 library
intended 2 find rachelle at first
but i tink she went home..
in the heavy rain
so i did last q of maths
finished my hw
weiting came
she did a while of hw
then we went up 2 canteen
bought drinks
sipped at my fruit punch listlessly
staring at the rain
lol...
then the boys came
stole kacang puteh from them
acted kind to "help them look after"
but actually..we stole food
then went down
wanted 2 buy kacang puteh
but long queue
when we were about 2 turn away
i heard hu lao shi's voice
decided to give her our support
so we bough kacang puteh
then weiting went home
left me..
walking around in IBC
w8ted 4 my sch bus
went home..
sat
went tll
4 lunch..i ate chicken chop spaghetti again
ate it 4 the 4th time that month
lol
then went chinatown point 2 meet my mum
2 book the travel packages to korea
but somehow..my mum
with no sense of direction,
couldnt find us
so i said she needed the gps..global positioning system
lol
eventually found us
dunno whether go 8 days or 6 days
cuz 8 days 2 expensive..
but got jeju
then 6 days..can save a bomb of around $1000++ for the three of us
my mum was so fickle-minded
sigh..
went to SA, ASA, kang tai, CTC
u noe i noticed an interesting sight at the CTC office
there r only males working there
lol..weird rite?
in teh end..
didnt book
cuz d 6 days one
very boring
somemore..waste a whole day at hot springs/spa
which neither of us has any interest in
so went home.
wrote compo
slept
sun
woke up
with mcdonald big breakfast w8ting 4 me
my dad woke up early 2 buy it
aww..so sweet..=)
then went for tll
while my dad went 2 book
then came out early
but dad not there yet
so w8ted 4 quite long
juz when i fished out my handphone
dad reached
n he recounted his grandma story
at first he already went 2 book at kang tai
then my mum called him
say book SA 8 days
but then my dad went
no package already
since the vacancies r filled up
sia
then dad went back 2 kang tai
was about 2 book
but the person not there
found another lady instead
n finally got it book..
lol
gd that i get 2 go korea
it is on 1st june...nite flight
an yan also going eh
on same day
hope it will be the same flight
=)
its a sad thing that cant go jeju
but my dad was lyk
u wanna go jeju 4 honeymoon ah? (cuz jeju is famous 4 honeymoon place)
then i was lyk "=,="
no.i wanna go c teddy bear museum..cuz got goong
aww..sad
then another horrible thing is that got
HOT SPRINGS
means must walk around naked
yuck..sick
anyway...the morning b4 the hot springs
get 2 use the hotel facilities
including BOWLING ALLEY
SWIMMING POOL
lol..
2 bad my dad n mum cant swim
n they dun have swimming suits
i gonna bring my new arena one
grey n pink..=)
gd thing that still got winter sonata fliming place
n the everland
sad thing..lotte world closed (天国的阶梯 fliming area)
then change with dunno wat show
weird
nvm..
i was learning korean juz now
korean's easy 2 learn=)
now revising science
my dad was asking me
was i revising on my own
or was that my teacher's hw
then i said on my own
he said..gd gal..
buy billabong bag 4 me in korea
i said...its EXPENSIVE..
n no pt buying
lol
anyway..gonna continue 2 be a hardworking gal
oh yeah..btw..was juz reminded of a joke
that nite..
i was telling nick..
i gonna be a hardworking gal n revise science
then he said.."me 2"
LOL..u get teh joke?
he gonna be a hardworking GAL
lol...he admitted himself that he is a GAL
come on..face the fact..he is a gal
4 that..i dun need cass' persuasive speech
i already noe it
=)
bye
gotta go
be hardworking=)

2007-04-27T16:44:00.000+08:00

UNLUCKY DAY
I HATE TODAY
WAT HAPPENED TO ME?
WAT HAPPENED?
first..
in the morning
i have mr grosse scolding me 4 no rhyme nor reason...
cuz we were having lesson (enlgish) the first thing in the morning
then many of us were sleepy
but i was FULLY AWAKE
however/some others were not..
anyway..
after the lesson
YT N I asked mr grosse
when r we going 2 get back our persuasive speech marks
he said he will tok 2 us individually about our marks later
then we said ok
but after p.e,
during english
mr grosse scolded ME
SAID THAT ALL I CARED IS ABOUT MARKS
BUT IT IS NOT TRUE
HOW COME THE OTHER CLASS ALWAYS GET IT BACK FIRST
N THEY WILL START BUGGING US ABOUT OURS
N HOW DO ANSWER THEM?
I JUZ THOUGHT OF IT THEN
AFTER LESSON
NOT LYK WAD MR GROSSE SAID
DURING LESSON
BUT THEN HE APOLOGISED
SAID THAT HE VENTED HIS ANGER
BCUZ OF THINGS THAT OTHER PPL DID
BUT Y ME? Y ON ME?
I THOUGHT IT WAS A HARMLESS QUESTION
AFTERALL, WHO WOULDNT WONDER ABOUT THEIR MARKS AFTER AN EXAM
BUT IN FACT, I HAVE QUITE FORGOTTEN THE PERSUASIVE SPEECH
UNTIL RACHEL TOLD ME HER MARKS
YES..I UNDERSTAND THAT MARKS R JUZ A SNAPSHOT
THOSE WHO KNOW ME WELL SHOULD NOE THAT I DUN CARE ABOUT MARKS
OR IN OTHER WORDS, COMPLACENT
sigh
anyway..was holding back my tears
telling myself
cannot cry in class...cannot cry
n that i would go home n cry
sigh
then. after badminton
on my sch bus
some ppl said bad things about GE
THEY SAID "THIS GE GAL SITTING AT THE BACK (ME).....GE PPL R ..."
n said bad things....purposely loud enough 4 me
2 hear the front part....but not the bad part
I REALLY DUN UNDERSTAND
WAT'S WRONG WITH US BEING IN THE GEP?
LYK WAD DAWNE SAID
WE JUZ TOOK A TEST
N SHOWED SOME RESULTS
N GOT IN
THAT'S ALL.
WE R NOT EXCEPTIONALLY GIFTED OR WEIRD
WE R NORMAL PPL
WE R HUMAN BEINGS
WE R P6 STUDENTS
WE BREATHE, WE RESPIRE
WE DUN LYK HOMEWORK
WE DUN LYK BORING LECTURES
WE DUN LYK EXAMS
WE LYK 2 PLAY
ISNT IT ENOUGH 2 PROVE THAT WE R HUMAN BEINGS
NOT ALIENS?
MANY MAINSTREAMS THINK THAT GE STUDENTS R PROUD
YES..SOME MAY BE
BUT DEFINITELY NOT OUR CLASS
WE TREAT THE MAINSTREAMS LYK EQUALS
WE DUN LOOK DOWN ON THEM
THE NEWSPAPER ARTICLES HAVE ALWAYS BEING SAYING
NO..I SHOULD SAY MANY PPL
THAT WE LOOK DOWN ON MAINSTREAMS
BUT WAD IS THE ACTUAL FACT?
THE WORLD HAS BEEN TURNED THE OTHER WAY ROUND
sigh...
went home; cried in toilet
lol..2 destress
if not i would go round disturbing ppl
n i tink its pretty impolite
sigh
then i wondered..
y is heaven so unfair 2 me 2dae
n yt, unfair isnt getting a maths question
but then i told myself
unfair or fair
sad or happy
i would still have 2 carry on with my life
so y not be happy?
perhaps bcuz of my grp problems
i have changed
yes..
4 the better
sigh
but anyway..
sometimes i do wonder
y is it so tiring to be zibing?
y cant i be any other normal person?
sigh
but i got no choice
cuz i'm me
nothing will change that
n i must be contended
if not i would never be happy
=) *shrugs
sigh
n another thing i learnt
is that no matter how upset i m..i must control myself
in sch..i have 2 fake that..i m the "peacemaker"
at home..no matter how i wanna destress n cry
can only do that in the toilet when bathing
cuz i dun wanna make my family members upset
especially my mum
cuz they care 4 me..
i dun wanna make them upset
then i also learnt that i better not disturb ppl
cuz i do noe that my disturbing skills r pretty gd
n that i could make ppl feel disturbed
so have to pour my woes out 2 my blog..
aww...n 2 my blog readers...
sigh
nvm..i gotta go now
anyway
i must cheer up=)
be happy, smile often=)
学会惜福，懂得知足，才会幸福=)

2007-04-25T15:13:00.000+08:00

erm..now let's c where did i stop..
oh yeah..
continuing from after i got drenched
had a WARM bath...LOL
had voice conversation again
u noe wat..
i tink using ear piece really contributes 2 the deafening of my ears
n so does the horrible soprano singing
=) no offence.
so frm 2day onwards.i gonna put speakers
instead of ear piece

tues
morning
went 2 sch
tok 2 mel..lol
then she was lyk
y i dun wanna continue piano
yes..i noe..
many of u THINK that my piano is gd
n i say THINK
means..it is not true
=)
i noe its wasted..
grade 8 already..then give up
sigh..
but i dun intend 2 become a pianist
or even a piano teacher
it is plainly my hobby
but well..
maybe...
yes..maybe i would have become successful in piano
if not 4 one person
yes..the principal of nafa
sigh..
shant scold bad stuff about this person
but anyway..
according 2 my mum..
my piano was gd when i was young
then bcuz of this person
whenever i go 4 masterclass
she always say..my piano is super lousy
then after every masterclass..
i will hide in teh toilet n cry..
yes..
i admit that i cant really accept failures
but anyway
my piano teacher said that i played well then
sigh..
but i cant blame her totally 2
i m not talented in music
i noe that myself...
n i got out of there in grade 5
cuz 2 stressed..
must practise piano 4 at least 2h per day
i cant do that..
so i gave up...
but now, i have a sudden interest in violin
my mum dun let me learn..
sigh

nvm..continue my post about tues
-only AMEC was fun
cursing cao cao
yes..
cao cao escape
stupid cao cao
slim down cao cao
u r 2 fat
lol
jaz, glor, n i
did the cao cao escape 2gether
in 1min 4s
but really
i dun lyk cao cao
n we were tinking of ways
of how 2 let cao cao have a horrible death
so we asked cao cao
u wanna die or u wanna ask 2 kill u?
LOL
anyway..
i was the "director"
while jaz was the one moving the stuff
n glor is the "waste-time part"
lol..
gonna do it blindfolded
someday..yes
after amec,
played some hopping game with des
black, grey, red , brown..
lol
then went home
voice conversation again
i wanna dawne's mic 2 work
but it cant..
sigh..
prepared 4 oral
sigh..

wed
had oral
I FLUNKED IT
YES..
sigh
sob sob
mr grosse said it was horrible
YES..HORRIBLE
my chinese...
KEEP REPEATING MYSELF
i was soo angry
about 2 scold vulgarities
yes..
2dae..i have language barrier
sigh
then i ALMOST vomitted after sch bus
cuz i was sleeping
then woke up..
half awake....
anyway..
finished my maths n chinese
still got science
but nvm..
gotta go now bb

2007-04-24T17:08:00.000+08:00

sigh..long time no post..yes i noe...(it rhymes)
wed...staybacked...went 2 MINDS...
i really pity the ppl there..
sigh...
so that's y we should 知足
yes...we should
thurs...
cant remember liao...lol
fri...
got chinese back
47.5/ 50
sigh
careless
hu lao shi scolded me AGAIN
cuz i got another "写错字”
then scolded...
"子冰，你知道你本来可以稳拿A* ，不，虽然有这些错字，不会扣太多，但你的总统blah blah 奖学金就会飞走."
AIYO..i dun even expect 2 get it..
really..
not that i m getting complacent..
cuz i ALWAYS was
...
anyway...rosyth's chinese isnt that gd..
yes....as compared 2 other schools
rosyth..is the last..among GE schools..
but who cares?
...
sigh..got home..
had conversation with mei mei n nick
dawne will agree with this
NICK IS SUPER RANDOM N WULIAO
u noe when dawne n i were toking about something..
then he would suddenly say a random fact
n ask us 2 guess the drink..
he said something lyk "honeybees use the sun as compass to navigate"
i guessed the drink was honey..cuz honeybees
dawne guessed it was sunrise...or something lyk that
but in the end
it was a KIDDY DRINK- SNAPPLE
weirdo
then had 2 rush 4 TLL
yes..chrysanthemums..
i died..
=)
sat
went 2 hwa chong thing
COOL..EVERYWHERE I GO..
I C THE HWA CHONG GUY
SHAWN LOW
WOW..
I WANNA DRAW
BUT I CANT
aww..it would be considered as VANDALISING
sob sob..so sad=(
the paper was horrible
dunno how 2 do
i bet i would only get participation
n that means that i paid $30+++
4 A KIT KAT + GREEN TEA+ PARTICIPATION CERTIFICATE!!!!!
WAT DUH
but after that..
rachel was telling weiting a secret
n des n i were little gossipers=)
lol...
sun
went TLL
after TLL
it was RAINING..
sigh..
went home...
did science..
then voice conversation..
COOL...lol
mon..
nutin much
staybacked 4 HCL
n it was RAINING
took sch bus home
GE bus again..
the p4 gal, p4 boy, then joel, nick, n i
sia..u noe everytime i wanna record joel's singing
he always can detect?
...lol
this is not complete yet
as i need 2 go now
the part 2 to this blog post will be continued 2
pls stay tuned..
n gdbye

2007-04-17T17:01:00.000+08:00

GENDER ROLES= GENDER DISCRIMINATION= YAY!
we were having a FUN time
yes..
especially writing the puny word- "male"
haha..
that's only our personal opinions,
so RELAX lah
but they said females r becoming bossy
this is not called bossy
called leadership
ahh....=)

then
wahh....
maths test results back
46/50
aww...
so many ppl got 46
n yes..in particular..
someone whom i cant believe
no offence
but still...
arghh...
anyway...must be CONTENTED
ya..
要知足，才会幸福=)
but i got ONE problem sum wrong
i absolutely noe how 2 do it
but juz that i cant c it at that time
arghh...
angles
i hate angles
i hate angles
anyway...
i have hated angles since p4
=)
then stayback for amec
last lesson for the maths olmypiad thingy
YAY
HORRAY!
was toking 2 zera
about results
then she said if i "surpass" her
she dun mind
lol
but the truth is that
i never wanted to win anyone
ya...
but anyway....zera n i were very courteous 2day
for a funny reason
cuz i borrowed her ruler n eraser
then she need to use it
so i was lyk "sorry"
but she said "never mind"
n this continued for quite a while
until we finally realised how courteous we r
2 a funny extent n burst out in laughter=)
lol
anyway...
gotta go
do my persuasive speech
which is not at all persuasive
bb

2007-04-16T16:45:00.000+08:00

sigh
i was very sleepy 2day
dunno y eh
in the hall...we were playing with my rabbits
n u noe one rabbit is a gay
the other is a sissy?
lol
had s.s first
as boring as usual
was half-awake
half dead
lol
then science..
a video on man and the environment
had english next
did the english skit
my grp got the best acting award
n seriously..i dun tink we deserve it
though ziwei's acting for the
"my mum would kill me and I would be dead meat!"
was GD
lol..
but i taught him that part....
so part of my effort....NO OFFENCE =p
anyway..
had to spray myself with my nike bottle
2 appear SWEATY
lol
the part about the two poles..
the mumble happy feet
n knut the polar bear
was wat i invented during science one day
=p
oh..got a ferrero rocher
actually there's plenty of that in my hse
n i always dun eat...
but nvm....i ate it in the end=)
recess next...
had the chinese extra lesson
according to hu lao shi
我不请自到..but anyway
for the sake of the curry buns
i came
=)
very few ppl
all those forgetful ppl forget
haha...
u noe that the curry bun was soooo delicious
mouth-watering
aww.....feeling tantalised?
=)
had maths next
boring nets
i hate nets
i hate nets
...lol
mrs koh said she gonna return ct2 papers 2morrow
i bet i failed
but she said no one failed
so i would at least get 25..
...
anyway...gotta go now
write persuasive speech
so..bb

2007-04-15T16:45:00.000+08:00

fri...
visit from towner garden sch
lol..i was literally cleaning up the floor
while they eat
i cleaned the way mr jeya taught me 2
i'm proud of it=p
then for the crawling thing
in an attempt 2 prevent the gal from crawling underneath
i went underneath 2 "pull" her out
lol..
but mrs koh said "zibing ...y dun u lead the gal?"
i was lyk.."ME?"
lol..
so in the end..i crawled with the gal
but i had 2 crawl n turn back at the same time
lots of friction was caused BETWEEN my leg n the floor
(mrs teo..yes i listened in class...when u say friciton, must have between)
then now there's a SCAR
poor me...poor my knee
aww.....
but for those of u who would be rejoicing when i die
most fortunately..
lyk wad glor said..
i wont die from this scar
=)
n though neither mrs koh nor any ppl noticed my effort
i dun mind...cuz kindness doesnt need reward
n kindness is something u do without requiring reward
aww..i saw those ppl....they r really pathetic
so all the more..we should treasure wad we have
or simply..appreciate whom we r
sigh...

sat
went mcdonalds
ate big breakfast
then went 4 tll
i was doing something sneaky
eating FOOD..
in TLL...
lol
mrs hoon wasnt there
sob sob..
had a young, pretty relief teacher
she's at most 20++
wow..
lol..
then went home
at sun plaza..
there was this freaking irritating lady
who is fat n puts on lots of makeup
yes..like a GHOST
at the bread shop
i accidentally banged into her handbag which was soo big..
that was sticking out
i said "sorry"
but she GLARED at me
n mumbled something
i glared back
fine..
then went 2 buy nasi lemak
met her AGAIN
unlucky me
she glared at me
i glared at her
next, went 2 bus stop
met her AGAIN
the "glaring" began again
then bus 962 came
i boarded
she did the same thing 2
glaring started again
this time..i was muttering vulgarities under my breath
n YES..dun be 2 shocked
i do scold vulgarities when agitated
that lady spoilt my mood...
=(
anyway..
2day- sunday
woke up..
suddenly got an idea 2 write a chinese novel
titled " 雨后的彩虹"
so i shall write this story..
hope it will be published one day

went tll
yeah...then came back
tried 2 draw a carrot 4 the sci toy
but i cant draw in peace
cuz first
rachelle called
then nick msn me
arghh..y when i'm free no one tok 2 me
then when i'm sooo busy
everyone start toking 2 me
anyway...i gotta go
bb

2007-04-12T16:41:00.000+08:00

sigh
2dae for english..
ARGUMENT again again n again=x
cuz after mr grosse left
we were all still doing our work
then yt asked cass n rachelle 2 turn around
but they didnt
n when they did turned around
yt was a bit angry already
n she said..
"fine, since none of u want 2 listen 2 me...i will leave this grp. u r always pushing the blame onto me..n shouting at me!"
naturally..n as usual
i told yt that it was not her fault..not anyone's fault...
sigh..
she said that she wanted "skeleton in the closet"
but cass n rachelle wanted "swim with the fishes"
then she said rachelle said she was selffish
i'm not sure whether rachelle did say that
but i trust rachelle..
cuz she said she didnt say
n i believe she didnt say
simply bcuz..rachelle's my frenz..

yt got more angry
she flew off the handle
flew into a rage
ranted and raved
wadever it is...she got really angry
n then we got cherie kia over
tried to solve this..
but cant
n meanwhile at the same time,
rachelle was having stomach pain..
poor her....
anyway...she joined cherie's grp..
n halfway she asked...
wad idiom r u using
i said "wet blanket"
but weirdly n oddly enough
after english..
she told me that their grp gonna use wet blanket
....
arghh....
but i told myself 2 cool down..
she then said that "gd luck in finding the 4th member 4 ur grp.."
i dun understand....
she insist that we have always been pushing her around
n she said that we have been betraying her
DID I?
MY CONSCIENCE IS CLEAR
ABSOLUTELY
I HAVE ALWAYS ...
YES...ALWAYS
TREATED HER AS MY BEST FRENZ
I have always put myself in her shoes
so therefore..I NEVER BLAMED HER
...
sigh...
so now so how?
i dun care..
i gonna do this script thing
even without her..
cuz 我想开了，
也死心了。
maybe 想开就好
i have already tried my best
n yes..i failed
maybe...
sigh..nvm
i juz dunno
i dunno..but must care
sigh...
i gotta go
sorry 4 this sad post...
blue post
...
i gotta go
bye

2007-04-10T17:26:00.000+08:00

sorry ppl....2 those who had taken my first frenship test
pls RETAKE at http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/223899
cuz something's wrong with my previous test
u all cant redo...(n i made 2 mistakes in my previous one)
worst..still...cant delete
...
lol..so pls redo..k?
thanx so much=)
remember..keep ur original ans hor
i wanna c the REAL results..

for 2day..
received the s.s test results back
24/30..
mrs koh very blur eh
at first...my first q..
i put (2)
it should be (3)
then she marked me correct
i told her it was wrong
so minus 1 mark..
then became 23
then 4 the thailand major economic activity
i said mining..n listed out all the mining types
she marked wrong
i debated with her
n it was correct
so 1 more mark
back 2 24..
lol...
anyway....congrats 2 yt n kim 4 getting 26.5..the highest
=)
ok..gotta go
memorise chinese rao kou ling
n revise maths
bb

2007-04-09T15:40:00.000+08:00

wah...i wrote another chinese essay again..this time..its about friendship
remember its copyrited hor
n mr nicholas neo...
this is NOT written by a reporter
it is definitely 100% written by ME

想开
是的。我想开了。
这几天，我脑海里一直有这个疑问缠扰着我－友情到底是什么？它真的那么可贵吗？
是也不是。是，因为如果我们人活在世界上，如果没有友情，世界会不会变成一个灰暗，冷漠的地方呢？不是，因为难道我们是为朋友而活吗？
她说友情的定义变了。但，一路来，到底什么才算是友情的定义呢？友情－从头到尾，到底有没有定义的存在呢？我不知道。我真的好乱。我一向来都认为我是个好朋友，也以为我尽了我所能。但是，突然来袭的三个字“你变了！“，你知不知道能让我多心痛吗？我真的好乱，脑海里似乎有个龙卷风在袭击。而这一句话，让我像了很久。很久。我到底是不是个好朋友？好学生？好孩子？不知道是不是我多愁善感，还是我想太多了？
最终，我想开了。是，也许我做个朋友是失败了，无法改变她的思想，引她走向正路。但是，至少我试了。我尽我所能了。这样，至少我没有遗憾了。她想要怎样就怎样，我不会太在意了，但是，有一点不变，那就是，不管她怎样，她永远都是我的朋友，因为我相信她的本性是善良的。虽然如此，我还是会继续努力，因为我相信这是老天爷给我的考验，要考我怎样通过我的意志力，坚持下去，而我也深信，船到桥头自然直，雨后肯定会有彩虹，也会有晴天的。
是的。我想开了。而想开的感觉也挺好的。想开－真好。

2007-04-08T18:42:00.000+08:00

erm..
on sat..i was reading mypaper..
then i came across a page
whereby they showed some reporters' blog posts
n the so-called "theme" was " 幸福"
so....我一时兴起，
decided to write an essay on 幸福
which i call it 《幸福论》
i wanna share this with u all
so i put in on my blog
sorry 4 being cheena
but this is COPYRIGHTED
lol
幸福。幸福到底是什么？是午后的一杯茶？是淋雨后的一个澡？是下雨天睡的一个午觉？是考试得第一名吗？幸福有个量词吗？幸福数的来吗？

这些问题，我都还在寻找答案，但我肯定的是－谁都渴望幸福。不管是一个有钱的富商，贫穷的农夫，上班的父母，读书的学生，谁不想得到幸福？

但幸福的定义却随着不同的人转变。一个富商的幸福也许是成为全球 Forbes 排行榜的首富, 而一个穷人的幸福是能好好的吃一端饭。

那为何我们要追求幸福？答案很简单－我们认为幸福是开心。但是，人毕竟是人，会贪心，不知足。试问一个富翁，他幸福吗？也许他说他幸福，但他也可能不幸福，关键就在于对他而言，什么是幸福。也许他认为幸福是能赚大钱，住大房子。但也许他认为幸福是能结婚生子，老后享清福。

幸福的秘诀就是要懂得知足常乐。没错，不知足能化为一种推动力，引我们向上，但水能逆舟，也能浮舟，可惜往往我们在得不到某个程度时，却反而不开心,那是多么不值得的！

最后，这个问题经常缠扰着我－幸福难道真的只能曾经拥有，不能天长地久？

2007-04-05T18:24:00.000+08:00

well..nick..how "rite" u r..i will write this thousand word essay..千字文..on my blog now..
it was a fateful day.. (on friday)
6.45am- I CAUGHT THE SUNRISE..IT WAS SOOOO BEAUTIFUL
i was sleeping on my bus when i suddenly woke up..n i saw the sun rise
not my first time though..
but its nice u noe
7am- sat in sch..half awake..reading my book
7.20am- yt came back..rather angry with the other prefects cuz she said they were not "training" the "new" gal (not really new since they said she has raised the flag once)...she asked me if she could sit down..i said "yes, of course"...
7.25am- cherie came to ask yt to go there...juz stand there only..yt refused too...i tried to persuade her 2.n eventually she went
7.35pm- yt came back after flag raising, said that the "new" gal did not really raise "properly" as the flag stopped a bit..but the truth is..who can raise the flag "perfectly"..well, except Cherie of course.
Now, the others (prefects) finally knew how much stress I go through each day...
but anyway..she's my friend..so i have no choice....=(
but..sooner or later..i would go crazy..YES.. c.r.a.z.y if it continues to be lyk this..
7.45pm- were divided into grps ..my grp was jaz, cass, norman, shawn, ziwei..
not bad..except that they r obsessed with CORRECTION TAPE..yes..CORRECTION TAPE
cuz jazlene took norman's correction tape out 2 play with..
as the correction tape is rather special...hard 2 find
then she opened it cant fixed it back
cass, shawn, ziwei tried to fixed it back
n in the end..we spent all the time trying to fix it back..
lol..
9.45am- u noe i always tink its VERY weird..sometimes..at a moment..no one calls "zibing"
then of a sudden..ppl call "zibing this"..zibing that..
LOL
11.30am- music lesson n blah..had to sing the song..my arpeggios is TERRIBLE..lol
12.30pm- last lesson b4 the chinese thingy..n it was maths..
argued with joel that we no need to change place cuz mrs koh already said so
but he refused to listen..=x
then broke a world record by transfering my handphone from my bag to my pocket in 5s..n rite under mrs koh's eyes..(mind u..i was sitting quite in front eh)...but so did yt n nick lah..
2.30pm- the chinese language quiz thingy..horrible..
for the first 开门见山...we did terribly
cuz i dunno how 2 translate them..sia
argh..
then the second one was even worse
dunno a lot..memorised so many 歇后语，谚语,
in teh end..NONE came out
in fact..the team add together memorised 100++ 歇后语!!!
then the 1st q i wrote 眼不见为净...they say it was 眼不看为净!
THEIR ANS KEY IS OBVIOUSLY WRONG
i ask my mum, my aunt (a chinese journalist), even check hansheng dictionary
ALL SAY 眼不见为净!
the third one was worse
i should have 跳faster..
argh..
the pyramid thing was not bad
except for my 热锅上的蚂蚁
i will NEVER use that phrase again=p
the rest cherie guess quite pro
but nanyang..more pro eh
lol
anyway.i ADMIRE seanseet's courage
to come up n bang into the stage
n say 小指!!!..LOL
actually it is called wei zhi..
but anyway...
thanx to sean seet
if not we would have gotten 29...instead of 39
but 39 is less than half of nanyang's score
a whooping score of ours indeed..=x
让我没脸见人..direct translation= no face see ppl
then came back 2 sch
we played poison ball..
yeah..dawne was rite
the OFFICIAL P6 GE GIRLS 2007 POISON BALL
well..except cherie..but nvm

friday
did nutin..yeah practically nutin
tried to persuade my dad to go 4 a jog with me
but then the weather was 2 hot
in the end..went sun plaza to wait for my mum..
when we were walking 2 the bus stop..we saw the bus come
so we were running lol...for a short distance only
then met my mum at the MRT
my dad was saying she would come down from the escalator at the rite
but i said she would walk down the stairs at the left
in teh end u noe wat?
she came down by the LIFT...xD
then we went to teh travel agency
my dad wanted to go for holiday
i said no
lol
i dun wanna go 4 holiday
waste of money eh
last time..i go 4 holiday once per year
but its a TERRIBLE waste of money
i noe i noe..=p

today
woke up quite late
then did nutin
went for TLL
my mock test part a was horrible
but my guessing rox
yeah
i guessed 4q n got 3q correct=p
overall got 16/20...
mrs hoon said that it was bad for zibing but gd for megan
UNFAIR eh..
same score got difference meh?
lol....
then went for lunch
elaine was begging to eat lunch with me
i said..no..cuz i was eating with my dad
lol...
went home n did the TLL hw..
dunno how 2 do..
nvm..ask jaz help me check on mon
oh yeah..juz remembered something
i saw a notice in the newspaper 2day
the piano/violin competition in december
so this was the one nick was asking me
i actually wanna participate
but this year got PSLE
n somemore.i already quit piano
cuz my teacher 2 expensive
....*shrugs*.unless i go look 4 a teacher
.but my mum would most likely say NO
anyway...i was looking at the website juz now
the past year winners
WAH LAO..ALL MY EX-NAFA FRENZ (weiling, guan wei, amanda)
how i wished i could be part of them....=(
if i didnt quit...maybe i would have a chance
but anyway...if i didnt quit..i may not be able to get into GE...
so its lyk..*shrugs*...
anyway..i already said that i'm not talented in music
so perhaps i shall juz concentrate on being a lazy person
yeah..=p
n oh..today's jaz, nick, theora n mr grosse birthday
wat a wonder..to haf 4 ppl who know each other (maybe)
to celebrate birthday..
lol...
bb..
gotta go 4 dinner
p.s i juz broke the 1000 words record.

2007-04-04T17:06:00.000+08:00

2 days no blog.cuz i was really busy
yesterday
nutin much
yt got angry again
when playing five-in-a-row
she said that rachelle cannot erase after she wrote
but i did that 2=x
sigh..i tried to pacify her
n eventually did
but during recess..
she pretented to hold out a microphone
n asked me "who r my best frenz?"
then i listed a lot..almost all the gals
she asked were they in any particular order?
i said no.
she then asked- why do i lyk cass as a best frenz?
i said..i dunno..cuz we were often 2gether..so we became gd frenz "naturally"
...
is she jealous?
maybe i'm reading too much into this..

then amec..
reached home at 4.30pm
my sch bus was horrid again
with joel trying to argue with sonia..
...
2day
nothing much
yt didnt get angry 2day!!!!
had the 1.2 km run
my timing was not bad..
i was the 4th gal..(excluding jaz n min chih who didnt run)
timing was 7.12 or 7.20...dunno leh..either one
at first i was third..
rachelle was quite behind me..
then last 50m..she sprinted lyk xiao
eventually..she won me
lol
but i won the senile guy!!! (his timing was 7.24)
cant believe...cuz last year i was far behind him
maybe this year my legs grow longer?
lol...impossible lah
i tink its bcuz this year..very unlucky..
everytime when i walk back home..halfway..sure rain
then i would have to run back home
cuz no time to open my umbrella
n it is quite a distance from the guard hse to my hse
so.. i have to run nearly every day..

but anyway..fungi attack again...sob...sob
bcuz of the sweat..i always have fungi infection on my face after P.E or badminton or swimming
then it will be red...(not lyk sean seet's red though)
sigh..\

oh..i forget to add that b4 p.e,
we had english
n everyone were looking lyk we juz ate a sock
mr grosse asked y
we all said dunno
he asked if it was the mid-week blues? morning blues? lol
actually..partly it is
but anyway..i juz feel tired..especially during s.s
i have been trying to draw the Adidas sign with a highlighter the whole week
during s.s
I JUZ REALISED THAT FOR THE ADIDAS LOGO..I KNOW HOW 2 DRAW LIAO!
lol....overagitated..
=p
gotta go..
byebye=)

2007-04-02T17:54:00.000+08:00

sigh..
i dunno..
but i tink we ought to be contented with our lives
this few months,
i tink i have grown up quite a lot..
learned to be CONTENTED with what i have
for only when we r contented..
we will be truly happy. =)

2day....yt got angry again
during science lesson
i dunno y..
she flew off the handle
n this..is no JOKING matter
and may i repeat this again,
IT'S NO ONE'S FAULT IN THIS.
she got quite upset with me n cass
she thinks that cass is sucking up 2 me..
so..CASS I HATE U...lol..JK...=p
she thinks that cass is getting in between me n her
maybe its' insecure..
maybe it's jealousy
maybe...i dunno.. *shrugs*
she said i became more competitive...
m i?
yt..wad is ur definition of competitive?
u may not haf realised this change in me
but in p4..i was more concerned about marks
i remembered clearly that for my first maths post test in p4
i got 70++ only..n i was pretty upset
but nowadays..i could better overcome those
for i noe that i must learn to be contented
yt..u noe that when u got 55.5/60 for science
cass n i were really happy
truly happy for u
i dare SWEAR that i have always wanted the best for u
cuz u r my TRUE-BLUE friend
n cass is not sucking up 2 me!
ok..even if she is..(sorry cass ah..NO OFFENCE)
though i really dun tink she isnt
y cant i have more than one best friend?
rachel, melissa, kimberley, rachelle, yt..i really treat all of u as best frenz
n many other ppl..i treat all my frenz equally
n yt..u must get tis clear..
i HATE to see u unhappy
cuz U R MY BEST FRIEND

yt..tell me wat i can do 2 make u happy!
i m willing to do anything..(though not to the extend of sacrificing my life)
u may tink that i dun treat u as a frenz
but i REALLY DO
i dare PROMISE ( i shant use swear such a strong word so often)
that i really treat u as a frenz..a best frenz
if not y would i care about u?
i can always tell the teachers..n let them solve this
but i DUN WANT 2 cuz i dun want u 2 be upset
u get me?
u may tink that no one cares about u
actually we all do ...u noe?
even some boys actually..=p
but i shant list them in case they kill me =)
anyway....u noe that if u really go jump down..
who will be upset?
ur family..ur teachers..n OF COURSE..UR FRIENDS!
yt..we MUST REALLY LEARN TO BE CONTENTED WITH OUR LIFE
at least we have our four limbs
we have our family members
we have friends
those r all things that we actually take for granted every single day
u noe every morning we wake up
we ought to be grateful that we r still alive..
u noe that some orphans r really pathetic?
u juz need to watch tv 2 noe all that!
so my mum has been always teaching me from young
that we must learn to be grateful..n contented
so some Christians have the thanksgiving day
though i'm not a christian..
but i also noe that we must be grateful for all we haf now
by the time u lose them..it will be too late to even regret

btw..i also got back my piano results
109/150...HORRIBLE..TERRIBLE..DEFINITELY NOT INCREDIBLE =p
but anyway....i should be CONTENTED
cuz i dun practise often
it is called getting a taste of my own medicine
but anyway...NICHOLAS NEO..
THE MONEY IS SAFELY IN UR POCKETS
so u should "REJOICE"..
i noe i'm evil..but pls..DUN SCORE ABOVE 90 FOR THEORY
IF NOT I WILL GO BANKRUPT=p
sia..u noe y i got so lousy?
cuz of my AURAL..+ 2ND N 3RD PIECE
my first piece- 26/30..not bad..
2nd n third..i shant say..but its TERRIBLE..n i tink i failed
cuz u noe y..
everytime i always practise the first piece
ARGH...
my aural...FAIL..as usual=p
it doesnt matter anyway..
my scales - 17/21...i got the same score for 4 years
sia
but my sight reading...i got 19/21..wow....(sorry for being boastful but anyway)
terrible horrible..but must be CONTENTED
lol....next time when i grow up
i dun tink i wanna be counsellor already
2 much stress.....
cuz if i cant even solve my problem
how do i solve other people's problems?

so nvm..a final note b4 i end
to all ppl who r reading this
LEARN TO BE CONTENTED
only when u r contented
can u truly take what life offers.
n yt..if u r reading this.
i juz wanna let u noe that
i already tried my best as a frenz
maybe it's heaven's way of testing my determination
on how could i go through all this with my unwavering determination
but i will continue trying..
n i shall never admit defeat..never ever

2007-03-30T19:19:00.000+08:00

Continue frm my previous post..
actually i dun really noe wat friendship means to me.
i dun tink its lyk juz a plate of rice
or is it a pillar
but for one thing..i'm VERY SURE
if everyone in the world does not have frenz
the world would be a lonely place to live in
SERIOUSLY..ya.
and as a friend,
a TRUE friend,
i think that i would wanna my frenz to be happy
duh..i tink all TRUE frenz should feel lyk this 2
but at the same time
we shouldnt get too bothered about frenz
however, when someone who's sitting next to u
4 most lessons..
is angry wif u
TRUST ME..ur mood will be dampened too
lyk 2day...almost got into an argument 2day
sigh
but with my lame sense of humour
i managed to turn it around=)
but i dun tink this will last long
sigh
i dunno y..i'm so mixed up
anyway..i gotta go..
bye

2007-03-29T19:16:00.000+08:00

Sigh
i cried in sch 2day..but no one noes except cass=x
n for once...the music lesson that i usually liked
was wat i hated the most =(
quote from nick's pm "does friendship matter so much?"
to me..YES n NO
yes bcuz friends r for life
no bcuz i dun live for my frenz =)
lol..
but anyway..pls be patient n listen to my account of the whole story
today..during music lesson,
we were supposed to write a four-liner song
that rachelle wrote one
that was quite gd=)
then mrs teo let us use the organ..
YAY.cass..rachelle..n i were a bit AGITATED
then yuteng was telling us to look at her four-liner
i said.."w8 first"
then maybe.dunno y..she got quite angry
n tore up the paper in rage
n became very angry
i tried to pacify her
as usual
but in vain
in the end...i gave up..
maybe it's my fault
i shouldnt have told mrs teo
i simply told mrs teo that
can we change grps
since our whole grp cant co-operate
she asked y
then i said yt was angry with us
n since she would be happier if she goes to another grp
n as a friend..I DONT WANT TO SEE HER UNHAPPY
then i told her that maybe it was our fault
we didnt quite listen to her..but at least..we told her to wait
it was not her fault too..she cant help it
then mrs teo asked if this often happened
i said..yeah..for the past few months
i m the person in "between" both sides- a mediator
saying "sorry" to both sides
saying "its' my fault"
but I DUN MIND
cuz as long as both parties cant co-operate 2gether
n really work together
i dun mind
but at the same time,
after being the mediator 4 quite some time
u noe that its quite frustrating
i really wanna give up
sometimes i really wonder
y should i bother so much about this
y do i let this affect me so much?
y?
simply bcuz of the friendship
lyk wat mrs teo said..
she never dared to go deep in a friendship
maybe i ought to be lyk that
to be more protective of myself
n not get myself hurt

ok..nvm..let me continue my story
after that...mrs teo tok 2 yt
yt became very angry with me after that
she thinks i betrayed her..
hurt her
MAYBE i did
i really dunno
she said she was trying to control her tears in front of mrs teo
n she cried everyday at home
n she said i changed
i really dunno..i'm very mixed up too
i really failed miserably as a friend
my mum once said that
if i noe my friend was not gd
i should try to change her way of thinking
instead of letting her affect me
cuz that's wat friends r for
but I FAILED
i failed to change her way of thinking
instead..i let her affect me

i hate to c yt unhappy
she was on the brink of tears
so was i
n most unfortunately i was playing rachelle's sad song at the same time
so i told mrs teo i need to go to the toilet
n i pulled cass along
but the real intention was to...CRY
in the toilet
i asked cass...did i change?
she said..yes..but FOR THE BETTER
last time..i cared too much about work
now i could better balance work n play
i asked her..did i fail miserably as a friend?
she said no...
but i wonder y...i really tink i did
but after we got back
yt was still angry with me
then i forgot how we became gd friends again
i tink i was trying to be funny
make some lame jokes
n at the same time..APOLOGISING
but anyway
this has made me ponder a lot
should i do lyk wat mrs teo tell me
dun go to deep into friendship
yt will remain as a friend
but i tink i would work with other ppl..
but anyway....i juz PRAY N HOPE THAT
our grp can break the record of not arguing for four days
=p
anyway....after music..was chinese
we were all trying to study s.s then
then lunch
then S.S TEST
IT WAS HORRIBLE
totally absolutely HORRIBILE
i dunno a lot
n lost about dunno how many marks already
DIE DIE DIE
after s.s..we had maths
then english
during english..
our chinese teacher called cherie n i
n zera
for the chinese language quiz
she gave us A WHOLE STACK OF PAPERS..PLUS THE CHINESE COOL THINGY
2 MEMORISE
i gonna die frm memorising
but we gonna split the memorising parts
so i dun haf to memorise so much
if not...i DIE

i gotta go now..
sorry if this post disturbed u..
but i need to realise my full potential of disturbing ppl
lol...maybe i juz found my talent- in disturbing ppl.

2007-03-28T15:54:00.000+08:00

A few days no blog....so let me try to recall all the things that happened on those days..
n i tink i better delete those stuff from the "memory" in my brains..
as i gotta use it to memorise s.s stuff...S.E.A plus the language quiz thingy...

Monday
Yuteng brought the Japanese girl..named Shiori to school..
she's a nice gal..
i LOVE her addidas shoes
lol
pity she cant speak English
we have to communicate by using the cute little eng-jap dictionary
=p
then we received the report for parents for term 1
N MY REPORT JUZ DIED
I M STILL MOURNING OVER IT
...
cuz for chinese..she put there that i must show greater care in written work
ABSOLUTELY TRUE
but still....
after all the 3 years of receiving these reports.
first time got a tick for the cells that r supposed to be blank
sob sob..
when i got home...
i was again mourning over it
with a sour face =p
then i began DISTURBING PPL again..LOL
looks lyk i juz found my talent..
at DISTURBING PPL
sigh..
u ppl say i'm smart..
but m i?
i dun think so...
anyway...maybe i ought to learn to be contented with my brains..LOL
nvm
Tuesday
did anything happen on tues?
let me c...
erm...i dun tink so eh
except that after amec
my school bus uncle changed again
i took another school bus home
that sch bus went to the mimosa terrace there...
is that where ly stays?
n there was this P4 ge girl
who keeps toking non-stop
at first..i had a bad impression of her
she said something lyk in her old sch,
there's always a new craze
n she said she was wondering wat is the new craze now
then one of her bus mates asked
which sch was she from
n she said
from CANBERRA
my old sch...
then immediately..
my impression of her took a 180-degree turn
maybe it is juz that biased
especially towards ppl that i noe...
lyk that girl...
rachel once told me that that girl was the only one in canberra last year to get into GE
but i pity her too..
she lives near my parents hse..
Admiralty drive
she take sch bus all the way home
if i reached home at 4.30pm
she would reach home at 4.50pm? 5pm?
sigh
Today
we had the 0.8km run
i came in 5th..
after ly/weiting/jazlene, min chih (not in order cuz i dunno weiting or jazlene 2nd)
but actually its not very accurate
since cherie sprained her ankle
cass fell down
n glor n rachelle went to help cass
so they were slowed down a bit
i totally believe that glor n rachelle will run faster than me
so nvm
then the HORROR begins
science results- 50.5/60
our class got 4 A* scholars..lol
joel....cherie..an yan...yuteng..
congrats =p
actually i already knew i cant get high
since i realised i got 2 MCQ questions wrong
careless...
but nvm..
not really upset
since the money i bet with weiting n ly
i got no gain no loss= neutral (desiree suggested this "neutral")
cuz i bet weiting n ly will get higher than me
then weiting got higher than me..i got higher than ly
so the money i got from weiting..i juz give to ly
lol
at home..my mum was here
cuz one of her students at rosyth was sick
so had no tuition
then i did english
n memorised the facts/ fats of S.E.A
my mind gonna burst soon
memory card not big enough=p
my brain only 1kb
i need it to be 10kb
lol..
so bye..
i shall now continue to memorise stuff
oh yeah..i should play zhuan shu tian shi too...
so a final bye bye
n bye

2007-03-24T18:12:00.000+08:00

continue from my previous post
saturday
n that's 2day
i went for learning lab
it was FUN
cuz i STRESSED PPL
with my lousy maths
cuz i did very fast mah
n then usually the fastest guy in my class
got very stressed up
n mrs hoon was lyk "good work..zibing"
=p
then i checked ans
i was saying.."i will get all wrong"
then mrs hoon said that i should have more confidence in myself
but the truth is that
i really have no confidence in myself=p
..
then my dad brought me to eat the katong laksa n rasa novena
i ate nasi lemak
but it was so SPICY
i cant finish in the end..
waste food..aww..i noe
..
this is a very short post in comparision with my previous post
but nvm
bye

2007-03-24T18:11:00.001+08:00

Quite long never blog..
Tuesday n Wednesday n thurs..not really anything to talk about
Except the science test..
It was like exactly the same as PSLE questions..
And past year papers
They dun bother to change the questions at all=x
they juz put this q here
put that q there
n let it become a paper=x
n all those days..we did man hua for Chinese
my grping was HORRIBLE
SURROUNDED BY BOYS
EWW…
u noe our teacher let us choose our own grping rite
then I was asking yt..wanna do in pair?
but then that nick n ziwei turn around n say
do it this grp of four lah
I was lyk..“NO!”
but yt said “ok”
so I had no choice
but then that joel joined
n his obsession with my rabbis dog..
was horrible..

nvm..on Friday rite
we continued the man hua thing again
it was terrible
I sustained many injuries
next time if I ever do grp work with boys
I need to buy insurance first =x
“dun learn safety by accident”
that’s wat I always c when I pass by the calrose (dunno how 2 spell)
the one that’s near my hse..
lol
u noe that joel..hit my eyes twice
then nick stepped on my shoe n hit my face
I was DISFIGURED
lol…poor me...
some more must tolerate with their awful soprano singing of “zen me ban”
they say sing to DESTRESS
lol
then our teacher was saying that “子冰的组是最吵的”
duh…with me shouting at them 2 shud them up
n yt screaming at her top of her voice
n maybe “在撒娇？”
LOL =p yt..i hope u wont read this post
dun KILL me =p
but she insisted on colouring the man hua
n we had to give in 2 her
n then whenever we try to take the marker
frm her
she will scream
LOL..wad’s up with her sia?
but despite all the accidents + incidents
we were the FIRST to finish
then our teacher said that
最吵的grp finish..lol
she say that in comparision with other grps
our description was gd
n I wrote it..
=p
but the drawing was HORRID
haha..

then I went for lunch
gave up w8ting 4 weiting lol
n juz walked down the stairs myself
at level four rite..
I was walking 2 the canteen
when I saw joel n nick in front of me
they turned back
n start to walk slowly
well..i already sensed the MISCHIEF behind it
so I walked fast..
n when I past them rite
they shouted “bing bing……”
…
btw..let me announce to the whole wide world
our class ppl got very nice emails
yoyo@yoyo.com (joel)
yiyi@yiyi.com (cherie/cass)
tengteng@tengteng.com (yuteng)
chihchih@chihchih.com (min chih)
yangyang@yangyang.com (NicholaSIE)
got lots more to continue…
…
then for badminton
we had a briefing/ scolding session
sadly..there were only three gals..
sigh..
weiting an yan n me
weiting n I sat at the back
n we were the last few ppl to go in
then I saw nick outside
taking off his shoes..
but IN VAIN
lol..
after a few mins
he walked in barefooted..
with a sock on one leg
lol
he sat down behind us n said that he couldn’t remove his sock..
weird..rite? lol..
then during the briefing..
seanseet was DISGUSTING
with his improper attire
eww….i shant say 2 much about that…
but badminton was bitter-sweet..or sweet-bitter
SWEET CUZ I HAD MY VICTORY
LOL
we were supposed to practice how 2 serve rite
then there r two ppl a n b on each side of the court
then if b wins a..
b takes over a’s place
but if a wins
b will have 2 leave
then Nicholas was a for quite a “LONG” time
I was the last person in the queue
UNEXPECTEDLY..
I WON HIM!
LOL..HE WAS HUMILATED!...lol
public humiliation by a lousy player.
then history repeated itself
on a different person called Darren
lol =x
but every time when I become A rite
I always lose to jek kee eh
cuz once
he hit too close to the net
then I thought it was not over
so I didn’t bother to hit it back
lol
but anyway..
it’s a VICTORY
for a lousy player lyk me
haha..
but if u 2 r reading this..
dun get too agitated=p
I’m INNOCENT
LOL…
it’s PURELY luck
=p
other than that..we did the shuttle run thingy
n I’m really angry with KEITH
Keith was in my grp
then go help nick
UNFAIR
cuz when running rite
it was nick vs. me
but I had a headstart
in the end…I LOST as expected
bcuz of KEITH
it was the last part when running back
then I was about to be faster than nick
when that keith suddenly pick up the cone
n held it..facing at me
I got a shock..
then I slowed down
n let this senile guy win
UNFAIR! n YT..i noe that life is unfair
but juz lyk when u get a wrong in w.s
u say its unfair..
its actually not
but in this case
it is really unfair
with disruption from keith

then we played doubles later
n singles
cuz not enough gals
then at first it was nick+ gary vs. weiting +Norman
I was played singles v.s shawn..we tried to play a vertical one
over the court that weiting n company was using
but we gave up in the end
n juz played beside them
then I went to play doubles
so it became nick n gary vs. weiting n zibing n Norman who helped
then we were saying..
got action..no result
gary n nick always lyk almost hit
then always dun hit
lol..weird
n we had the douched shuttlecock 2
cuz its lyk the ppl at the front
always lyk douched the shuttlecock
lol..
n I got a head concussion (dunno how 2 spell)
cuz weiting hit my head with the racket accidentally
poor me =x..i should have bought insurance on this frightening fri
after badminton,
weiting nick n I went to canteen to get a drink
I juz drank a packet of green tea n ran down to catch my bus
I reached the IBC at 3.20pm
but u noe wat?
MY BUS WENT OFF!
argh…..so u dun say I’m paranoid..
cuz its’ the environment I live in
that makes me paranoid=p
but in the end
another bus uncle called my bus uncle
2 scold him
n then he told me to go outside of the school gate
where I boarded the school bus
…
at home
I CANT GO ON INTERNET!!!
aww….
but this is FATE
n cass..i shant shud up about the fate thingy =p
..
sorry 4 this very long post..

2007-03-19T18:25:00.000+08:00

Back to school
today's the first day of the first week of the second term
but as boring as usual
we had an assembly talk on making sandwiches
by GARDENIA..
...
she was teaching us Food Pyramid
through a dunno-whether-considered-as-cartoon-characters, wat sandy wich...n the other character i forgot =x
but the funniest part was during the quiz time,
she asked a boy what are some of the fruits he can put in a sandwich..
n that guy said...."watermelon"
LOL..
i gonna put the whole watermelon in =p
haha..
then we had science.
my mock test got VERY low..
but nvm..
since i'm always lousy in science..
next, we had english..
nothing interesting..
except for the biab presentations by min chih n cherie
min chih did on jolin cai..
but i tink when they translate it into english
becomes jolin tsai..
n when u pronounce it..
it is really funny
=p
for maths, we went through answers for the w.s
boring..
for chinese..
nothing special
..but for HCL..
yuteng left at 2.30pm for the forum
so i was left with ziwei n nick in my grp
boring..
no one to tok 2..
but...
i almost lost the bottom part of my pen..
but thanx to ziwei n his cat instinct.
i found it..
haha...ty....ty
if not y mum gonna kill me..
=p
that's all for 2day i guess
i need to study science..
bye

2007-03-18T18:10:00.000+08:00

[u]Friday[/u]
i went for TLL replacement classes for maths n eng
first it was maths..
the class was really vulgar..
even in front of the teacher..
they scold each other words lyk
****, ****, *****...n many other vulgar words
lucky i'm not in that class 4ever..
if not i gotta die

[u] Saturday [/u]
WOW! my parents brought me out to Orchard..
we first went to buy swimming suit..
cuz i'm growing out of my old one
but the new one is really expensive
arena one..
$70++
then we went to have lunch..at.....
PARISS INTERNATIONAL Buffet...
it's very nice..
one person $28..i guess..or around there..
then i was stuffing myself with food
DELICACY..
SHARK FIN'S SOUP
ABALONE..
SMOKED SALMON..
n i stuffed myself with 7 puddings 2!
plus lots of cakes..
n ice-cream..
lol...
typical kiasu singaporean...n that's ME=)
.....

[u]Today[/u]
did nothing much...
do a bit of homework..
ya..n that's all..
bye..
gotta go...
school's starting 2morrow..
...

2007-03-16T09:17:00.000+08:00

Wah...i very tired...erm...definitely [u]refreshed[/u] ...
after waking up at 7.30am this morning..
to do wat?
do HOMEWORK..
revise Science
at first, i intended to go for a swim
but i decided to do finish maths first...
sia..
i very stressed ah...
i noe i should try to go out more often.
but where got time to go out?
when i go out...its either i go for learning lab or piano..
but yeah....its true..
when i stay at home, i get bored,
i will start to revise science..
n then when i revise,
i will amazingly find out that i have a lot more i didnt revise
then i will start to get stressed
n panick
n get sick
n vomit.
n that's the end of the story...xD
haha..LOL
but i tink i [u]better[/u]...MUST revise science..
if not i gonna flunk it....
n btw.... parental guidance yesterday nite..
they were buying assesment books in order to let the eldest go into elite girls..
lol....n i tink i'm the opposite..
i'm always the one who buy a whole stack of assessment books at popular
but my mum is always the one who put the assessment books back
so in the end..i have no assessment books in my house..
if that a relief? sometimes yes...sometimes no..
yes bcuz that means i have more time to [u]play[/u]...no to relax..
no bcuz when exams come..i have nutin to revise..
wadever it is...i really must go revise liao...
byebye...=p

2007-03-15T08:58:00.000+08:00

AIYO..
ppl.ah..
dawne..
rainbows do appear after the rain..rite?
it is by ZIBING..
LOL..
i dun mind u using it..
but pls ah..
juz put there by zibing..
if not obviously ppl will tink that i copied u
instead of u copied me..
=,=
n btw...the popup thingy rite...
both of u. =p
some ppl's com will automatically have the pop-up blocked
then ur whole blog cant even load..
that's wat happens to my the other com...=x

nvm...
..
weird...i'm blogging at 8am++ which is now..
early in the morning..
i should have done more homework..
while watching the dance floor yesterday nite
i did my learning lab maths, english, n the maths section c..
oh yeah...MELVIN AND SHARON ROX...in the dance floor...
yesterday nite's one was disco theme
i tink its' tougher for melvin n sharon, vas n pris
cuz they dance international dance
not hip-hop n stuff
but anyway....they did a pretty gd job..
and oh...the J.D.I
i didnt realise it's the short form for Just Do It
until nicholas asked me yesterday
then did I realised it was Just Do It
=p
i tink i better get back to doing homework
this few days...i have been blogging too often
n playing games 2 often..
but anyway..
quote from gary..."Life is pathetic"..
yeah...at least for me..it is.

2007-03-14T18:11:00.000+08:00

OPPS...i juz realised that i didnt post anything about the maths enrichment day on fri..
so i gonna post it now...a belated post..=p
math enrichment day
i was in FERMAT grp....
first, we had the ice-breaking game
though i tink the ice in my grp didnt break/melt
then we had first break..
i ate FISH FILLET
...
then came back..
we had to do grp cheer while others do the name
our grp cheer rox

fermat fermat, is the best
we'll succeed when put to the test
we'll work 2gether as a team
we'll try our best, and we'll win
F-E-R-M-A-T
we'll overcome all difficulties
F-E-R-M-A-T
we'll strive towards VICTORY
the lyrics..i "designed" part of it..=p

n then we had the maths relay thingy..
my first turn was horrid..
cuz i got careless mistake..
then whole grp all wrong..
sorry sia ..=)
then my second one was gd
the only 15 pts in that turn 4 all the grps
n the only 15pts our grp got
then the third one..wasnt my fault
some girl from nanyang got wrong
then everything also wrong..
...
then we had the maths thingy on the projector
our grp..got -5....lol
cuz our grp buzzer...keep pressing
he's a WEIRD guy
then my grp have mathematicians lyk jazlene or dawne
so....obviously.....we got EVERYTHING wrong
except 4 last question..
actually the questions..
some AMEC taught b4
n i FORGOT all..
but Rachel with a photographic memory
managed to answer 4 her grp
so gd 4 her.
but bad 4 me..
then we had the pen-and-paper test
i did one q,..
n i guess it was correct

then lunch..
i ate chicken rice..
n had papaya as fruit..
oh btw..their toilet is bad
cuz dun have toilet paper..
but they sell paper outside
20cents per packet..
aiyo...i'm not that rich..
so had to borrow tissue from rachel
sorry hor=x

we came back half an hour b4 time
then we choreographed the grp cheer
i was the choreographer..
n we did quite NICELY..haha

then we had the 9 stations thingy
going all around..
i LOVE river crossing
cuz i have the game
then my grp let me do
n I DID IT!
but weirdly n pathetically,
my grp's scores were quite low
dunno y leh=p
..
then we had the cheering competition
n unexpectedly..our grp WON
cuz our cheer ROX...
and I CHOREOGRAPHED IT
we got 8/9
while the second highest was only 6/9
but still..
it didnt pull up our cheer much
in the end..
we were the 5th/6th grp...
sigh..
on the way home.
we were crazy over the concentration/constipation game
blue-blue-pink pink
that's dawne n me..
=p
lol...
then i went back home..
yeah...
n that's all i guess..

anyway..that's all that i can remember..
considering that all this took place last fri..
...

2007-03-14T16:33:00.000+08:00

sigh..
today, i didn't do much
i wrote the shaded area 1 out on foolscap
i wrote the du shu bao gao..
btw...i did my du shu bao gao on the little prince
its' a nice book
i read it when i was eight
but as i reread it...
it has become not only any other fairytale story
but definitely something more than that
n i finally understood why ppl cry when reading this book
cuz it is really touching
especially at the end..
when the little prince decided to leave earth
to go back to his planet B612
bcuz he has a commitment to his rose
.....its' really touching..i almost cried..=p

n oh..the science toy..
i dunno wat to do for it..
i have absolutely no idea
maybe i should take my hello kitty toy
n modify?
or take the ideas?
i'm really not sure eh..

oh yeah..i also played games 2day...with nicholas
n i won TWICE..
for the uno thingy...i cant believe i won TWICE in a row..
n ended the game.- it's my record!
then reversi..i won 2!
haha..
but 4 minesweeper....most UNFORTUNATELY...i lost.but nvm
then i found out that for minesweeper...i won 9 times..n lost 18 times
sad thing..but dawne very pro eh...
she got much more wins than losses..
haha..

ok....i better go do science now..
p.s do u tink i m weird..i on aircon n put on jacket when i can dun on aircon n dun put on jacket?LOL...nvm

2007-03-13T18:13:00.000+08:00

I am officially 12 years old..haha
dawne mei mei is also 12 years old
jek kee di di is also 12 years old
LOL

Yesterday
My birthday was awful...ya
with u guys/gals out there
watching movie
while i was at home
watching dvd....Happy Feet..
which i have already watched b4
sigh
then during lunch
one of my brackets of the braces fell out
wat the.....its 'of inferior quality?
then i called my mum..
she brought me to c dentist
lucky that dentist didnt charge me money
i went back home n did nothing...
called many ppl..but all not at home
so i was juz wandering around in my house
until bedtime..
then did i realise the upcoming science test
so i went to revise science
until i fell asleep

Today
I was doing the scrapbook for biography in the morning
then halfway...nick & dawne came online
den toked to them
and played games
oh btw.. MEAL OR NO MEAL is a nice game
go www.addictinggames.com to play
its' really nice...
lyk the deal or no deal
haha..

suddenly, my mum came during lunch
then i keep locking messenger n unlocking messenger
sorry ppl if i made u all feel irritated

toking about irritated...blu-tack makes me feel irritated
i hate this little messy sticky fellow..- blu-tack
i had 2 use it for bio cuz i wanna recycle scrapbook
but now when i tink of it,
i realise that i should keep the scrapbook for DSA portfolio..
ya hor...
anyway, i invented the new word called blu-tack
its meaning is to make u feel irritated or annoyed
eg. i blu-tack u= i make u feel irritated
eg2. i feel blu-tacked= i feel irritated
eg3. u r a blu-tacker= you always make me feel irritated
I LOVE this word
lol..
btw...my aunt juz flew to chongqing for work
she would be back this sat
i gonna make her buy billabong stuff 4 me
cuz its' CHEAP
haha...
sigh..
i still very bored eh
homework juz makes me feel even more bored

btw...thanx ppl 4 the funny tags..
they really make me laugh
n meimei, dun tantalise me hor..
if not.........
....
another btw....i told u all my mum gonna kill me
if she finds out that i took presents from u ppl rite?
she changed her mind
she said if receiving presents can brighten up my day
i can receive presents
YAY!
so i gonna get presents from dawne, nick, cass, yuteng..
n on their birthdays..i gonna give them presents..
(including ly who has already given me my present)

i gotta go..
bye...

2007-03-12T09:19:00.000+08:00

zibing....SAD BIRTHDAY..LONELY BIRTHDAY

Birthday without cake
Birthday without presents
Birthday without friends
is that still a birthday?

YES..it is..
it is a LONELY birthday
...
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to zibing
happy birthday to me
..
while u all go watch movies..
pls DUN forget me..
the birthday girl staying at home
pathetically playing piano/swimming/doing hmk
...
this morning I woke up at 8am
but i decided to sleep on
since there is nutin 4 me to do
until 8.10am
i cant stand it anymore
cuz..u know wat?
IT'S MY BIRTHDAY
THOUGH IT MAY BE A LONELY/ SAD BIRTHDAY
IT'S STILL MY BIRTHDAY
so how should i celebrate my birthday myself?
going 4 a birthday swim, playing birthday badminton,
playing birthday song, playing online birthday games
hmm...let me tink
i still dunno eh..
nvm...
i shall go SWIMMING
BIRTHDAY SWIM
splash some cool water onto my face...
byebye

lonely birthday

2007-03-11T18:20:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to me..
Happy Birthday to me..
Happy Birthday to zibing
Happy Birthday to me..

My birthday is in one day's time..
but I dread that day 2
it's my 12th birthday
i'm celebrating it alone
without a cake
while u all can go out n watch movies
i will be playing piano
or doing homework
or studying
...
i really wish to go..
but i cant
bcuz my mum says so,..
sigh
this time..on 2morrow
i shall be sitting down in front of the com
chatting to MYSELF on msn
but u all must call me....k?
MUST ok..
cuz my parents wont be in this house
my aunts would be working
then only my grandparents n i left in the house..
i really dunno wat to do 2morrow..
i dun feel lyk doing homework...studying..
nvm...i shall play the happy birthday song..
perhaps, it should be the sad/lonely birthday song..
with no one to celebrate with..
but MYSELF...
but i shall be cheerful..
for birthdays are rare..
ya..they r
we dun celebrate birthdays all 365 days in the year rite?
n furthermore..this is the piggy year...
when it is the next birthday,
i would already be 24 years old
and probably we all wont be friends liao..
and i wont be a student anymore..
but who knows?
so..nvm
btw....this year...i had nearly no presents at all
except for a OP blouse from my aunt..
another I.P zone jacket from my aunt
a hairclip and notebook from ling ying..
and that's all..

sigh..
once again, i shall wish myself a happy birthday
n also not forgetting dawne..
n wishing ly an early birthday...

happy birthday to ME...

2007-03-08T16:25:00.000+08:00

sigh..
i really regret
...y didnt i practise harder??
i FAILED my piano exam
i cant blame on FATE
since i didnt work hard
...

the examiner was very KIND..
cuz he knew that i gonna fail
so he gave me one sightreading piece
with NO key signatures
but with accidentals
n 4 aural
he gave me one that was sooo easy..
but i sang WRONGLY
as usual
sigh...
but i noe that no one can be perfect
so i CHERISH wat i have now
sigh..
i m really stressed up
so sorry if i take some people as punching bags...
u all can juz close the msn conversation window when i complain..
=p
perhaps typing out my complaints will make me feel better
perhaps crying will make me feel better
but i tried both...neither of them helped

sigh..
i only got 30.5/40 for english..
n the senile guy got 31.5/40
if mr grosse accepts the "opinion" thingy
i would have to waste 40cents..
but i rather he mark correct..
then at least my score also become higher..
but my MONEY

sigh.......120 can?
125 very tough eh,..
nvm...forget it
there r some days when i feel lyk i m a failure
n perhaps this is juz one of the days?
but nvm....
cuz again...i must learn to CHERISH wat i have now
in case i wont have them again
n i shant hope to become anyone else anymore
i ought to be contented for being zibing =p

2007-03-07T14:10:00.000+08:00

Sigh..
Fell n felt sick 2day...
During the chinese paper.
my vision blurred
cannot c anything for a while
then i juz dun care.continue to do..
followed by a headache rite after that..
then i felt lyk vomitting..
dunno y..
but i didnt care n went for the totally horrible games day
At first, we didnt get to play
the teacher juz said wait..be PATIENT
...
then..i keep asking the teacher until i tink she got quite fed up with me
but who cares?
eventually..we got to play
but it was Bonus round that is not counted
n it was JANSEN GIRLS...against the GLASGOW BOYS
How can we win?
furthermore...they strike while we field eh,..
but we cant blame jazlene who did the scissors-paper-stone thingy
juz blame on fate=p
but we hit the first person who striked out!!!!
YAY!..that NICHOLAS!
but dunno wat happened..that liang ping ah..suddenly become so gd
weird..rite?
so my theory is proven rite: those boys we can run, dunno how 2 hit the ball
haha..
in the end, glasgow won as ALWAYS
while richards got second..
sigh..
if there is another games' day, i wont take part again
unless they change the format..
it is totally horrible
then, we went back to class
n i accidentally sprayed water on Nicholas..
he was all WET
LOL...sorry hor..i only meant to scare u with my bottle
..不是存心的hor!
i told yuteng n nick that my vision blurred n almost fainted during chinese exam
n yuteng, being a "Specialist" in that area,
immediately recognised that
n said it was migrane attack..
but that nick dunno wat she toking about
n said.."can u give me one...i mean migrane attack"
LOL
FYI, migrane attack is wat happens when someone (lyk me) is under tremendous stress
n it may result in fainting..
nvm..
they both say i m stressed.lol
then can "u" lower it to 120..??pls
afterall..i will definitely pay u back someday lah..
....btw i juz checked it out wat's migrane attack (the actual definition)
n i got all the symptoms..
which means that i really got a migrane attack..
nvm..
in that case
i better not stress myself out
so i gotta sleep
bye

2007-03-06T16:56:00.000+08:00

Earthquake..LOL
Juz now, I felt a slight tremor..for the FIRST time in my life!
During the RI world maths competition,
at about 1:52pm,
I felt the table and chair shake!
My FIRST tremor i ever felt
Not that bad...only a slight one=p

When i went home, my aunt told me that the tremor she felt was worse
cuz she works at Beach Road there...33rd level
haha..

Juz now, as usual, I went to play piano
it was a HORRIFYING experience
i bet the examiner will get so fed up with me
then he would juz put a big fat 0 down there
=p
but i'm really stressed out
i wanna get high.but i cant
sigh..
nvm
i shall not waste my time
i gotta do AA now..
bye

2007-03-05T18:03:00.000+08:00

My piano playing is totally HORRID
HORRID..
I cant even stand my own playing..so how could the examiner?
My fingers always get stuck halfway during the B piece..Horrid Beethoven.
Then for the Scarlatti one..
During the trill, my fingers always get stuck..LOL..then the timing will be off
And for the last weird ROMANTIC (romantic period) piece...
it is not ROMANTIC..haha..
Then there is always this weird dotted rhythm
n my fingers will get stuck again..
LOL..sigh
Then for scales, not that gd either
my chromatic scales...dunno wat happened
my LH cannot coordinate with my RH
so became one fast one slow..
Juz now, nicholas tested me on ITALIAN terms
i cheated=p I went to check babel fish translator.
but at first, he didn't know.he thought i was really that pro..LOL
when i told him the truth..he said CEH..
Actually, i did memorise the whole book for Italian terms..
but now that i dun use it often
it slowly gets wipe out in my brain
=p
nvm..i gotta go
learn tingxie n stuff...
BYE!

2007-03-04T17:19:00.000+08:00

i juz changed blogskin..to a greenish one..
LOL...next time u wanna relax ur eyes..juz go to my blog.and stare at the GREENISH stuff

Yesterday
We had the "renuion" dinner for the 15th day of CNY..we made it one day earlier..
Then i spent my time writing essays for the COMMONWEALTH essay competition
n guess wat? in the end, i found out the deadline was 1st of March..LOL

Today
Went to test piano 4 examination at Querabin Music Cove (bukit timah there)
..then the lady at the counter was lyk "u so young..already grade 8...." ...
That lady said that when i'm sec 4..she will employ me to teach at there!!!!
But it's a pity that its too far away..
Anyway, i dun intend to become a piano teacher so it doesnt matter
Oh, btw..my mum decided to change piano teacher for me after the exam
Dunno change to who eh..but must come to my house..
so maybe change to nicholas' teacher...but it must be CHEAP..haha
my mum calculated the cost for learning piano with my current teacher
n we found out that we could have gone to Europe for 1 month if i dun learn from her!
haha..so we decided to cut down the cost...and go EUROPE..YAY!

Now my grandma calling me to dinner..
Bye!

2007-03-02T18:41:00.000+08:00

Sigh..
I dunno whether to say or not to say...that is the question..sigh

Haha..this is something fun that I suddenly thought of during a conversation with Nicholas..
...I had a bad day, and I feel like breaking free from all this.....怎么办？....where's my 专署天使? Only heaven knows where? ..I wanna run to 千里之外, but 天冷就回来....cuz I cannot 孤胆北半球.... But I can't..I can't take my eyes off the problem...I am a 蜗牛 waiting something to give me wings.....where is my 童话？LOL
THAT'S THE END OF MY STORY..haha
Sigh..I really dunno whether to say or not to say again....sigh..but I need some breathing space..space to sort out my thoughts..and this shall be the place...I dunno whether u will visit here..but I certainly dun want to break ur heart....lol..YU TENG...
YT..if u c this post, I wanna u to understand something..u r my best friend..forever..nothing will change that fact..not anyone..not cass..u get me?
Sigh..you know that I am under a lot of stress? People may say why I bother so much about u lyk as if I am ur mum...but its' all bcuz u r my BEST FRIEND. I don't want to make u unhappy, so watever it is, I dont mind always being the one who say sorry even if I m the one who's rite......I know that u have ur problems..so I cannot blame u..in this matter..we cant blame anyone..not u, not me, not cass, not rachelle..this is something that all of us have to get it clear! You asked me why cass said she was not sucking up to me..I dunno how to reply..not really..bcuz i know that wadever I say..u wont listen..我真的无可奈何..but I must tell u something, cass is my best friend 2..she will never replace u..u get me? It is not really protecting herself..but instead..we dun want to hurt u..You know now we're very scared to hurt u or something lyk that? Cuz we treat u as a friend...Cass wants the best for u..and so do I!..
Ok...I m not sure if u would c this post..so I shant write that much..for other people who write this...I hope u can understand...haha..
Sigh...and I also have piano stress
cuz I bet I will FAIL..but luckily..got MOTIVATION...haha
I shant tell u all wat the motivation is....erm..until 2 years later??
haha..but I gotta work hard..cuz can earn something from it..so y not?
but 125 marks is hard...hard for a person who hardly practise..but nvm..
I SHALL TRY MY BEST!

Ok..that's all for now..
gotta do a lot of things..
p.s birthday coming in 10days.and piano exam in 6 days...wow..i'm sure nervous!

2007-02-22T18:50:00.000+08:00

He bang..
He bang....
MR JEYA BANGS....
....THE TABLE...LOL
Yeah...he did that in class 3 times today..
And I certainly believe that is not his record..
LOL
sigh..
I think he thinks that our class=noisy=talkative= likes to talk back= rude= hard to control
ARE WE? MAYBE we r...
but who knows?
And oh btw...ly did a heroic deed today....*claps*
Cuz when sean seet was arguing...no it should be debating with SAM Jeya,
he blurt it out that everyone has complains about SAM Jeya
And SAM Jeya started asking everyone..starting from the first girls group...INTERROGATION.
It was ling ying first..(dunno whether its' considered as lucky or unlucky)
She said (something lyk this),"We are not used to have teachers shouting at us or banging the table to keep us quiet."
Then SAM Jeya was like, "Then how do you expect me to keep you all quiet?"
Ling ying said (something lyk that again), "You can keep quiet for a while, and after realising about that, we would keep quiet."
But SAM Jeya went on, saying that he did not mind WASTING time to keep us quiet, but.....
sigh..
I really wanted to raise my hand and tell him "A word of advice, if you would like to understand the ART of keeping us quiet, you should go to observe mr grosse' class, or any other of our teachers."

And this leads me to something
He thinks that we are talking back..wherelse we think that this is a healthy argument,
well....in this case, I think that we r not being RUDE....
to me, it is like debating.
perhaps, to him, our class is hard to teach becuz everything he does, we have something to say
, but that's NOT THE TRUTH!
I admit that many of us have our own ideas and opinions,
but certainly, we didn't mean to talk back or be rude..
Also, when Sean Seet asked a question..
he said that the question was silly
y? he said that Sean Seet did not listen in class
Is he jumping to conclusions?
To tell him the truth, though I was paying 101% attention to him,
I still didnt understand wat he was toking about!

sigh..that's all for today...well, i guess thursdays r always lyk that..*shrugs*

2007-02-20T11:50:00.000+08:00

I LEFT MY NIKE WATER BOTTLE IN THE OTHER HOUSE!!
MY DEAR DEAR WATER BOTTLE..i CANT LIVE WITHOUT U!
LOL

Sigh...for once, I need counseling..
Feeling so blue on 2nd day of CNY...
Got scolded by my mum yesterday
She thinks that 我在年初二给她摆一张臭脸
Sigh..
She thinks that I am against her watching tv shows
She thinks that I cannot concentrate on playing piano, or doing homework, or doing portfolio
INDEED..i havent been able to do anything yesterday
Maybe everyone would have their bad day...
And indeed, today is my bad day...I feel so unhappy..
Especially without my nike water bottle
I somehow dun want to go to school
dunno y.=p
sigh...
I really suggest u people dun read my blog
cuz I would bring ur gd mood down
which also means that my posts r rather "influential"
haha..
nvm
I locked myself up in the room..
refusing to eat FOOD.
yeah...cass would want to eat it though
but I cant teleport it to her
I dun feel like doing anything
maybe this is wat they call a mental breakdown
sometimes, when people work n work or study n study too much
they will break down sooner or later
n I juz BROKE DOWN..HAHA
lol
sigh..i dun want to go to school
dun want to face the deadline for portfolio best work 2
dun want to face my maths results
dun want to face my grp arguments
for once n for all...i wanna give up
give up everything...
sigh..
people..sorry for this gloomy post again
watever it is,..i still wish u all a happy CNY..

2007-02-19T19:21:00.000+08:00

I'm really ANGRY and FRUSTRATED.
I HATE EVERYTHING!
Sigh... it's the second day of CNY and yet I'm so unhappy :(
I havent done tons of homework.
PORTFOLIO!
I got an idea at first...something about CNY customs- Fact or Fiction?
I even wrote a script about CNY customs and blah....
I even decided to shoot a video on it
I even.....
Whatever it is, my plan backfired...
I called my aunt to ask her if she was willing to act.
She said YES
I told her about asking grandpa n grandma to act
She said YES, BUT NEED TO ASK
Then, while I was so happy, thinking that I finally could complete my portfolio
She called, and said GRANDPA GRANDMA refused to act in my video
The news hit me like a bombshell
I was totally shocked.
And disappointed
I couldn't continue the script without my grandparents acting
neither could I edit the script to make it without my grandparents
Then, I went out to tell my parents
You know what they said?
Your ideas are always WEIRD!
R THEY TRYING TO "火上加油"?
I stormed into the room and slammed the door shut.
And locked the door too.
Sigh, and now here I m, blogging
hoping that everything would turn out right.
There r times when I felt I am so lucky..
but now, I feel that i m so unlucky...
难道我就不能心想事成吗？
Sigh...and you know wat my parents did?
They juz ignored me and continued watching TV.
Sigh..maybe my ideas r weird..
maybe this is what I am "gifted" in?
Previously, I had an idea for portfolio
It was to design my own IR..and build a model of it
my parents were saying I'm so crazy..
maybe I M
of course, that plan backfired too...
so nvm..
sigh
I am so stressed up by everything
And oh, btw, 8th March is my piano grade 8 exam
I gonna fail it
I gonna fail everything
My maths test gonna fail too
My portfolio gonna fail too..

toking about maths test and portfolio, I suddenly realised ....am I so kind and helpful? Always 提他人着想....
有些时候，我觉得我真的累了..
I really think I'm tired..
being a kind girl, always helping others
like for maths...I helped that Nickels..[not really lah], now I'm not even sure if I would get the treat of a drink
for portfolio..I gave people ideas..and in the end, I had NO ideas myself.. [people..don't think that I'm blaming u all..ok? It's not ur fault..I can only blame myself]
So sometimes, I really wished I could be more selfish...
My mum always used to say, we should help people..but we shouldn't let them rely on us..
Well...up to this very moment, I totally agree..
Now..my head is full of "if-only[s]"
If only...
I have kept more portfolio ideas for myself
I have worked harder for math test
I have practised harder for my piano exam
Sigh....so many "if only[s]", but none of them could come true..
And nickels, now I do agree that dreams may not always come true
Maybe I had been living in the fairytale world for the past few months..
juz bcuz I didn't meet any setbacks?
Sigh..now i'm facing it..facing REALITY that dreams do not always come true
but hold on...I think that they may come true
LOL...nvm..at least after writing this post, I feel much better...
Really sorry to post such a pessimistic post on the 2nd day of CNY...
Sorry hor!

2007-02-18T16:36:00.000+08:00

Happy CNY to all!
haha..i'm writing this on the very first day of cny.
Yesterday, I ate the renuion dinner at my grandma house.
The abalone was WONDERFUL! but when I was eating abalone, I felt a sharp pain in my tooth...dunno why..I think I got a decayed tooth again all because of BRACES..
The shark fin's soup wasnt that nice...probably becuz it was not sticky enough..it tasted like water...haha
Then after dinner, we went to Chinatown..
It was really crowded..
Then we found a store that sells sweets by bags..then the promoter was like "You buy a plastic bag for $3, we give you the sweets for free!" [in chinese]..WEIRD rite?
But we bought the plastic bag and tried to stuff it with sweets, then my dad was like "What if my colleagues see you two like that.."..so I said "this is the spirit of a typical kiasu singaporean!" My mum said that buying sweets like this was a challenge; we need to have a gd strategy to be able to stuff it with as many sweets as possible...and here is the strategy we used: 1) Put those small and hard sweets at the bottom so that there would not be too much space between the sweets 2) For those soft sweets like marshmallow, put it in the middle and squash it, so not too much space will be taken up. 3) For those puddings and jelly, put on the top, and put some sweets in between the space..
With those strategies..we managed to stuff the whole bag with sweets..then my dad took out a cold storage bag to put the sweets...
Then, we were walking around when we found another store selling sweets...for $2 this time! But there were less variety of sweets..but anyway, we bought another bag of sweets! The promoter was shouting "Pay money first.." [in chinese], thinking that we would "steal" the sweets and go off without paying..LOL

And on the first day of CNY which is today, we slept until quite later;; juz lyk PIGS=P..and I changed into the traditional clothes b4 going out..I was wearing a red blouse (traditional types) and a skirt..carrying a red bag..[traditional type] haha...装淑女..

I need to go...i'm very bored...my mum was asking me to watch tv..but what's there to watch? but nvm...I shall go n do portfolio..LOL..

2007-02-09T16:47:00.000+08:00

MR JEYA!
Sigh
sigh
sigh
I shan't be rude here....cuz i wanna keep my blog free from vulgarities...
It was a TOTAL NIGHTMARE on thursday!
During our art lesson, we were doing ceramics in the art room. At first, it was Mrs Koh who taught us, then 15mins later, a man called MR JEYA came, and that was the start of the nightmare.......
As we were all busy doing the ceramics, we didn't see him come in....and then he banged on the table......we were all SHOCKED! Afterall, who bangs on the table now...its' like N years ago...
Next, he "showed" us how to do CERAMICS the PROPER way.
Sigh......
The story continues....LOL....stay tuned for the next episode=p

haha...I have a math test 2morrow yet I am here blogging....i'm so W.E.I.R.D! But i m totally stressed out n sick! LOL...I had a fever on fri morning..and I dunno why I went to school..and even stayed back for badminton..LOL...nvm. When I went home, I had a "hard" time taking panadol..cuz my house only got my grandpa n grandma, they were downstairs so....I tried to take panadol on my own..;; then I dunno how to swallow tablets..so I mixed it with ORANGE JUICE!HAHA....I tink I fell sick because of an overdose of orange juice!..LOL

Sigh....
And oh..I m doing the science project now with weiting, norman, and joshua on energy crisis- biomass energy. Luckily, my grp members r still quite "co-operative" though sometimes...some people dunno "si dao na li qu"...LOL...nvm..

Sigh...
HAHA..I KEEP SIGHING LIKE AN OLD GRANDMA! but nvm....2morrow's math test I'm very scared that I will fail....F.A.I.L! I keep doing learning lab problem sums......cuz in the school maths practice paper, there was one question that was exactly the same as learning lab's problem sums, so no choice...."zhi neng jia you le!"

Ok...bye bye.....我要继续加油咯！BYE...WISH ME GD LUCK FOR MATH TEST...

2007-02-05T18:31:00.000+08:00

Sigh...
Today, when I entered the classroom..I got a terrible shock...actually it was not really a shock considering the fact that I have seen the exact scene on last monday..
The tables were joined today in a weird manner...some grps of three..while some groups of four..totally different from what we left it on last fri.
Why? Cuz a P4 mainstream class left it in that manner! I'm not saying you cant use our classroom, if you wanna use, go ahead! After all, the classroom, tables & chairs are public property, they dont belong to 6 Victorious or Excellent. But however..pls.....move the tables and chairs back..put it back into its orginal position! I really don't think this is too much of us, after all, when you borrow a pen from your friend, you would return it to him/her and not throw it around....its juz an analogy!
So pls...it has been the same for two times! And remember, we are not saying you can't use our classroom, but pls, juz put the tables and chairs back into its orginal place! If not, you don't know how much time we need to arrange it back- it takes up the whole period to do that! So...pls...do not do that again....

*This post represents the view of the individual only.....

2007-01-27T18:15:00.000+08:00

BRACES..LOL
I CAN'T LAUGH WITH BRACES
BUT I'M STILL LAUGHING
AND IT HURTS LOL

Ok..dun laugh...haha..
Sigh...braces r really painful..not at the dentist...but when I came back..it was painful like xiao..tomorrow will be worse
I haven't been eating anything since 8am..and now its....6.15pm...
I swallowed...not eat....a whole bowl of steamed egg..literally by swallowing..but i'm still very hungry
Luckily..my kind daddy offered to buy me campbell soup...sigh...he searched all the mini marts for it..and finally found it at a shop near my old school..which is VERY FAR AWAY HOR!
So..I really thank him..if not I gonna lose at least 2kg by monday..n I will be all skins and bones....
Sigh...my teeth hurts more than my arms..I couldn't even bite my teeth..so I couldn't talk properly..but my voice still sounds that high-pitched anyway..
And my arm hurts 2....this morning..I was having my piano lesson..n it hurts like xiao..luckily the mock test isn't 2day..if not I would have failed..=p

Ok..I think that's about it for 2day...and I'm still waiting for the campbell soup..so..bye
Hope my teeth doesn't hurt 2morrow...